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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Major
      Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Httyd_Hiccup/Dagur_Dagcup
  Relationship:
      Dagur_the_Deranged/Hiccup_Horrendous_Haddock_III
  Character:
      Hiccup_Horrendous_Haddock_III, Dagur_the_Deranged
  Additional Tags:
      Mpreg, Bonding, Teen_love, Attempted_Rape/Non-Con, Rape, Stockholm
      Syndrome
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-08-04 Completed: 2017-12-13 Chapters: 25/25 Words: 72628
****** Forever Mine ******
by BloodRaven1996
Summary
     Dagur had finally taken what was his, after three years of Hell on
     the Outcast island he was finally free from Alvin, now he was going
     to take back what was his, but for Hiccup it was going to be far
     worse then he could imagine, or would it? Takes place at Race to The
     Edge...kind of.
     Warning this story contains Rape, Dagcup, mpreg and more.
***** Chapter One *****
 
                                 Forever Mine
                                  Chapter One
                                 I Own Nothing
I was in a cold dark room, and I was tied to a bed, but only my hands were tied
to the top poles of the bed and I was completely naked, I also noticed that my
prosthetic leg was taken off as well. My head was still pounding after I was
struck on the head from behind back on Berk, I was shivering like crazy as my
body begged for warmth. The only thing that was on the bed was a sheet and a
pillow supporting my head.
Toothless was no where to be scene, I was alone and isolated alone in this dark
room.
I was kidnapped.
"Glad to see that you're awake" a voice said come from the darkness, causing me
to jump. No this was all a nightmare, I was going to wake up soon, back in my
bed with Toothless right next to me.
"Who are you?, what do you want with me?" I asked with fear in my voice.
"I only want you Hiccup." said the voice.
"But who are you?" I demanded.
Then the figure finally stepped out of the shadows and the person who had taken
me was...
"Dagur." I whispered.
"Missed me Hiccup?, I sure as hell missed you" He said as he moved closer to be
as he looked at my naked body with hunger in his eyes, licking his teeth as if
he was looking at a fresh chunk of meat, right in front of him.
"What do want from me?" I said shaking a little as he looked at me like a piece
of meat hanging on a hook, getting ready to be eaten and be tossed to the
wolves at any given moment.
He smirked and gave me a wicked grin as his hand started to move up my right
leg. I tried to pull back, but I was still tied to the bed.
"All I want is you Hiccup" he said with a cold smile. "You're gonna be mine,
all mine." after he said that he placed him self on top of me and pulled my
hair forcing me to look at him, he then pulled my head closer to his face as he
kissed me.
He was rough with his tongue as he forced it into my mouth, it was almost like
a war in my mouth when he started to make out with me by force, I hated it, I
tried to pull away but had a strong firm grip on me. when he finally pulled
away, i said a few words that I would soon regret.
"I don't care what you say!, you may have my body, but you'll never have my
heart and soul." I said bitterly.
He looked at me with rage in his eyes, and unzipped his pants and said.
"then I'll just have fun with you're body then!" he screamed as he started to
take off all of his cloths and flipped me on my stomach. my wrist started to
burn when he flipped me. i started to kick at him for defense. I was able to to
kick him off the bed, but that only made everything worse.
"stop kicking you runt!" he yelled as he pinned me down and whispered into my
ear. "I own you now, and you will be mine forever" He said before he forced him
self inside of me.
When he entered me in my entrance I screamed, but he forced my head onto the
pillow so no one could hear me scream out for help. Dagur was grunting and
moaning out as he started to thrust into me.
"Ahhh yeah take that bitch" he moaned.
Tears we streaming out of my face and soaking the pillow as he started to force
him self deeper inside of me, which made the pain only worse, he then pulled my
face to the side so I could breath. the only thing I wanted to do now was to
crawl in a hole and die.
But that wasn't an option at this time, now I was being raped.
"Please stop, I beg of you please!" I begged.
"But were only getting started hiccup," he said as he started to pick up the
pace as my hips were bucking against his in a fast pace. I my whole entire
lower half of me was in pain, I was so confused at this point, for some reason
part of me was liking this tough love, while the other just wanted nothing to
do with it. I shut my eyes and tried my best to avoid his."Don't look away." he
barked.
"Look at me" he said with anger.
I opened my big green eyes as I looked into his.
After I open them, he stroked my cheek and kissed my forehead and whispered.
"I always thought that you were beautiful hiccup" he said with a way more
different voice, a voice that was more soft and gental.
After that thought, I could feel his cock getting harder and harder inside of
me, I begged him again to stop because it hurt, but he just smiled and said.
"you're gonna enjoy this" he said as he moved his hand down in between my legs
and grabbed my cock and started to move his hand up and down. he was giving me
a hand job. I started to moan a little louder in an approval as I was feeling
ready to cum. His and my body was covered in sweat as our bodies collided we
each other.
"I think I'm getting ready to cum" he said in my ear.
I was getting ready to cum as well, his pace was fast but not rough at all, he
was quiet gently on my cock, after a few seconds I cam on his hand and covered
it in my seed.
I didn't respond to what he had told me, the only thing I was worried about him
tearing me, I didn't want him to leave me bleeding out in my hole. but the
second I was thinking about that, he had released his seed into me. it felt hot
as he filled me up to the core and all the way up to my guts. at this point I
wanted to die, he took a part of my innocence away.
When the rape was over he got off me and untied my hands and pushed my bangs
out of my face and said.
"try to get some rest, were gonna have some more fun tomorrow" He said as he
kissed my cheek and left the room. and locking the door behind him.
When he left, I started to cry and buried my face in the tear soaked pillow.
How am I going to get out of this?
The next day...
I felt so disgusting, like a piece of trash tossed to the side or something.
No, that wasn't the right term, I felt more like a whore, a filthy dirty whore
that was only used for one thing.
Sex and nothing else.
Well it wasn't in consent so it doesn't count right?
Well at least I'm not tied up at the moment, but that still didn't make me feel
any better about the situation.
Suddenly the bedroom door swung open, It was Dagur of course, with his sick
twisted little smile and his dark eyes piercing through my soul, that made me
feel extremely uncomfortable. I noticed he was carrying something in his hands.
I didn't look at him, I refused to.
So instead of looking at him I decided to hide under the covers like a scared
child hiding from the boogie man or something, just anything to avoid him at
this point.
I felt him sit on the edge of the bed, my one good leg was lying right next to
him, I tried pulling it up but he grabbed it and started to rub it, moving his
hands up to my thigh while still under the covers.
I shut my eyes real tight, I want him stop and tell him no.
But for some reason I just held back and let him touch me.
Then the covers were ripped away from me in an instant, I covered my face with
my hands, but that didn't work either, my arms were grabbed harshly and pulled
apart, Dagur was on top of me.
"Time to wake up." he said harshly, as he buried his face into my neck, leaving
kisses over my shoulder and neck, I shuddered at this feeling, I though I was
going to puke.
I opened my eyes and looked up at him.
"Rise and shine." he grabbed me, pulling me up to his level, staring into my
eyes.
"Stop, please just stop." I said softly."I won't tell anyone I promise."
"As much as I want to believe that Hiccup, I can't." he said pulling me closer
to his face, inches away from his lips."I already told you, you're mine,
forever."
I shut my eyes again at his words, I could feel tears getting ready to stream
down my face, one slipped out om right eye. But Dagur's thumb catches it wiping
it away as if he was my lover trying to make me feel better.
"Oh come on Hiccup." he said with a bit of sadness, while caressed my cheek
."Being with me won't be too bad, I'm sure I'll take way better care of you
then that little blonde bitch back on Berk." He said darkly.
"Don't you ever talk about her like that!." I snapped at him, trying to look
strong in front of him
He smirked at my comment." Someone is a little nasty today." He cooed at me.
"Oh gee I wonder why?." I said sarcastically, trying to pull away from him but
he still held my face as if it was a treasure.
Then I eyed on what he had brought me, something in a bowl.
He looked at the bowl,"I brought you something to eat, I thought you might get
a little hungry." he said passing the hot bowl to me. I looked at the steamy
bowl, it looked like soup. Whatever it was it didn't matter, I was starving at
this point, I started eating.
After I finished eating, Dagur took the empty bowl from me and placed on the
floor some where, he then looked at me and pinned me to the bed, Oh gods.
"Time for round two." he said taking off his helmet.
Okay guys that is it for this chapter, I guess. let me know if you want me to
continue this and make a little story out of it, and hopefully I did a much
better job then before.
***** Chapter Two *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                  Chapter Two
                                 I Own Nothing
I could feel my body going numb, my entire body was stiff, what was happening
to me?
"Oh and by the way Hiccup." Dagur said as he cupped my cheek." I drugged your
soup, you know the one I feed you a few minutes ago." He said grabbing me,
pulling me in to a kiss, catching me off guard as his tongue slid in my mouth,
pushing himself inside of me, wanting me to know I was his forever.
Dagur held me by my slender waist, looking at me with his wide dark green eyes,
full of hunger and lust. He asked me if I was up for round two, and of course I
wasn't, but in this awful situation I can't tell him no.
He growled at little as I felt his rough lips sucking and nipping my neck,
feeling his red hair brush up against my pale face. I felt his hand travel to
my hip all the way down to my crotch, grabbing it, stroking the head of it. I
let out a soft moan, I was trying my best to hate this, but I don't think I
hide it anymore.
"St..stop." I begged, but that plea fell on deaf ears, and Dagur was having too
much fun leaving his marks all over my neck and rubbing my cock in a steady
motion, he was enjoying every second of this, making me feel humiliated and
weak, making me his little pet.
"Where's the fun in that Hiccup?". He said in my ear as he kissed my neck."this
is only the start of it."
And with out warning, he got on top of me, pulling me down towards him so he
could get to kiss me. He started to take his pants off, giving me a dark smirk.
The only thing I could do was was shut my eyes tightly and try to put my mind
somewhere else until the ordeal was over, he started to kiss my inner thighs
working his way up to my hard erected cock, he gave me one last look before he
took in my member in to his mouth.
I let out a load moan feeling that gush of new physical adrenaline hit me, it's
like I just let out a big deep breath.
His tongue started to lick the slit of my cock, I threw my head back or at
least try to. I felt my breathing increased as I took in a deep breath, Dagur
started to suck on it harder, moving his head back and forth, while his hands
spread my legs apart, holding them steady in place.
Oh gods this is so wrong, I shouldn't be enjoying this.
But theirs nothing I can do about it, Dagur had me right were he wanted, in his
bed, begging for him to stop, he continued to give me head waiting for me to
cum, then my lower body gave in to him, releasing my seed.
Then Dagur lifted his head up, swallowing the last bile of my cum, looking very
pleased in his results. He then got on top of me, grabbing me by my hair then
forced his lips on to mine, tasting the salt and sweat off him. At this point I
was breathless, the he pulled at away from me, looking at my pale flushed face.
"Getting a little flustered Hiccup?" He asked tauntingly.
I didn't say anything, hell I didn't even know what to say.
Suddenly he flips me over on to my back, holding me by my hips, he started to
kiss the back of my neck, whispering things in my ear. I could feel him getting
ready in place, readying himself for my entrance, I know it's going to hurt
like last time. I just hope he's more genital this time, but I don't think he
will.
Then the next thing he told me was shocking.
"I won't hurt you much as last time, I promise." He said softly.
I didn't believe him, why should I trust him and take his word for it!? I mean
he's already raped me, hell he's getting ready to do it to me right now! Plus
he kidnapped me from berk.
Then I felt a hot sensation, it wasn't hurting as much as before, Dagur was
taking things slow and relax, he stuck on finger in as he added a second to it,
thrusting them in and out, making me moan.
"Yeah, you like that don't you." He whispered."You like it when my cock is
inside you." he taunted me with his dark voice, sending the hairs on the back
of neck to rise.
Then felt him get on top of me from behind, pulling me by my hips spreading my
legs apart, I could feel the tip of his shaft near my entrance, he then pushed
him self in me, making me scream. After that, he started to thrust, not as
forceful as last time, more at a steady pace, as he was thrusting I began to
enjoy it, everything started to go black and white, at a point I thought I was
seeing stars.
"Fa...faster." I said.
He grunted." You gotta beg first." He said.
"Please...pl...please go faster...Dagur...please." I moaned
He sighed."Alright my little pet." He pushed himself deeper in to me."Since you
said please."
I could feel him push his shaft deeper in my walls, I screamed in pleasure,
begging for him not to stop. I literally thought he was going to break me in
two, he grunts like a wild animal and is well...a animal and I was his mate in
this situation, he was the predator and I was the prey, his little pet. I know
this kind of lust is't mentally healthy, but at the same time I kind of enjoyed
things when they started going to hell.
Dagur pinned me down on the bed, thrusting the hell out of me like the wild
creature that he was. He was getting ready to cum, and soon.
"Ahhh I'm almost there." He moaned as he grabbed my hips even tighter,
squishing me against his back.
Right after he said that, he released his seed all up in me, filling me to my
brim as I out cried out his name, so loud even the gods could have heard us
from above.
He collapsed beside me, as I turned over he pulled me up to his chest, his
heart was pounding like a war drum, he started to run his fingers through my
brown hair, twirling it a little.
"I'll take good care of you." He whispered." I don't want to lose you, not
again." He said with a bit of fear, like I was something important to him. But
I knew what he meant, he didn't want me going back to Astrid, he wants me all
to himself, keeping me away from everyone I love and care about so I could play
the role of pet. It was the only way I could survive this mess, if I didn't
obey it could cost me my life or someone else's.
Then I passed out, as everything went back.
 
***** Chapter Three *****
                                        
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Three 
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
                                        
I slowly woke up from my deep slumber, the drugs have seemed to finally wear
off, thank Odin for that. I notice I wasn't no longer tied to the bed either I
was wearing clothes I have never scene before, these had to be Dagur's clothes
just guessing by the size of them,I ran my hands over my face as I was free to
roam around this little dark room of mine. But I went up to the door to see if
it was still locked.
And it was, no real shocker their, Dagur wasn't the smartest person in the
world but he wasn't the dumbest either, he knew I was clever and witty. But of
course he had to keep me under lock and keep so her take me away from my home.
I still have no clue on where he was taking me, but I might have a clue on
where he might be taking me. Back to his tribe of the Berserksers, basically
the most dangerous most insane place you can live.
That had to be it, where else where he would take me?
I sighed heavily as I walked back to the bed, the sheets were still dirty from
last night... when Dagur drugged me and took me. The memory of him touching me,
raping me were playing over and over in my head, him grabbing my thighs,
kissing my neck and nibbling on it as he shoved his...
I shook my head trying to get that image out of my head, I wanted to wash away
the memories and just go home and take a long hot bath. To be able to fly with
Toothless to hug my dad and tell him I'm okay. How was I going to explain this
to my dad when I get home? That is if I ever get back home I thought to myself,
I felt so hopeless and weak. How can I be strong enough to tell my own father I
was raped?
And to make things worse Dagur is chief of his tribe, so what ever he says or
dose goes.
I wonder if my father even relies that I'm gone? He would have found me by now
and would have saved me. What if Dagur killed him? No he wouldn't do that, he
probably made some story up and told him I was going on a trip or something
maybe, I don't know.
Then another scary thing crossed my mind.
What if Dagur forces me to marry him? Oh gods no anything but that, I couldn't
handle that, I can't be the wife of a deranged killer insane mad man of a
chief, this was the worst thing I could of think of. Me laying in his bed every
night, me having to pleasure myself in front of him for his own selfish needs,
Dagur being my husband and me being his frail little wife. God that was a awful
thought, but I'm getting ahead of myself as always, I just need to stay calm
and try to escape.
Suddenly my door opened, I jumped up as the dark figure walked through. I stood
up and crawl backwards towards the bed until I hit the wall.
It was Dagur, his dark green eyes lingered as they looked at my body, his eyes
never leaving them. He licked his lips as he crawled on the bed towards me, I
shivered as I leaned back, turning my head away from him. I felt one of his
hands travel up my knee and onto my inner thigh. I jolted up, literally jumping
out of my skin as his rough hands touched my soft skin.
"Have a nice nap?" He asked me, I glared at him.
"You fucking drugged me." I snapped.
He rolled his eyes as he grabbed me by my waist, as he was on top of me, as I
was underneath. I pushed my hands against his chest.
"Get off me." I huffed at him, but of course he didn't seem to care, no matter
what I said or did it didn't matter. He wasn't going to listen to me.
"I'm not gonna hurt you." He said calmly as he got off me, this time he pulled
me onto his lap, holding me down tightly." I need you to listen to me."
I then looked up at him, sending him a glare."Why should I listen to you?"
He grabbed me by my chin."That depends, do you want me to try to drown you
again when we were little kids? Or are you gonna be a good boy and listen?" He
gave me the option to listen to him or not. I shook my head at him.
"What do you want talk about?"
"I'm bringing you home." he said.
My head shot up."Your taking me back to Berk?"
He shook his head."No, I'm bring you to your new home, the Berserkian Tribe."
he said proudly."I'm gonna take you home with me and make you mine forever." he
held me tighter by the waist, looking deep into my eyes. I literally thought I
was going home, but of course that was too easy, I knew he was going to pull
something like this.
"Bu..but I don't want to-" He cut me off as he locked his lips onto mine,
holding me by my waist as I could taste the alcohol in his breath. I wanted to
vomit at the taste of his breath, I wanted to spit in his face for taking me
away. I started hitting him with my small baby fist, trying to get him off me,
but he was made out of all muscle, nothing was going to stop him.
He then pulled away and ran his fingers through my hair.
Then I stared at him with anger and spit in his face, "Go to Hell." I hissed at
him as he turned his face back to me.
Suddenly I felt a blow to the side of my face, as if I was hit the face with a
bolder. Dagur had socked me in the face, pinning me down to the bed as he
looked at me with deadly eyes."Looks like I need to teach you a lesson."
Then I heard the sound of ripping and tearing, he had just torn my pants off,
then my shirt as he exposed me again. He spread my legs apart, holding me down
as I screamed for him to get off me.
"Scream for me Hiccup." he whispered as he thrust into me, tears leaving my
eyes as I felt his cock hitting me deep down inside."Just wait until I get you
home." he taunted to me."That's where the fun is going to begin."
I dug my nails into the sheets as he continued to bang me until my vision had
turned black and white.
Much more horrible things are coming my way soon enough.
***** Chapter Four *****
Forever Mine
Chapter Four
I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I was laying in bed naked with blood soak sheets, my eyes were all red and
puffy from all the crying last night. Dagur didn't stop raping until dawn came
around, he finally got tired and went to his room, leaving me bruised and
bloody. My thighs were all buries, blood was trickling down my slim pale legs
as it hurt to move the lower half of my body, I would wince every time I would
try to move, almost breaking out in tears each time I moved, I felt so dirty
and used, as if I wasn't worth it anymore.
I was officially Dagur's whore, I was no longer the brave dragon trainer that
went through Hell and back to bring peace, no I was the chief of the Beserker
tribes whore, I was his sax slave. I wish I had Toothless or my dad right now,
I just need someone from Berk or any familiar face would do me good right now.
I started crying again, feeling my entire body shaking again, feeling sick to
my stomach. I thought I was going to throw up, I thought I was going to die
right here in this sex filled room, all I could remember were his dark green
eyes piercing into my soul, with each thrust and kiss made me want die. I thing
I rather be burned alive then be taken back as Dagur's consort, just the
thought of that made my stomach turn. I didn't want to be his, I just wanted to
go and home and never leave my dads side ever again, but I knew that wasn't
going to happen anytime soon.
Then I opened my eyes, looking through my tears and notice some clothes left
out for me on the end of the bed, I slowly got up to examine the new clothes,
it was a dark red tunic and some black leggings along with a black boot, but no
prosthetic leg of course, leaving my stump bear and out in the open, how was I
supposed to walk? Was Dagur going to carry me bridal style?
Ugh I didn't want to think about that, him carrying me around like some sort of
prized possession, I didn't want to be paraded around like some object. Just
hearing Dagur talk alone made me want to scream, his annoying laugh, his dark
devilish smirk, his dark red hair. I hated everything about him, I just wanted
to punch him in the face, but that would only make things worse for me, I
already got a taste of it last night. I could still feel his teeth on my neck,
taking and mating like a wild beast in the middle of heat. I wish he would have
just killed me last night, I would rather have that then have him...rape me.
I snapped myself out of it and put my new clothes on, feeling okay for now, no
longer feeling the bare nakedness anymore. I forgot what it was like to have
the warmth of clothes on my back, beside feeling Dagur's warm hot body on top
of mine.
But then I realized I was hungry, I haven't eaten in a while now and all I
could think of was a nice hot meal. Now wasn't the best time to be thinking of
food right now, but then again I could really use a nice piece of meat right
now. Just something, anything.
Suddenly I heard thee door open, I almost jumped right out of my skin, as I
backed all the way up to the dash board of the bed.
Dagur had walked in with a plate of food in his hand, he smiled and walked in,
sitting on the edge of the large bed, he sat the plate down and held his arm
out to me.
"Come here pet." He said softly.
I wanted to spit in his face, but instead I slowly crawled over as he
forcefully pulled me to his lap, I started shaking like a wild boat in the
middle of a storm, and of course Dagur saw that and took it upon himself to
calm me down.
"Shh, it's okay, daddy Dagur isn't going to hurt you." He said almost in a
creepy tone."As long as your good nothing bad will happen understand?" He
raised a brow at me, waiting for a response.
I nodded.
He smiled again."Good." He then grabbed the plate of food, giving it to me as I
was placed back onto the bed."Now I'm going to leave you to eat in peace, but
when I get I'll be taking you up deck, so don't try anything when I take you
up, got it?" He glared at me for a split second, I quickly nodded to him as he
flashed me one more smile as he left me in peace, this was all weird, one
moment he was cruel to me, the next he was nice to me as if nothing had
happened.
I looked down at the plate of food, it was a leg of chicken along with some
potatoes, I quickly scarfed it down, letting the bland food hit the bottom of
my stomach, this was probably the best thing I've eaten in a while since I was
taken into Dagur's custody, as long as I play this cool and try to obey.
Once I finished my meal I pushed the plate away, wiping the leftovers from my
mouth. Now I had to wait for Dagur to return so he could take me up to the
deck, I wasn't looking forward to it because I didn't want to go with him any
where, I wish I could just stand up and get up for once.
Then less then fifteen minutes later the door open again and the next thing I
know something was thrown at me, I thought it was my leg, but instead it was a
fur blanket.
"Here put this around you, I don't want you getting sick." He said darkly, as
he began to wrap the thick cloak around me, picking me up roughly, I jumped a
little bit being picked up like this.
"It's alright, no one is going to hurt you Hiccup." He looked deep into my
eyes."I won't let them." He whispered to me before carrying me out the door.
I knew deep down what he meant, ever since Dagur and some of his men were taken
prisoner by Alvin, some of the Beserkers won't be taken too kindly to me since
I'm the reason they have endured nothing but Hell over the last couple of
years, Dagur was covered in scars, along with his head shaved and all spike up
in different ways, looking like a wild animal. So in a way I was kind of
already being punished for doing all of this, but I knew this was going to come
back and bite me in the ass.
Now I was going to be taken back to the Beserker tribe, I was going to be taken
back as his and only his. Dagur was going to drag me back to his house, become
the chief of the Beserker tribe again and all hell was going to break lose.
I had to time myself out carefully and find a way out of this before Dagur
could declare war on Berk, that was going to be one of his main priorities
before taking on the Outcast island and trying to take out Alvin, oh I'm trying
to imagine the big hit list right now.
Now Dagur was carrying me up the latter, holding me with one arm as we hit up
the main deck, many warriors surrounded us, making me feel small as I got all
the death glares, some clutching there weapons close to them as Dagur marched
us up there. Dagur wasn't going to put me down for one second, Savage was
standing right next to us, he was Dagur's right hand man, just another snake.
The crazy Beserker started out his speech, saying they we close to getting home
and would be there in mere hours, by the time night comes we would be home. But
that wasn't going to be the easy part , Harold Dagur's uncle was the new chief,
and the only way Dagur could take his birth right back was to kill him. That
just sent more chills down my spine, Dagur started going over the plans,
splinting the parties up into seven in each groups, planning out the attacks
carefully so they could strike.
Now this was getting crazy, this sounded more like a suicide mission. Night was
slowly approaching us, soon the battle would begin, why did Dagur bother to
bring me up here? what was the point?
But then Dagur brought up my name.
"After the Battle, my little pet here is going to get my Skrill back." He then
looked back at me with a sick grin, causing me to jump out of my skin."Aren't
you babe?"
I swallowed and shook my head."No." I whispered." I'm not giving you that
Skrill Dagur, over my dead body."
He then frowned, grabbing me by the face harshly."You'll end up regretting that
later if you want your people to live."
My eyes shot open, this was not going good, if I make one more comment like
that then I'm dead meat. Later Dagur took me back to my room, throwing me to
the floor and told me to get some rest, soon we would be home he said before
slamming the door and leaving me to my thoughts.
Then night started to fall, the Beserker island was dead silent, everything was
calm as the cold wind blew through the place while all the men and women slept
in there beds, not knowing what was heading there way.
Soon cries were heard as the entire place was being invaded, the ex tribe
members were rip roaring and killing people in sight, screams and cries were
heard trough out the entire island as both clashed against each other, Dagur
among them, as the Beserker blood flooded trough his veins, blood spilling all
over the place, smeared all over his face and body. Releasing nothing but
howling war cries as they marched on to the chiefs house, demanding his head.
Once Dagur and his crew march up there Harold was fighting for his life along
with some of his tribe members, Dagur screamed once he saw his uncle, the man
that had stole his rightful place as heir. He charged, running his sword right
through his chest, blood coming out of his mouth, quickly choking on his blood,
making loud gurgling sounds as he die right in front of his tribe. That was the
ultimate humiliation fir him, that was the sweet revenge Dagur wanted, he had
gotten what he thought he deserved.
The crazed red head howled in victory, he was the chief once again, taking what
was his as the blood soaked into the island and the water. Most of the bodies
were thrown over the cliff, some were burned alive at the stake for refusing to
be ruled by Dagur.
Once it was over and everyone was under the madman's control, Dagur went back
to the ship to clam his beloved prize, his war trophy, Hiccup.
I woke up to a loud bang, Dagur was soaked head to toe in blood as he picked me
up, carrying me out to the Beserker island.
"I'm taking us home baby." He purred giving me a kiss on the lips, smearing the
warm blood all over my pale face."I'm taking us both home where we can be
together forever." He sounded so happy as if he was in a dream.
Once we hit the village, bodies were all over the place, some burned, some cut
up into pieces and some well... were just decapitated. I closed my eyes and
tried my best not to look, but I couldn't help it.
But once we reached Harold's house, it was worse, his head was sitting at the
top of the fire place, the way you would do with an animal head. Blood was all
over the front and in the kitchen, literally just smeared and painted in blood,
it looked like Harold tried putting up a fight, but was completely defenseless.
On the kitchen table was where what was left of the body, Dagur soon order
Savage and some other goons to clean the mess up, while Dagur was "Taking his
lady to bed."
Dagur carried me up stairs to the master bedroom, gently putting me down onto
the bed, stroking my face and kissing me harshly, shoving his tongue in my
mouth, tasting nothing but blood and mead. I knew he was drunk, this was his
sick way of celebrating. Most of his men were too busy getting drunk and having
sex with there women, or maybe it was rape, I don't know I just know my head is
running wild and in circles.
The last thing I remember was my clothes being taken off again, Dagur on top of
me, and the rest just went black.
The Next morning...
I woke up to a sudden snoring, I slowly opened my eyes as I notice Dagur had
his arms wrapped around my small waist, his head on top of my shoulder, his
large strong arms wrapped protectively around my body.
My entire mind drew a blank, all I could remember was screaming, yelling and a
lot of blood.
Then I remembered, Dagur and his men went on a killing spree, killing those who
wouldn't follow Dagur, killing them off as if they were nothing. It made me
more afraid of Dagur, if I don't show him where the Skrill is, then it could me
that gets the ax. What he did to Harold, could be me, or worse whatever Dagur
has in store for me next, he could rape and torture me for hours on end, or
kill me slow and painfully, whatever he wanted to do.
If I don't think of something fast then I'm dead, I can't wait for my dad and
the others to find me.
Then I felt Dagur starting to wake up, letting out a loud yawn, he looked down
to see that I was awake, he kissed me on the mouth sloppily, running his
fingers through my messy hair. I could tell where this was going, and I wasn't
looking forward to it.
"Ready for round two?" He said getting on top of me, not giving me a choice at
all.
But somehow I managed to get the courage to say something.
"Please Dagur, just stop?" I whispered just barely as he cupped my face.
"Now wheres the fun in that?" He cooed, I could feel his hard length pressing
against my hole. I didn't want to go for a another round, I could feel all the
bruises on my thin stick legs starting to swell up even more. I winced a little
as I felt it even harder, I tried to push away again, bu Dagur grabbed my
wrist, telling me to stop it.
"I just want to go home." I said as tears started to leave my eyes.
His eyes kinda widen a bit."But baby, were already home, I already told you
that I would take good care of you." He pulled my face closer to his, his lips
just inches from mine." I told you, you will be mine till the end, and here we
are together as one." Dagur started kissing my neck, working his way down as I
tried to push him off, but I couldn't I started screaming for him to get off
me, but it was useless.
"GET OFF ME!" I screamed as he continued to worked his way down to my manhood,
slowly licking the tip, as his hand cupped my balls, rolling them in his palm
as he started to suck on my cock, causing me to scream a lot louder.
"STOP!" I pressed my hands on the bottom of his head, trying to push him off,
but that only made him angry, he instantly got up and pushed my hands up to the
dashboard of the bed, pinning me down as he looked at me with insane eyes. His
dark sinister green eyes locked onto mine, as if they were slowly stealing my
innocent soul, or at least what was left of it.
"Keep this up and I'll make this more painful Hiccup, I can be nice to you, but
I'll make you're life a living Hell if you keep this up, I'm giving you one
last chance, one more fuck up or resisting me and I'll rape you every single
night, and it won't just be me, I'll let Savage have a few rounds with you
while I watch." He said grimly, making me shake to my core.
I froze at his words, not knowing what to say or do.
"Are you going to be good?" He arched a brow.
I nodded, scared to death of him.
"Good." His kissed my forehead and continued.
OKAY THIS CHAPTER WAS KIND OF HALF ASS, I'M SORRY I JUST REALLY WANTED TO
UPDATE HIS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BEFORE SOMEONE LOST THERE MIND SO HERE IS
ANOTHER CHAPTER AND I WILL UPDATE SOON, BUT THIS STORY WILL GET A LOT DARKER I
PROMISE.
ALSO YOU KNOW HOW I SAID I WON'T ADD MPREG TO THIS... WELL I MIGHT END UP
BRAKING THAT PROMISE, I KIND OF WANT THE DAGCUP MPREG THING TO HAPPEN, BUT I DO
PROMISE ONE THING IT WILL HAPPEN MUCH LATER ON IN THE STORY AND IT WILL PLAY A
BIG ROLE. I WON'T GIVE ANYTHING AWAY YOU GUYS WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.
THANK FOR READING AND I WILL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER!
***** Chapter Five *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                 Chapter Five
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I was down stairs sitting in front of the fire, still naked. Still shaking a
bit from what happened earlier, I could still feel Dagur pinning me down,
looking at me with dark possessed eyes. He had already claimed me as his, I was
his property, his mate. I could still feel the hair's on his face prickling me
on my face, neck, stomach and on my... I quickly snapped myself out of it, I
felt so disgusting. I didn't even feel like a human being anymore, just a shell
of my former self. The entire lower half of my body felt numb, some of the pain
has eased down, but not enough for me to move and to make my escape. Even if I
did try to get up, a whole tribe of angry Beserkers would just come after me,
besides most of them were still pretty pissed about me because of the whole
Alvin think three years ago. Plus I didn't have my prosthetic leg, Dagur took
it away at the last minute, just to be sure I wouldn't try anything funny.
I moved a little more closely to the fire, being naked wasn't really helping
the situation, I grabbed the nearest thing of furs I could get my hands on,
wrapping them quickly around me as I snuggled into them. I closed my eyes,
trying to relax. But I still couldn't,  everything was so out of place here,
sometimes I would wake up in bed, thinking I was home safe and sound with my
dad, but it would all be a sick dream.
I kept wondering if my dad was looking for me at this point, did anyone back at
the Edge know I was gone? I mean I've been gone for what? A week maybe? I lost
count after three or four days, most of those days I would either blackout or
faint from all the things Dagur would do to me. All I kept thinking about was
him telling me over I was his and his alone. I was still scared to even move, I
forgot where Dagur even went. The entire down stairs was cleaned up after the
on slaughter of Harold, poor man was killed in his own home without seeing it
coming, I could still smell the blood.
Suddenly I jumped as I heard the front door crack open, I quickly turned my
head around and saw Dagur walking through the front door, with something in his
arms. It was some kind of clothing, he gave me a smile as he walked over with
it. I froze in my place as he sat right down in front of me, I could finally
see what he was holding. It was a dark blue dress with long sleeves and a long
skirt, as soon as I saw that dress my heart stopped. I knew where he was going
to take this, this was going to be my new wardrobe."I got this for you my
lovely." He said darkly."I can't have you running around naked while under my
watch, put this on." He laid it on my lap along with my fake leg on top of it,
making me feel a little bit better.
I slowly put it on as he watched, it was an easy fit. The fabric was
comfortable as I clipped my fake leg back on, as soon as I did that Dagur
slowly helped me up, I was still in a bit of pain from all the nights of rape,
I kept my head down avoiding all eye contact with him, but soon enough Dagur
cupped my cheek, tracing his thumb along my cheekbone as he kissed me on the
lips, his lips captured mine in a dominate way, I could taste him, I could
smell him and it made me want to puke."So beautiful." he whispered, making my
skin crawl, he then takes my arm, leading us to the front door.
We walked outside of what was left of the Beserker island, there was still
blood and corpses all around, the sky was grey and everything inside of me was
screaming at all the terror I was seeing, but for Dagur it was like we were
taking a lovely stroll in the meadows, it was like he enjoyed watching all this
murder and chaos happening all around him, he was a Beserker after all."Lovely
day isn't it?" He asked me, tangling his fingers into mine as if he was my
love.
I nodded, trying to keep myself together.
Then Savage came up to us, asking Dagur what the plan was next. He wanted to
know when they were going to take on the Outcast, wanting to get there revenge
on the people that kept them lock up for three years, listening them talk made
me feel sick, but I kept my mouth shut. Soon enough the conversation was over,
but before Savage left he gave me a quick glace staring me down like I was some
kind of whore, Dagur imminently caught on, telling him to get back to work.
Then Dagur started taking me away, walking up to the other side of the village,
all the way down to the sand dunes, the ocean was peaceful as the waves slowly
hit the rocks, Dagur moved his arms to wrap them around my tiny waist.
The whole time we were silent.
"You still haven't told me where my Skrill is Hiccup, why hide her from me?,
when you know I'm gonna find her either way?" He looked at me, I stared at the
pale white sand under my me. I didn't want to give out the location of the
Skrill, if I do, it could mean the deaths of a lot of people, but how much
longer could I hold him off? What he tries to kill me? What if he rapes me?
What if he really dose let Savage have a couple of rounds with me after all? I
mean the way that man looked at me...just made me feel sick.
I gulped hard."I...I don't-." Then he quickly pressed his fingers onto my lips,
quietly shushing me.
"Hey it's okay, you don't have to be scared Hiccup, all you have to do is tell
me where the Skrill is and you will have nothing to worry about." He sounded so
sure that I was going to tell him. I felt his fingers slowly stringing through
my thick dark brown hair, I froze in my place. Then I felt one of his hands
hook under my bottom, cupping in and squeezing it like it was something
special.
"I'm still not telling you where it its Dagur." I finally snapped.
His expression dropped to a non fazed look, arching his brow at me."Always
playing hard to get, eh Hiccup?" He then got angry, as if his eyes were turning
red."I'm trying my best to be nice to you, but you just love it when I punish
you?" He grabbed me by the throat, I could feel his strong grip of his hands
tightening around my thin neck, I gasped for breaths but Dagur wasn't letting
go anytime soon."The more you refuse me brother, the more Hell you're going to
pay." He said darkly as he continued to strangle me."Do you have any idea what
Alvin did to me over the years?! All the pain, all the suffering I endured
because of you!" He pushed me to the ground, kicking me hard in the ribs. I
gasped for air as I laid in the sand, but it didn't last long, I could hear
Dagur loosening his belt as it hits the ground, he pushed the skirt of the
dress up, I tried kicking his legs again but it just made thing worse.
He grabbed my head smashing it against the ground, causing me to black out for
a minute, my vision was blurry as I saw him spreading my legs apart and
thrusting deep inside me, tears sprang out of my eyes as I looked away, quietly
sobbing the entire time.
Dagur pinned my arms above my head, looking deep into my eyes, even though I
had them shut, then my anger got the best of me as I quickly looked up and spit
right in his face. He paused for a moment to see what I just did, he wiped it
off his face and slapped me. The slapped echoed for a second, causing me to
snap back into reality, his cock was still ramming against my abused hole, I
could feel it starting to bleed from all the force.
Once he was finished, he threw me over his shoulder and carried me home, or at
least that's what it was for now. Once we reached inside I was thrown on the
floor as my leg was removed, Dagur just left me there as he locked the door,
heading upstairs while I quietly sobbed in the corner. Feeling like I was
getting ready to die, and at this point that's all I wanted was death to come
and take me away from all of this. I could feel my cheek starting to bruise, as
my neck was slowly turning purple and black, I wanted to get rid of the
sadness, all the pain need to removed.
I slowly looked up and saw a large knife on the kitchen table, my eyes lit up a
bit. I started to drag myself from the corner, this was it. I knew I wasn't
going to be rescued anytime soon, everyone has forgotten about me, now I was
going to end it all, I knew I wouldn't be able to take Dagur on there was no
point, so instead I was going to end it all, I just wanted to be free from all
the pain, tears started to leak from my eyes again, it was only a matter of
time before Dagur would come back down. I have to hurry up, I was just inches
away from the table.
Death was my only escape, my gate to freedom awaits me.
Soon enough I had made it, I crawled up and sat on the nearest chair, pulling
the blade towards me, my hands were trembling the entire time, the knife was
glinting at me as I saw my reflection in it, I looked like shit, but that was
putting it mildly. But I didn't care I was going to be dead soon, I guided the
knife to my fast beating heart, I took a deep breath. I was shaking the entire
time, this was finally happening, I was going out like this.
"Don't do it." A voice said.
I quickly turned my head, Dagur was staring at me with wide eyes, his hands
out.
"Get the Hell away from me!" I yelled, pressing the knife against my skin,
breaking the first layer as a little bit of blood spilled, seeping through my
clothing."Just let me DIE!" I screamed out like a scared child fearing of being
punished.
"Just put the knife down, please Hiccup." He stepped a little bit towards me,
my heart skipped a beat, I didn't want him near me, I just wanted everything to
stop.
"NO!" I screamed, putting a bit more pressure on it."You won't set me free, so
I'll do it myself." I was getting ready to plunge it deep into my heart, but I
was tackled to the ground, the knife knocked out of my hand as it flew across
the room, I tried crawling away but Dagur pulled my onto his lap,pinning me
down against his chest, not letting me go."LET ME GO!" I screamed but he held
on tight. I started balling hard, Dagur quietly hushed me, soothing me, telling
me he was sorry, I kept telling him, asking him to kill me, but he wouldn't.
"I'm not letting you die Hiccup." He kissed my forehead, holding me tightly,
running his fingers through my hair.
"Just let me go home, please." I whispered.
"I'm never losing you again, you're all I ever wanted." He said gently, I
couldn't stop shaking at this point
"Just kill me then." I sobbed." I just want to die." Tears were running down my
face as Dagur slowly wiped them away with his thumb. Dagur then cupped my cheek
and kissed me.
"I would never kill you Hiccup, all I ever wanted was you." He repeated and
kissed me again this time on my lips.
After a few minutes of crying Dagur picked my up bridal style and gave me a
bath, he of course joined me and scrubbed down as gentle as possible, after
that he tended to the cut on my chest, and putting ice on the bruises from
earlier, I was quickly laid back down in bed, three blankets were placed on top
of me, I finally stopped shaking and let sleep take over me, my entire body
felt weak as my eyes slowly drooped. Dagur stayed until I feel asleep, as soon
as I did he want back down stairs to clean the mess down stairs, I knew this
wouldn't be my last suicide attempt oh no, it was just going to keep getting
worse.
But Dagur still had plans, he wanted more then Hiccup being on his side, he
wants to make things more official.
***** Chapter Six *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                  Chapter Six
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I woke up to warm arms wrapped around my waist, Dagur head was resting on my
shoulder, I didn't jump when I first notice. I laid my head back down, trying
to relax, but I couldn't after what happened last night... I couldn't shake any
of it off. I tried to kill myself, free myself from the hell I was stuck in,
but it was no use, Dagur rushed in grabbing the knife as he took it away from
me in a sobbing fit. I felt so upset and angry at myself, I just wanted all the
pain and suffering to end, I just wanted to go home and be with my dad. But
Dagur was going to keep me here, watching me with very close eyes, otherwise
things would only get worse.
Dagur steered a bit, pulling me closer to his chest, I could feel his arm
hooked around my waist. The touch from him alone made me cringe, I felt like
crap, my entire body felt weak and bruised to bits, I felt like I was slowly
withering away, I was slowly dying, soon my body would give out, I hoped and
prayed that my death would soon come. I kept refusing to eat, even when Dagur
made me I still didn't eat much. My ribs were starting to show now, I ran my
fingers down them, I felt the bumpy lumps on my chest, making me feel sick to
my stomach, I felt like shit the entire time. I just couldn't stop thinking
about my dad and everyone else. I kept thinking about Toothless as well, was he
okay? he can't fly at all without me unless his other tail fin was attached
where he can fly on his own. I would do anything at this point to just get a
ride, to fly, to be free and not be stuck here as a sex slave.
Then I felt sudden motion around my waist, Dagur was starting to wake up, I
closed my eyes shut until I could see nothing but darkness. I then felt soft
lips peck my forehead, I slowly opened my eyes and met a pair of a dark
sadistic pair. "Morning." He said with a small smile, I shyly turned away from
him, adjusting myself in the soft furry covers, I didn't want to talk,
especially to him.
"Are feeling any better from last night?" He asked me, are you being serious
right now? I just tried taking my own life because of you, and your asking me
if I'm alright? Oh sure of course I am, just give me a knife and I'll make it
even better.
I then heard him sigh and jump out of bed, he went down the steps leaving me
alone for a few minutes, after that he came in with some food, I wasn't hungry
right, I felt horrible. But it didn't look like I had a choice, I was quickly
pulled up and looked down at what was presented to me, it was half a chicken
breast and a leg along with some cut up cook potatoes, along with a thing of
water."Eat, you need to build up your strength."
I gently picked up the leg and started eating slowly, taking small bites here
and there, nibbling on everything so I wouldn't upset Dagur, he seemed pleased
when I finished off most of my plate as he took it away and went back down
stairs, this time when he returned he had some more clothes for me, but this
time it was a normal set of pants and a tunic, along with a white wolf fur
vest, the shirt was a dark navy blue as the pants were pitch black. I slipped
my new clothes on and I was carried bridal style down stairs to the living
room, my leg was still there, along with the long sharp knife from last night.
It sent shivers down my spine.
He sat me down on the rug to go get my leg, I just kept looking at that knife,
once he bent down to give it to me, he looked over to see what I was looking
at, he turned his head and cupped my cheek, being very gentle with me and
said."It's okay, I'm never going to let you out of my sight again." He kissed
me and attached my leg back on. Dagur wasn't going to take any risk, I was
going to be watched at all times, this way I couldn't try to escape or find
help. Even if I did try I would be found, but could I really go back home? I
wasn't the same person I was weeks ago, I was dirty, I was a mess.
"I need to talk to you about something, and it's important." He said
sternly."Do you really want to know why your dad and friends haven't found you
yet?" My heart pounded when he said that. What the hell did he do? What was
happening? But I kept listening, waiting for the worse to happen."You see, I
made a little team up over the last couple of months ago, while you were asleep
late at the dead of night, me and my new friends attacked Berk, before you
could wake up I made it to your house, I climbed up to the window and there you
were, sleeping the night away." He sounded so happy.
"What did you do?" I asked weakly.
He huffed."Not much, your father and everyone else is being held hostage back
on Berk, under the control of the Grimborn brothers of course." Dagur didn't
sound too amused at the last part as he explained."All those dragons will soon
be slaughtered and skinned, sold at auctions and so forth, but since I'm nice
I'm letting the Night fury of your live, he's being shipped here soon, he'll be
under some heavy stuff so he doesn't kill everybody, but he'll live."
"When will he get here?!" I asked quickly.
Dagur smirked."He'll be here in the next day or so, don't worry so much." He
then leaned a bit forward."But since your getting him back, I expect something
in return." Of course their is always a price for something this great, if I
wanted Toothless alive and in one piece.
I gulped."What do you want then?" I asked expecting the worse.
"I'm not gonna tell you just yet, but for now let's just get some time to get
to know each other eh?" He arched a brow, what he planning, who were these
brothers he was telling me about? Was my entire tribe still alive?
Dagur had some many things planned for Hiccup, he had dark intentions for the
young future chief, he's little gift to Hiccup wasn't done yet, the blacksmith
was still working on it but it would be done tonight, which was perfect for
Dagur, giving him some time to sweet up Hiccup. Hopefully everything would go
to plan, either way he was taking Hiccup as his prize, his one and only weather
he liked it or not. He wanted Hiccup to feel safe and wanted in his care, Dagur
had always wanted him all to himself, even at a young age many years ago.
For a while I was silent I didn't what to talk about without pissing Dagur off.
What dose he want from me? Why dose he need me here? With him out of all the
people.
"We need each other Hiccup, you'll understand one day?" He said softly as he
helped me up, leading us out the door, I didn't know where he was taking me
now, but I think I really didn't care at this point. He had his arm around me
at all cost, making sure I didn't try anything stupid, but I soon realized he
was taking me to the great hall, I guess he was holding a meeting about the
Outcast, I knew Dagur wanted to take Alvin out, that was one of his main
proprieties, he wasn't going to stop until every Outcast was dead. There was
nothing I could do, no one was coming to the rescues, once Dagur gathers enough
men the Outcast were screwed either way. Once Dagur got back here, half of what
was left of the Beserker tribe joined him, instead of being killed off like
everyone else that awful night, they didn't want to end up like Harold.
But this place still had a good amount of warriors. enough to get rid of the
enemy, I was scared just looking at half of them, some of these men were locked
up because of me, and it showed, some were glaring right at me, while others
tried to look away in fear, fear of upsetting there chief. The last thing they
wanted was to piss Dagur off right now, he wasn't in a good mood at this
minute, not after the report he just got from Savage, apparently there have
been report of stealing and raping young women, Dagur was fuming at this point
as he clung to me.
"So a little birdie has told me of the incidents as of late." he said calmly,
so far so good I guess." Theirs a few things going missing, such as gold,
silver and a few prized gems, also a few report of assault on our women, so
anyone got anything to say, no one?" He looked around the room, waiting for a
person to speak up, that's when Dagur got more furious, he grabbed his knife,
stabbing the wood of the table, making everyone jump at his sudden
reaction."I'm gonna ask again, who the fuck did it?" He glared at every man in
the cramped hall."Alright were gonna play this game aren't we?" He then turned
for a moment, pinching the bridge of his nose, and here comes the terrifying
part, he pulled out his ax and looked at them all, he then nudged Savage to
lock the door, and he did rather quickly."Line up pigs." he said to them, until
he screamed again, making me jump."MOVE!"
All of them lined up as I watched Dagur walking over to the line,"Now how am I
going to get a confession out of one of you huh?" He said grimly, his face then
lit up with joy, making my skin crawl as Savage stood next to me, watching in
amusement."I have an idea, and boy are you guys going to love it!" He held the
blade to one of the mens throat, looking deep into his eyes."I'm gonna ask you,
who did it?" He asked the man who was soon in tears, the man finally broke
down, Dagur couldn't hear at first, so he grabbed him by the back of neck,
forcing him to look up."I'm sorry I don't think no one can hear you? Who was
it?!" he yelled so loudly I think the gods could have heard him.
"It was Vorg." The weeping man said, as soon as he said that Dagur went
straight down and grabbed Vorg by the throat, pinning him against the wall
holding the ax close to his throat. Before Dagur could do anything he
screamed."Wait I can explain!" But it was far too late, he was a goner for
sure, once a traitor always a traitor.
Dagur growled."Besides you being a traitor and a thief and a filthy rapist, No
theirs nothing else to explain." Before Vorg could defend himself, it was too
late the ax had sliced through his neck, blood was all over the wall as Dagur
continued blow after blow, making everyone watch at what happens to traitors. I
closed my eyes and looked away, and to my shock Savaged pulled me away from the
scene, telling me it would be over soon, as soon as he told me it was over, I
opened my eyes and saw what was left of Vorg, it was just chunks of flesh and
limbs, I saw everything. Dagur was soaked in blood I was so afraid to even look
at him as he lock eyes onto mine, they were cold and full of anger, I gently
pulled away from Savage and looked at the horrifying scene.
After I saw the bloody mess, I felt my legs getting weak as my eyes rolled to
the back of my head. The last thing I remember is hitting the hard floor and
Dagur rushing over to me, when I woke up my head was pounding like a drum as I
woke up in Dagur's bedroom, I was confused and upset at what just happened. I
just watched Dagur kill somebody to brutally, that I fainted out of sheer fear
of him, he was going to do that to me if I didn't cooperate with him, I was
dead, my death was going to come soon I just knew it. I was sweating heavily, I
quickly laid back down I needed to clear my head.
I took in a deep breath, I could feel tears slowly coming to my eyes, what am I
going to do? I can't reason with dagur, all he want's is war and chaos. That's
all he wants, he doesn't care about no one but himself, he was going to keep
doing this until he get's himself killed. The longer I am stuck here the more
danger I will be in, my only chance was getting Toothless back and getting the
hell out of here. But suddenly the door opened, I jumped up as Dagur rushed in,
checking to see if I was alright, he was being so...protective I guess I could
say, in a...creepy way.
"Are you okay!?" he cupped my cheek, looking at me with worried eyes as if I
was dying slow and painfully." Your entire face went pale, and the next thing I
know you fainted." He then put a cold rag on my forehead, making me lay down."I
thought I lost you a minute there, how are you feeling now?"
I shrugged."Okay I guess." I didn't look at him, he then started pulling the
covers over me, running his fingers through my hair, he asked me if I wanted to
take my bath now, I slowly nodded, I could use a hot bath, even though I knew
he would be joining me no matter what. He picked me up and slowly filled the
tub up with nice hot water and lavender, it felt nice for the time being, Dagur
was behind me, scrubbing and washing me, I would flinch every time he would
touch me which he caught onto quickly and did no funny business after that.
After my bath I was escorted to the dinner table where me and him had dinner,
it was lamb, light pink in the middle along with another side of potatoes, I
slowly dug in and avoided eye contact with my captor.
"I have something important to ask you, and I need you to listen to me okay?"
He said calmly as he moved over towards me. He grabbed my hand, clutching it
gently as if I meant something to him. Now I was starting to get nervous, what
was he doing and why in the Hell is he getting down on one knee.
"What is it Dagur?" I asked him, trying to keep myself together.
He then did the thinkable, he got down a one knee, looking deep into my eyes."I
love you, I always have, and I want you by my side until the very end, as my
equal as my partner." He then pulled something of his pocket, it was a silver
ring, a purple jewel was in it, no he wasn't asking me what I think he was
asking me, I...can't, no I can't be his... this isn't right at all.
"I want you to be by my side until my last day Hiccup." He said softly, almost
angelic, as if it wasn' the same crazy person I used to know.
"Dagur I...I" I was speechless.
"Hiccup Haddock will you marry me?" He asked me, oh gods I was feeling sick, I
felt my entire body getting weak, my eyes rolled again as I fell out of my
chair, this time Dagur caught me in the nick of time. He sighed as he held
Hiccup in his arms. He didn't expect this to happen, oh well he could wait
until he woke up, Hiccup had a rough one from all the drama today. Seeing
Hiccup all shaken up and scared was taking a toll on Dagur, but soon he would
get his dragon back hopefully putting more trust in this relationship.
"I guess I'll have to wait for and answer when you wake up my lovely." he
carried Hiccup back up stairs, feeling a bit sad seeing the one he loves faint
so fast, oh well he would soon know in the morning what Hiccups answer would
be."I told you I would make you mine Hiccup, weather you tell me no or not, it
all depends on you and the life of your Night Fury, your choice brother." He
said darkly as he took his love to bed. Tucking Hiccup in as he stared closely
at his soon to be wife, all he could think about was the future with him, he
imagine Hiccup in a wonderful wedding dress, taking him in there marriage bed
and so much more.
Oh all things Dagur wanted to do to him right now, if he was a women he make
Hiccup bear and raise all his children, oh that was magnificent thought, but
hey he could dream though.
Dagur pretty much up stayed up all night, he couldn't sleep.
This was far from over, Hiccup was going to be the bride and partner of Dagur
the Deranged.
***** Chapter Seven *****
Chapter Summary
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                                 Forever Mine
                                 Chapter Seven
                                 I Own Nothing
HIccup's P.O.V
This was probably the first time I had ever fainted in front of somebody, the
last thing I remember was Dagur getting down a one knee and and asking for my
hand in marriage, I felt my heart stop for a moment, soon my body gave out as I
fell right to the floor. I was overwhelmed, I felt like my entire world was
crumbling around me, I was going to be Dagur's bride, one way or another. I
could still feel his hand taking mine, pulling that beautiful ring out in front
of my own eyes, I remember seeing the purple crystal encrusted in the silver
ring, as soon as I saw that ring my heart dropped to my stomach.
If I didn't give him the yes, then this could all take an ugly turn. But if I
do give in maybe I could get Toothless back, he was going to be here very soon,
but not soon enough I just wanted to see a familiar face for once and not
Dagur's. I slowly turned my body around, waiting for something.
I knew Toothless wasn't going to have his tail fin, Dagur was going to make
sure of that of course, he didn't want me to escape or doing and anything that
could get me out of here, I still hadn't given up hope yet, once he told me
about Toothless, I got that one little glimpse of hope. If I could sneak out
and get into the forge I could get out of here, find somewhere safe and make a
plan to get back to Berk. But how am I going to get Dagur away from me? What am
I supposed to do? Sneak out and hope and pray he doesn't find me? Yeah that
wasn't one of my smartest plans, but it might have to do, unless I can think of
something else.
I sighed deeply, I just wanted Toothless, I would do anything just to fly, just
to see and touch the clouds and breath in the salt water air. I just want my
freedom back, even in death I would be free and away from here, my dad would be
ashamed if he ever saw me like this, I wasn't strong, I was weak. I was Dagur's
whore, not the future chief of Berk, no I was far from it, I was a mess. I
should be dead by now, I should have run that knife through my heart. My only
hope was Toothless, hoping and praying hoping he was okay and not into pieces,
how could I know Dagur was telling the truth? I can't trust him he's insane!
Then my mind went back to the man he killed, I was still shaking from the fear,
blood was all over Dagur's face, the floor the walls and so much more. I could
still smell the blood as Savage pulled me away from the awful situation, I was
thankful for that at least, but I could still hear the god awful screams in my
head. I could feel that ax going through the flesh over,over and over until
there was nothing left.
I curled up deeper into the blankets, sniffling a bit. I could feel tears
starting to overwhelm my eyes, the only thing I could do was cry and pray for
this to be over, once Toothless gets here I could breath a little easier.
Soon enough my capture slowly opened the door, along with him he was carrying a
tray of food, it smelled sweet and pure. But I still didn't look up I felt the
weight of the bed sitting on the edge of the comfortable material. I felt a
soft strong hand running through my hair, I didn't move when this was
happening, then the hand moved to my skinny bumpy back, it felt nice at first.
Then I felt someone leaning towards my ear, a soft heavy breath on my neck,
then I felt rough lips kissing my neck working there way up to my face. I froze
when Dagur was doing this, then a hand traveled up to my chest."Are you awake
my love?"
I slowly opened my eyes, I gently turned my body towards him. Dagur looked at
me with warm eyes, god that was creepy the way he looked at me, I tried my best
not to cringe at him, I slowly sat up rubbing my eyes as Dagur gave me my food,
it was a mixture of fresh berries and meat. We made small talk for a few
minutes not talking about what happened last night, I was afraid of him
bringing it up to me and telling him 'no' I kept to myself while looking down
at my now empty plate, he soon took it away, leaving me alone for a few
minutes.
Soon he was back with new clothes, it was a dark green tunic with black
leggings, once I was dress I put my one fur boot on as I was carried back down
stairs, I was given back my leg soon after. I sat there silently on the chair,
until Dagur cleared his throat, making me jump. I looked at him with wide eyes,
oh gods please don't ask me again, I can't take it, I was already afraid.
"The ship will be here soon, I'll be taking you there." He wrapped his arms
around my waist as he led me out of the door. The sun was finally out and not
covered in clouds, I could hear the birds chirping, men were busy working on
new houses and weapons, getting everything ready for Alvin, I could feel my
blood slowly running cold for that, Dagur was already sending letters, treaties
for other villages to join him and the Beserker tribe to get rid of the Outcast
once and for all, I felt awful Alvin has no idea what was coming his way, and I
couldn't do anything about it. Berk was already taken over, everyone I know and
love could be dead and I wouldn't have know it.
We continued to walk, I quickly looked over at the forge it was all neat and
busy. I wish I could work in a forge again, even in this weak state that I am
in, I felt tired even though I had been sleeping through the entire night, but
all the rape and stress had been taking a toll but I was slowly getting a
little better, Dagur made sure I was eating and it started to show, but I still
had dark circles and bags under my eyes, some of the bruises were sprinkled on
my neck still but they were fading away.
I'll admit Dagur hasn't hurt me...for a while, ever since I tried to...kill
myself, he's been trying to make somethings right. But this wasn't healthy, I'm
just trying to make it through all of this without getting myself killed or
worse.
Then we were close to the docks, Dagur still clutching me, holding me close to
him until I saw a ship pulling in, my heart was beating rapidly as soon as I
saw it, I wanted to run like a madman and just not give a care in the world.
But I had to hold back for my own good, I watched as the boat unloaded, I could
hear my own heart thumping inside my chest.
Soon enough I saw at least ten to twelve men carrying Toothless, my heart
dropped to my stomach as I rushed over towards him, he was knock out from the
drugs he was on, they had to put him under with darts otherwise he was going to
get everyone killed, I ran my hand over his smooth scales, trying to keep
myself to together. Dagur allowed me to stay with him until his men carried him
away leaving me in distraught the entire time, I just wanted to be with my only
friend.This was the price I was paying just to see him, I then notice right
before they took him away that his tail fin was missing, smart I thought, I
knew Dagur wasn't going to let me out of his sight, not after my attempt, and I
knew Dagur was going to play with this to his advantage, he placed his hand on
my shoulder making me jump for a moment as I looked up at him with sad eyes,
wondering what he was going to say to me now.
"You know what I want Hiccup, you know how to get your dragon, when all you
have to do is tell me where mine is." He said looking at me with his dark green
eyes, cupping my cheek."All you have to do is tell me."
I took a step back and think for a minute, he was right all I had to do was
give up the Skrill's location and I could spend more time With Toothless,
that's all it's going to take. I took a deep breath and looked back at him,
waiting to see if I would give in.
"Alright, I'll tell you what you want." I said softly as I was pulled into a
tight embrace then a quick kiss. He then pulled away looking at me with love in
his eyes, god I was so sick to my stomach at this point, I thought I was going
to lose it after I told him, he took all the way back to the Great Hall,
pulling out a very large map asking me where the location was. I slowly pointed
it out with my thin fingers, it was all the way out in the middle of nowhere,
buried under thick sheets of ice is where she was. I knew Dagur was enjoying
every second of this, this Skrill was going to make him more of a threat if he
could tame it right, it would give him more of an advantaged in the war against
the outcast, just with a few blows from the Skrill could kill them all, but I
knew he was going to keep some of them alive for his own sick twisted games,
making them suffer like he and some of his men did, I didn't want to even think
about what he was going to do with them, I really hope he doesn't make me watch
again.
In a few days he was going to take me with him, making sure I wasn't sending
him into a trap or anything, I quickly assured him I wasn't. He believe me
thank god, as soon as that was over we went back to his house and had dinner, I
was silent the whole time all I could still think about was Toothless, when
dinner was severed I barely touched it, Dagur took notice and said."Eat up." He
said while stuffing a leg of boar in his mouth.
I pushed my plate away, "I'm not hungry." I looked at him with weak eyes, I
couldn't eat I just couldn't, knowing what was happening.
He sighed in anger,"You need to eat, I can't have you dying on me, not right
now especially." He took another meaty bite.
I finally glared at him."Why the Hell do you care?"
He stopped what he was doing at he got up from his seat, walking over towards
me, taking his hand into mine I tried take my hands away from him but he
wouldn't let go of me, once again I was at another tug a war with him."I care
about you a lot Hiccup."He pushed a few strands of hair away from my face." I
always did, ever since I was little I knew we were meant to be, I know what
it's like to have everyone hate you for who you are, believe me I know." He
turned away for a minute." But I'm here giving you what we both deserve, power,
an army, people that will love and respect you." I kept listening to him, but I
knew none of this was right." I need you by my side Hiccup, I still love you I
always have and will even though you might not love me back, I'll always be
here for you." I felt myself shaking a bit with fear, then he finally let go."
I might have rushed the proposal a bit, but I'm serious about us getting
married, I already have just about everything ready for us."
I turned away, not looking or speaking to him, I didn't want to talk about this
anymore, I just wanted to go to bed.
Then I heard him sigh in defeat."Alright I get it, you don't want to settle
down just yet, I get it." He threw his hands up a bit, then lead me up the
steps, leading me back to the one peaceful place I had, our bed. I took my boot
and leg off as Dagur went down with it, putting it away so I couldn't get to
it, once he returned he locked the door and wrapped himself around me, quickly
falling asleep with me. I stayed up for almost the entire night, hoping I could
see Toothless the next morning, that's all I could think about, but soon enough
I went to sleep. In a few days I would be taken on a wild quest to get the
Skrill, as much as I didn't want to, I had to if I wanted Toothless to stay
alive and in one piece. I had no idea how long this was going to take on boat
sine we weren't flying there on the backs of dragons.
But soon I was tossing and turning, I couldn't get comfortable, so I stayed
awake until the sun started to rise, I sat up and watched Dagur sleep
peacefully. I started getting dark thoughts of killing the bastard in his
sleep, but I held back from fear, one screw up and it could cost me everything.
I could feel the bags form under my eyes, I felt like shit, maybe I could sleep
in all day if Dagur would let me. I doubt it, then again he's been trying to
make things up, I think a sick twisted part of him cared about me, but I could
never returned the favor to him, how could I ever love someone like him? He
tried to kill me, he's raped me and now he's trying to get us married, I don't
want to be married to him, never. I mean someone like him...I don't think he
understands the term of marriage, I still love Astrid that's all I thought
about when I was first taken, now I can't even remember what she looked like,
she's the only thing I ever wanted and now dagur has taken that away from me, I
was dirty and weak. I'm not the same anymore, I was just some Berserker's whore
now.
I shook my head, plopped myself back down on the bed, accidentally waking up
Dagur. Oh great, now things could get ugly.
He opened his eyes and looked up at me, giving me his warm smile as he got up
and kissed me on the lips, I froze when he did this."You're up early?" he got
out of bed and threw his tunic back on."Are you ready to help me look for my
Skrill?" Now? Already? I thought he was going to stock up on some supplies and
then go. I sat there for a minute and nodded."Good." he picked me up leading me
down stairs.
Now here comes the fun part, locating the Skrill and giving it to Dagur, how
was I going to train it when all it dose is try to kill anything that moves?
It's not really tamable, believe me I've tried and it's not going to end well
for any of us. I asked if I could see Toothless before we left, which Dagur
agreed as he led me to the cells, Toothless was still out of it, but was
twitching and moving a bit slowly, I placed my hand on his snout and told him I
would be back as soon a I can, then we were at the docks, everything getting
ready for the long trip, I could feel all my insides tuned as I got on,
watching the island getting smaller and smaller as we were now in the middle of
the sea.
Soon Dagur would have his Skrill.
***** Chapter Eight *****
Chapter Summary
     I hope you guys are liking this story so far! it really means a lot
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                                 Forever Mine
                                 Chapter Eight
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
We have been out to sea for the last couple of days now, I looked out onto the
large sea, watching the waves slowly rocking the ship. I kept looking out
hoping we were close to the Skrill, But I knew we were still far away from it,
maybe three to four days out by now until we could get there. But over the last
couple of days Dagur has been keeping us busy, and when I mean that I mean...us
together in bed while he holds me down looking deep into my eyes, telling me
over and over that I was finally his until the very end. The bruises were heal
by now, I no long showed marks of abuse or any signs of harm anymore, but I was
still bleeding on the inside, I was still afraid of Dagur even if he is being
gentle with me.
Most of the time I would be kept in his private chambers, keeping his bed warm,
being kept safe and feed as always. I was always given a nice hot bath, but I
would always have Dagur scrubbing me down, rubbing my back trying his best to
be good to me since I gave in on telling him about the Skrill.
The thought of Dagur owning that Skrill was going to be a pure nightmare I
swear to god, this type of dragon wasn't tamable believe me I have tried, this
type of dragon is an absolute nightmare to handle the temper on that Skrill
alone is no match for Dagur, even the slightest movement would piss it off, or
in this case her. Females are probably more worse then the males in this case,
or from what I was guessing at this point. But Dagur was so excited over the
whole thing, it was like was waiting for a new baby to come into the world. I
was more scared about my own safety at this point, Dagur has no idea on what he
was getting himself into, he thinks he can do it all but in reality it's not
that simple.
The sun was setting turning the entire sky orange and pink, it was an amazing
sight to see, I always loved watching the sun set it was one of the many things
I loved to do with Astrid after a long day of flying with her and Stormfly, I
quickly frowned feeling awful for thinking of my most chariest memories, those
days for me were long over.
it's been almost an entire month by now...I think or has it been two months? I
lost track a few days after being taken away from Berk, I kept thinking my dad
was going to appear, saving me from all of this madness, but that was only a
pipe dream at this point. My heart ached of thinking of my father, he might not
have been the best father in the world, but he was still my dad, he tried his
best at being a single parent and I couldn't really blame him for not wanting
to put up with me over the years, I could feel the tears pooling in the corner
of my eyes as I gripped the edge of the ship, digging my nails into it, holding
back my emotions. Why I thought? why were the god punishing me like this? What
have I done to deserve this? I placed my hand over my face trying to pull
myself together, telling myself I would be fine, but I knew I wasn't going to
be fine.
I sniffled and looked back up at the pink sky, why couldn't I just fly away
from all of this?
Suddenly I felt large warm arms wrap around my waist I jumped and looked into
the eyes of Dagur, he looked down at my red face, noticing the tears I quickly
jerked away avoiding eye contact, not wanting to look or talk to him, I quickly
wiped away the tears.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
I shook my head."Just leave me alone Dagur." But I knew he wasn't going to too,
once he sees something wrong he'll do anything to get to the bottom of it, he
grabbed me forcing me to look up at him.
"Tell me what's wrong?" he took his thumb and wiped away one of the tears."Are
you okay, did somebody hurt you or say something to you?" He said with a bit of
aggressiveness, I thought he was getting ready to pull out his sword and start
killing everyone.
I shook my head."Nothings wrong! Alright!" I screamed at him, all I wanted was
some peace to myself."Can't you just take the fucking hint and leave me
alone?!" I yelled very loudly, enough for some of his men to sop and listen,
Dagur stiffened for a second looking at me with wide eyes, as if he was looking
at a monster, or if I had just slapped him.
He then grabbed me, dragging me away back to the lower deck."Okay you need to
calm down and learn how to talk properly to me." he dragged me away kicking and
screaming, now I was screwed for the night, I just made my situation a whole
lot worse.
I kept trying to fight him off, but Dagur was already piss off to the
degree."LET ME GO!" I screamed and hollered at him, but as soon as I did that I
was thrown to the floor, landing face first. I pulled myself up until my face
was shoved into Dagur's crotch I froze for a second and looked up at him with
pleading eyes, he wasn't buying it right now. He then unbuckled his pants, his
belt hitting the floor making a quick clang, I still froze in my place until he
grew impatient and shoved my face right into his cock.
"Suck." he said darkly, as I stared at his twitching cock, I slowly inhale and
wrapped my lips and tongue on his cock, I kept lick and sucking hoping to
please him and wash some of the anger away. He would let out a few moans,
telling me I was doing well so far, but I slowed down he would yank my hair
telling me to go faster, I picked up the paced trying to make this go as fast
as possible, but soon enough he released his seed inside my mouth, causing me
to almost choke as I was forced to swallow each ounce of cum.
Then he picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder and leading me to the bed.
At this point the bed was the least of my troubles, I was growing use to the
thrusting and groping. But I would still cry when ever I would be penetrated,
even with some kind of lube it didn't make the process any easier for me.
"You know I really hate hurting you like this Hiccup, but you know I have to
keep you in line." He forced me onto his lap, pulling me close to him."I'm
trying my best to take care of you baby, but your really starting to get a bit
spoiled if you ask me." He pulled my hips tighter, forcing his cock inside of
me, causing me to yell out, sinking my nails into his neck and back."Mmmm Yeah
right there, just bounce Hiccup, it will make things bit easier, just relax not
all of this has to painful for you." He continued to rock me, the part of lower
half of my body was hurting while the other was some how enjoying all of this.
"Are you going to be good for now on?" He arched a brow."Your not gonna get
snippy with me when I ask you something right?" He cupped my face, making me
look up at him.
I nodded, wanting to get off of him, he pulled me off as I laid on the bed
totally flustered and confused the entire time, Dagur laid right next to me,
pushing my long bangs out of my face until I calmed down. He grabbed me a glass
of wine handing it over tom."Here." I accepted it and took a heavy swing,
needing something to calm my nerves."Now do you want to tell me what's wrong?"
I put the glass down and looked at him,"Do you really want to know?"
He rolled his eyes at me."Yes that's why I'm asking you?"
I threw my hand over my eyes, leaning down and not looking at him."I miss my
old life okay?" I flat out said it."I miss my dad, I miss the forge I just miss
everything okay?" I sighed deeply feeling so frustrated at myself and at Dagur,
if it weren't for him and his insanity then I wouldn't be here, why couldn't
have Alvin just killed him when he had the chance? Why couldn't he be put to
the death penalty instead? Now I was thinking of taking my life again, but this
time with more thought put into it.
Then I felt him pulling me into a tight hug."I know you miss everyone babe." he
said softly to me."But you don't need them, you have me." I wanted to scoff but
I didn't want to make things worse so I just stayed quiet until he was
finished."I'm all you need, you might not see it now, but you will sooner or
later, once we get married you'll see it." My heart pounded a little faster one
he said that, I didn't want us to get married, I just wanted to get the Hell
away from him.
He gave me a peck on the forehead."Lets get some sleep and will talk about it
later." He dragged me under the covers and we both went to sleep.
A few days later....
I stared out to see with Dagur right next to me, we had finally made it, I
could see the thick ice from a far it wouldn't too much longer from now, soon
that Skrill would be out and ready, I cloud feel my heart pounding, as if I was
getting ready to watch everything unfold in front of me. All of the Dagur's
best warriors were out and ready, it was going to take a while to bust out all
of that ice, not unless you have dragon fire to burn it all out. It was very
early morning, the sun hadn't come out just yet, the air was cold as I was
wrapped up in a thick fur blanket as was Dagur.
Dagur was pretty much holding my hand the entire time, clutching it tightly
making me feel uncomfortable, there was still a part of me that was scared of
him if anything goes wrong. If anything happens to this dragon it could cast me
Toothless or worse. I wasn't feeling so hot either, It was like all my insides
were at war, I barely touched any of my food this morning, I told Dagur I was
feeling sick he told me it was probably just the flu, but that didn't stop him
from kissing and touching me, I don't know what was wrong, all I knew was I
felt like I was getting ready to throw up.
I could feel my stomach turning the entire time, my face looked a little pale,
I just assumed it was me not eating much and not feeling too good. I just kept
taking deep breaths and hoped this sickness would blow over soon.
"I'm so excited on getting my Skrilly back!" he said like a happy little
kid."What should I name her? Death mare? Striker? Oh no wait! I got a good one!
Shatter master!." he said gleefully happy on what to call this perfect Hell
raiser."What do think baby?" he looked at me with happy crazy wide eyes as if
they were getting ready to explode.
I quickly responded to him with a fake smile and nodded."Y..yeah! that sounds
great, Shatter master I like it." I said it him as he pulled me in for a kiss,
catching me a bit off guard but I did my best to play along, I could feel his
fingers running through my hair, nuzzling me. He held me for a few more
minutes, as if I was the best thing that had ever happened to him, blushed a
little after our short french kiss, wanting to pull away but I couldn't, he
would just pull me closer and whisper sweet nothing into my ear, causing me to
feel a little weak in the knees.
But we were soon cut off when we reached our destination."Were here!" he said
cheerfully pulling me along with him."Where is she Hiccup, which way?" He
asked, I slowly pointed it out."She's not far, she's buried beneath the thick
patch of ice, but's it not far."
 He kissed me on the lips one last time, then turned towards his men."Get to
work! We don't have all day now!" He then ushered me back inside to his
chambers, he could tell I was still tired, I was still feeling sick. I laid
back down as Dagur put a cold rag on my forehead."Feeling any better babe?"He
asked me I shook my head no.
"You'll be okay, it's probably just some kind of bug going around." He took the
rag off and dunked it back in before ringing it out again."Maybe I should make
you something for the pain, maybe some nice hit soup would make you better." I
couldn't stand the mention of food for a minute, it only made me feel more sick
at this point.
I clutched my stomach, huddling into a little ball."I think I"m gonna be sick."
I said before I landed on the floor, holding my stomach as I felt the bile on
the top of my throat, Dagur quickly grabbed a bucket and held some of my hair
back, puking my guts out for a few solid minutes, feeling my entire body
getting weak, Dagur continued to rub my back telling me everything was okay.
Once it was all over I collapsed onto the floor with my head on Dagur's
lap."Feeling a bit better now that's out of your system?" I shrugged as I felt
my eyes drooping, he picked me up and put me back onto the bed, pulling up the
covers and placing the cold rag back on my forehead."Try to get better okay? He
grazed my cheek before leaving me, locking the door behind him.
I felt so weak and tired, I hope whatever bug I have goes away soon.
A few hours later I woke up to the smell of something good, for some reason I
was hungry and no longer sick, I gently pulled myself up and saw Dagur carrying
a nice hot bowl of soup, he smiled and sat on the edge of the bed."Have a nice
nap?" He asked me I nodded as he grabbed a spoon."Open." He said softly, I
looked at him funny for a second but didn't question him, the last time he gave
me soup I was drugged up and raped for hours, but this was different. I took in
the hot liquid and ate as much as I could before telling him I was full and
didn't need anymore.
"Lay back down, I want see if you have any infections or not." He pulled the
blanket off me."I can't have you dying on me now." he took my clothes of
gently, he looked over my entire body."Hmm, nothing I guess, maybe it is just
the flu, I mean you don't have a fever though...." He then wrapped me back up
in the furs."No matter once we get back home I'll have one of the midwives look
at you." He kissed my hair."Only half way there and soon I"ll have my Skrill,
all thanks to you Hiccup."He smiled insanely at me.
I layed back down as he lulled me to sleep, telling me how happy he was to have
me here, I just shut my eyes and passed out shortly after.
***** Chapter Nine *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                 I Own Nothing
                                 Chapter Nine
Hiccup's P.O.V
I awoke from my peaceful sleep and found myself alone, Dagur was no where to be
found. I looked around for a few minutes, but nothing he was gone but the door
was still locked tight, or from what I could tell from where I was at. I sat up
for a few more minutes, then I finally notice a new pair of clothes waiting for
me, along with my leg. I quickly scooted over and picked it up  and strapped it
back on, then I saw the new clothes, it was a long grey tunic along with long
pair of pants, on the side was the boot. I put them on and just  waited for a
few minutes, then I finally got up and walked around, but as soon as I did that
I felt winded as if my knees were getting ready to cave in.
I managed to catch myself, ever since I started getting sick I felt my entire
body getting weak, I hadn't really eaten in a while son I really didn't think
much of it. Dagur was trying his best to feed me, trying to get me to fattened
up. I wasn't going to be putting on any weight anytime soon, even if I ate
every hour it still wouldn't do much to me, I was always going to thin and
lanky no matter what. I assumed I got all of this from my mothers side of the
family, I was never going to be thick in muscle.
After a little while the door finally unlock, I looked up and Dagur walked
through the door with a grin on his face."How are you feeling baby?"
I shrugged."Okay I guess."
He sat next to be, wrapping his arm around me, I was still looking a little
pale from all the vomiting yesterday. I still didn't feel hungry, just weak and
tired still as if I was getting ready to pass out again, I could feel my head
spinning a bit, Dagur took a quick notice.
"Whoa Whoa Whoa, are you sure your okay?" He grabbed my face, looking at me
with worried eyes."Hiccup your scaring me, maybe I should just take you back to
the island, get you check out by a midwife." He pulled me close to him, he was
warm, it felt nice to be honest."Lay back down and I'll go get you something
okay?" he patted my cheek before kissing my forehead and leaving me alone
again, but before he left me again."Oh don't worry, were almost done getting
the Skrill out, will be going home soon." He then closed the door again.
I sighed and laid all the way back down, snuggling into the soft furs, I buried
my head into the pillows, closing my eyes shut and taking in a deep breath. It
was only time now until that beast was busted out from the ice, I felt scared
thinking about that Skrill being out into the real world. It was only hours
until he would finally have what he wanted, he wanted me and he wanted his
dragon.
How was I going to help him? How was I going to help Dagur control this mighty
beast? This dragon was going to kill me as soon as I stepped one foot near it,
I couldn't help him tame this dragon he was nuts. But I really don't have a
choice right now, I was sick and weak in the knees, but maybe I can get out of
this somehow, all I have to do is pass out or start throwing up, Dagur won't
let me go out in the cold if I'm sick like this, I could barely stand up at
this point, I'm running a high fever I think, my hands were getting a bit
clammy, my throat felt dry I needed some water or something.
I rolled over trying to get comfortable, I was getting really warm, maybe I
should get up and get some water. I get up and walk over and grabbed a cup of
water, pouring some water in and taking a long swing of it, filling me up a
bit. I placed my hand on my forehead, I was getting warm. I stumbled a bit as I
got back into the bed, pulling the covers over me trying to get comfortable as
possible, but it didn't really help me, I tossed and turned for a few minutes.
I could feel myself getting sick, oh no.
I grabbed my stomach again, it was still early morning, why am I throwing up
every morning, it's been two days now, I don't think this is any kind of flu.
if this was the flu would have been a lot worse. When ever I had the flu I
would have been puking all over the place, my fever would have been much higher
then this little one I have. I was over reacting at this point, this would soon
pass I hope, I hated being sick, I tried eating but every time I did I would
just throw it back up, my dad always made this soup that would make me feel
better, I missed my dad, I wish he was here right now. But that was never going
to happen, I was Dagur's property now, he was taking care of me now, I mean he
was trying at least.
Then I heard the door open, I didn't bother to look because my stomach was
hurting a bit, I knew I was going to throw up again soon, I didn't want to get
up and start puking all over the place.
I then felt a little nudge."Hey wake up, I got you something to calm your
stomach."
I slowly rolled over towards him, Dagur had a large steamy bowl of soup." It'll
help settle your stomach, sit up and I'll help you."
He put the bowl down and helped me up, throwing a few pillows behind me so I
could sit up, taking the bowl to his lap and started to feed me. I took the
spoon fulls of the hot soup, calming my stomach a bit giving me some relief, at
least I was keeping something down so far, but I was giving my self an hour
until I would get sick. As soon as I finished I laid back down, Dagur laid down
right next to me, putting a cold rag on my forehead trying to keep my fever
down. Dagur buried his face into my neck, I could feel his steady breath on my
neck and shoulder, his beard prickled me. I relaxed for a while, we both laid
there for a while in peace, I still moved every now and them, Dagur would try
to help me.
We both tried settling down for a while, but soon a knock came to the door,
Dagur immediately got up to answer the door, it was Savage.
"What is it?" Dagur asked annoyed.
Savage looked breathless."It's done sir, the Skrill is out, it's starting to
wake up."
His entire face lit up,"FINALLY!" he yelled all happily, causing me to jump up
in fear. He then turned back to me, remembering that I was still sick, then
turning back to Savage."I'll be there in a minute." He nodded as Dagur closed
the door and walked back to me.
I was already up, looking at him weakly."Listen to me Hiccup, I just need you
to show me how to control this dragon, okay?" he cupped my cheek looking at me
sweetly."I just need you to show me how this works, okay?"
My heart was pounding the entire time, but I nodded. Dagur picked me up bridal
style, taking me out of the chamber and leading me up all the way to the deck,
all his men were gather around the now thawing off Skrill she was slowly waking
up, the thought of her waking up made me scared. This Skrill was more free
rage, the only weakness for them was water.
Dagur was enjoying the entire thing, he was looking at her like she was the
most wonderful thing in the world, the Skrill was a large dragon with dark
purple and grey scales and large wings and long claws, able to blend into the
clouds, with a spike crown on it's head. She was all he ever wanted in a
dragon, she was intimidating and fearsome with a deadly attitude. It was as big
as a monstrous nightmare, it's speed was eleven nineteen on lightning witch was
worse in this case, because the Beserker tribe was known for it's violent
lighting storms.
She was a kill on sight, a perfect killer in the making. 
 "There she is Hiccup." Dagur whispered to me in a dark tone."Theirs my dragon,
and your going to help me train her."
I gulped as I looked right at her, I was scared, and I couldn't afford to be
afraid if she were to even get a whiff of that fear I would be dead in a
second, I felt weak in the knees then I got closer to her, Dagur continued to
carry me up, I just wanted to run and never look back at her. She was twitching
a bit, slowly coming to after being frozen for the last three years. I had to
be strong, Dagur stopped for a second, looking at me wanting to know what to do
next.
"Put me down." I whispered, after a few minutes he did. I slowly got on my
hands and knees and crawled up to the unconscious Skrill, my hand was shaking
as I was getting ready to press my hand onto her snout, but as soon as I was
getting ready to do it, her eyes open wide looking into my soul, I jumped back
as she growled at me, I slowly back up as she started to move against me. I
froze for a second as we both looked at each other for a minute, she was still
pissed being woken up like this, having a human straight up in her face like
that. I clenched my fist still shaking a bit, I tried my best to calm myself
before trying to do it again, I just need to focus.
I calmed down for a minute and tried again, but this time she snapped her jaws
at me, causing me to jump back again, she started moving towards me, then
turned her snout onto my belly, giving it a whiff almost scenting something
inside of me, I looked at her confusedly wondering what the Hell she was doing.
But before I could react, darts were shot out of no where as she quickly let
out a roar and collapsed right next to me, I looked back up as Dagur held a
dart pipe in his hand, putting it down as he helped me. The men started started
to pick the knocked out Skrill, putting her into one of the cages and quickly
locking her inside of it. Dagur held me tight in his arms, knowing I was scared
of what could have happened, but he knew I was alright.
 I gripped his shirt, still scared of what just happened.
"Well...I guess she was just a pissed from being woken up from her nap." He
shrugged as he picked me up."Oh well, were going home now so don't worry we can
get her trained later." He led me away, as I gave the dragon one last look
before heading back down.
Once we got back down there, I was put back into bed.
I let out a soft moan, I was starting feel sick again, I tried to ignore the
pain, but I couldn't.
Dagur rubbed my back a little."Feeling sick again?" 
I quickly nodded, he brought over the bucket and I leaned over, waiting for the
awful vile to come up, for a second I waited until it started to come up. This
lasted for a few minutes, while dagur held my hand for some odd reason, rubbing
my back telling me to let it all out until I was done. I pulled away, tears in
the corner in my eyes, my entire mouth was dry and on fire from all the
throwing up. I felt light headed as I collapsed back onto the bed."Shhh it's
okay Hiccup, It's probably just a little stomach bug, it'll pass soon." He
rubbed my back as we made the ship ride home, I couldn't wait to go back, I
needed to see Toothless as soon as possible.
My vision was blurry, Dagur put the cold rag on my forehead, trying to get me
better, slowly brushing my hair away, feeling my fever, his eyes widen a bit as
he felt how warm I was."God your burning up, as soon as we get back your seeing
the healer first." He said concerned, making me feel a bit better. At least
Dagur was going make sure I wasn't going to sick on his watch, that was the
thing I needed was some illness making my time here with him worse, I didn't
want to be anywhere near him, but in a fucked up way he was doing his best not
to get angry with me.
The sooner we get back hopefully the better.
***** Chapter Ten *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                  Chapter Ten
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
My head was swinging back an forth for the last few hours, I couldn't feel my
limbs at all. I felt so tired and weak from all the throwing up, I tried my
best not to move, because I was worried of throwing up again, I hated feeling
like this. I hoped this illness would soon pass, this was the last thing I
needed right now, sure I don't mind Dagur taking care of me, but I didn't want
to feel like shit the entire time being stuck with him, I had to figure I way
out of here soon.
Dagur had his arms wrapped around me very tightly, I felt his beard resting on
my shoulder as he snored away. I sighed and moved just a bit, snuggling into
the blankets trying to relax again, I had no idea what time it was, if it was
still night time or morning. But I knew we were almost home, the faster we get
back the better I guess, just as soon as we get back to the island the sooner I
could see Toothless. I kept wondering if he was okay, the last time I saw him
he was drugged up and wasn't moving too much, it killed me seeing him like
this, he shouldn't be like this he should be free, flying with me and away from
all this madness.
Then I felt Dagur moving, slowly adjusting a bit as his eyes opened looking
down at me, he smiled and pecked my cheek.
I froze in place when he did that, I slowly nudged for a second, trying to
adjust myself in the bed. I then felt another sharp pain go down my stomach as
if someone was kicking me in the abdomen the entire time, it was funny one
minute I would be starving, the next I would be feeling sick and puking my guts
out, while Dagur had to hold me over the bucket. That was the only good thing
was having Dagur helping me out on that, I whimpered a bit as I held my
stomach.
Then I felt a gentle hand running through my hair."Shhh, it's okay brother." he
soothed me."Just try to go back to sleep, I'll wake up when we get back home."
He pulled the covers up, trying to keep me warm,I quickly drifted back to
sleep, trying to get more comfortable with the stomach pain. I felt the cold
rag being placed back on my head, it made things a bit better, enough for me to
doze off and fall back to sleep for a little while.
I wonder how far we were? From what I was guessing, not too far from now. I
felt a bit of relief, I really needed to see a midwife, I had to know what was
wrong with me, why I was getting so sick in the mornings, hopefully she had
something to make me feel better. Maybe a hot bath would take some of the pain
away, if I asked kindly to Dagur maybe he'll let me take one, Dagur has been
treating me not too badly. He was trying his best to take care of me, he took
care of me as if I was the most important thing in the world to him, it was
creepy at first but I was starting to get used to it by now, but this wasn't
healthy at all, I should be more scared more stubborn. I was slowly giving into
him, growing a bit close to him, I wanted to slap myself in the face, tell
myself to get a grip and pull myself together.
But I can't do that, I kept thinking if I resist I would get myself killed or
worse Toothless or someone else I care about. The only thing I could do was
obey, keeping to myself for now until I could figure out a way to get away from
him, but there was no way out. 
Could I ever escape? I would have to get away from Dagur first, but how? Dagur
was never going to let me out of his sight, sometimes he would let Savage watch
over me if he was doing a meeting or something important, Savage wasn't so bad,
we would talk civil while Dagur was gone, he was the only person I could really
talk too without feeling uncomfortable, even though he would make small
comments, calling me "pretty" or "Lovely" I would feel sick when ever he would
say anything like that, Dagur would flip the fuck out of he found out. So I was
mixed feeling on Savage right now, but he could be my only hope at this point.
A few hours went by as I was coming in and out of sleep, then I felt a gentle
nudge."Wake up babe." A soft raspy voice said.
I open my soft green eyes and looked up at Dagur, he looked at me
emotionless."Were back home." He brushed my sweaty bags away, cupping my
cheek."I'm taking you to the healer as soon we hit the docks." He then picked
me up, placing a his hand on my forehead."Hmm your not burning up as bad as
yesterday." He said a bit  unsure.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, then he made another comment."Your really
light again, I need to feed you more often."  I wanted to tell him I couldn't
hold any food down if I tried, but he sighed and shook his head."But you really
can't hold any food down right now."
After a few minutes we were on the top deck, some of the men were surrounded by
the cage, were the Skrill was kept. I got a little upset looking at the poor
thing, it was trapped in the large cage having no idea what was going to happen
to it, she would be under the control for now under the drugs to keep her in
control. We had one thing though, we were both trapped and being held against
our wills, I wish I could help her, but I couldn't. But the one thing that I
couldn't help but think about, why was she sniffing my middle? Why was she
looking down at my abdomen? I cleared my head of that thought, I'm just over
thinking it now, I'm overrating.
Then I saw the Beserker island in reach, it was growing cold outside, dark
clouds were slowly forming around the island, winter was going to be here soon.
I could see my breath as I let out a few short breaths as I kept looking away,
Dagur kept me warm the entire time, rubbing my back. I then rested my head on
his shoulder, feeling weak all over, I think all I wanted was to go back to
sleep. But I had to see the healer if I wanted to see Toothless, I wanted to be
quick as possible just give me some herbs or something to get rid of the nausea
and feeling light headed, I would probably take a few more days of bed rest. I
didn't want to be stuck in bed, I wanted to walk around and take a few hours of
flying, but that was never going to happen.
"After I take you to the healer we gonna take a nice long bath right after." He
whispered to me, making me go a bit flush, but I nodded at him. I hope he
wasn't going to force himself onto me again, otherwise I would have another
outburst again, and I knew how that would turn out. I would get so scared when
ever Dagur snapped at me, holding me down while spreading my legs apart,
forcing himself inside of me, I could still feel his seed inside of me, filling
me up inside my walls.
After a good twenty minutes we had finally reached the docks, the boat stopped
as the we were all led off the huge ship, some of the men stayed back so they
could unload the Skrill safely. Dagur made sure of that, he wanted his prize
ready and safe for him. We stayed until she was taken off, leading her to the
arena, putting her with the other dragons, hopefully away from Toothless. The
Skrill wasn't the type of dragon that gets along with others, if she saw
something she didn't like.... well you know how it would turn out.
He led me off, putting me down and held my hand, leading me all the way up to
the healers hut. It was a decent sized hut enough for one village, Dagur led me
inside with his arm wrapped around my waist."Hello!, anyone here? I need some
assistance here!" He yelled, after a few minutes of silence he got angry."This
is your chief! I demand some help here!" He yelled until a middle aged woman
appeared, she was a bit heavy set with dark brown hair."Finally." Dagur mother
as he pulled me closer.
"What can I help you with?" She asked with her soft brown eyes looking at us. 
Dagur huffed and pushed me a bit towards her."My partner is sick, for the last
couple of day now he has been throwing up none stop." He explained to her."We
don't know what's wrong, one minute he's fine the next my love is burning up
with a high fever and puking almost every morning." She listen as she then
turned to me, I looked at her sheepishly not know what to do, she smiled and
took me away.
I felt a little safer being with this healer,"Lay down dear." She instructed me
as I did so, she placed a blanket over me as I laid down on the bed, Dagur
walked over and held my hand, supporting me almost in a way. I took in a deep
breath and tried my best to relax as she continued to do her thing, looking
around for something I guess."How long have you been sick?" She asked me.
"For almost a week now." I said weakly.
She felt around my stomach and other certain places, Dagur just kept his focus
on me the entire time, pushing my hair away as he tucked his hand under my
head.
Then she finished up after examining me, I sat right back up after she was
finished, Dagur wrapped his arm around me, looking at the healer with wide
eyes.
"Well?" Dagur said waiting for an answer, but it wasn't what he was expecting.
She sighed."I think it's just a little stomach bud, I'll give you some herbs
for the nausea I give to pregnant women, other then that just try to get some
bed rest." She replied as she left to got fetch the herbs to settle my stomach,
Dagur didn't really seemed pleased at what she told us. But I had a bit of
relief, at least I would have something to deal with the nausea for now, once
she got back with the stuff, Dagur took it and went straight back to me,
picking me up getting ready to leave.
"Take those two to three times a day, alright dear?" She said to me before I
nodded and get taken back to the house.
Once we made it back I was placed in front of the fore place, Dagur kneel down
and lit it, warming the entire house up within minutes. Soon he took the herbs
and brewed them into the tea, filling up a cup of the bitter thing, passing me
the cup and I slowly chug it down. It left a bitter taste in my mouth but it
seemed to work, settling my stomach as I laid down in the front of the blazing
fire. I put the cup down and layed back trying to calm down the war inside of
my belly.
"Feeling better?." He laid down next to me, pulling me to his lap.
"Yeah...a little bit." I  laid up against him.
"You ready for a bath?" He asked me, I slowly nodded I really didn't want to
get naked in front of him again, but I was some how getting a bit used to it.
After a few minutes he went off to go fill the bath tub up with boiling hot
water, after that he came back to come get me, he picked me up again and took
all my clothes off, before doing the same to his.  My back was against him as
he started to gently scrub my body, letting him do all the work to make me feel
more comfortable. He would kiss my shoulder every now and then after washing
certain parts of my body, I didn't jump like I did before, but I was still
uncomfortable with him being this close to me...naked. I kept having a few
flash backs of him on top of me, thrusting deep inside of me, screaming at me
as he took me over and over.
Then I finally turned to him."When are you going to let me see Toothless?" I
asked softly.
He looked a bit taken back, then settle in."Tomorrow." He turned me back around
and started to scrub my back."I'll take you to see him after breakfasts
tomorrow okay?" He said before getting me out,"You need to focus on getting
better first, before I start letting you go outside and running about." He
wrapped a furry blanket around me taking us back inside leading us to the bed
room." I don't want you getting worse and dying on me."
We laid down for a little while, until Dagur asked me if I wanted to try eating
again."You need to try to eat." He said sternly at me.
"I don't know Dagur, I still feel sick." I said weakly at him.
He sighed in frustration."Your under weight again, your bones are sticking out
like a corpse."
I cover my face with  a pillow letting out a low moan, I then felt Dagur
pulling it off of me, looking at me with serious eyes.
"Don't make me force feed you Hiccup, if you really want to see Toothless then
your gonna have to eat." He told me straight up, not giving me an option at
all.
I sighed."Fine, I'll try." I said giving up and looking down at my lap.
He smiled and got up."Good, I'll be right back, and don't get any ideas." he
said darkly before leaving the room, leaving me be until then.
I layed back down on the bed, feeling a bit better already, but I didn't want
to be stuck here in this awful bed room, I wanted to get out of here before
Dagur could come back. I always had thoughts of escaping, but what would happen
right after? I knew I would be in big trouble, but was I willing to take the
risk? Yes. 
I kept looking at that door, that was my only hope, did Dagur lock it? If not
then this could be my only shot at freedom.
I slowly got up from the bed, tip toeing as I notice the door was unlocked, my
heart was racing a bit as I push it open without making a sound, I could hear
Dagur humming to himself down stairs while making my dinner, I looked down the
hall and notice the window was open slightly, I then got to knees and started
to crawl very quietly until I reached the window, I pulled myself up and hooked
my fingers on the hinge, pulling it up just enough to squeeze myself out. I had
no idea what the Hell I was thinking, I just needed to get outside for a little
while, just for a few hours is all I need. But Dagur wasn't going to be pleased
at all. I was putting myself in a dangerous position, but I didn't care, I
would get raped over and over again, same old same old. But I knew it could be
much worse. 
Dagur was going to kill me after this, but I was like bird, I could not sing if
I was caged up or held against my will.
Once it was open I stuck my head out first, it was already dark and cold out so
it would help me out once I escape. I pulled one leg out then the other as I
was on top of the roof, but then I heard footsteps coming up the steps, my
heart dropped as I made a quick decision, I slipped as my fingers gripped the
edges of the roof, then I made a little jump down before taking off like a bat
out of Hell, I ran straight for the woods, not Toothless, it would have been to
predictable for me, so I had another option, the safety of the woods for
now,but before that I heard Dagur scream like a damn banshee. Making my stomach
drop as I kept running not daring my self to look back afraid of Dagur being
behind me.
"HICCUP!" He yelled in anger as I kept running, not towards Toothless, but
towards the forest, my only hope at this point. He probably dropped what he was
doing a this point and ran down stairs alerting the village about me running
away.
I knew I was going to get myself killed, but at this point I stopped caring.
I just kept running until my weak legs couldn't take much more, I just kept
going at it until I couldn't see the village lights.
 
***** Chapter Eleven *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello everyone here is another chapter! I trying to make these
     chapters up to 3000 to 4000 words longer now! I"m trying my best to
     keep you all happy! I want to make this story up to twenty to thirty
     chapters long, I guess will have to see about that XD Also I was
     watching the Hunchback of Notre Dame while writing this LOL I love
     the song Hell fire, so it got me all worked up in a good way, so it
     help me out a bit. I think Frollo and Dagur have a few thing in
     common while I wrote this chapter XD
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Eleven
                                 I Own Nothing
Dagur's P.O.V
I left my little Hiccup upstairs while I went to go get him something to eat,
maybe some homemade soup would help him out. It was still going to be a
challenge to get him to eat, if he would stop being so damn stubborn and let me
help him then it wouldn't have to be this way. Sometimes I wonder if he was
doing this on purpose to get my attention? I wouldn't be shocked. Hopefully
this little stomach bug would go away soon, The sooner he gets better the
sooner we can get married. Oh the thoughts of us being wed, it was always one
of the many things I dreamed of doing with Hiccup. I always wanted him to be
mine, ever since I could remember, I knew one day I would be with him the very
end.
Thank god father was out of the way now, he was always weak and had no idea on
how to run a village. If it weren't for me then the Beserker island would have
been full of weak pathetic warriors with there heads in the sand. I made this
place better, we are more stronger then ever! We are going to kill every
outcast in sight, I want to be the one to kill Alvin, I want to make that fat
old bastard suffer like he did to me for the last three years. I could feel my
blood boiling just thinking about it, I couldn't wait to chop his head off and
fuck Hiccup on his throne while his head sat right in front of us, ooh that wet
dream made me feel so much delight. I quickly shook my head, I needed to be
more patient, I still needed some supplies from some traders, we were gonna
need all the supplies we could get our hands on. We already had most of our
stuff after raiding Berk.
I was down stairs watching the soup come to a heated boil, I stir it around for
a few minutes making sure it was heated. I grabbed a spoon and tasted it, it
was perfect. All nice and hot and ready for my love, I picked up a bowl and
ladle and poured a huge amount in, I wanted my babe to get better soon as
possible. I couldn't have him dying on me, let alone starve to death on me,
what kind of person would I be then? I might be a Beserker but I'm not that
cruel. 
I still cared about Hiccup, I just hate it when he makes thing more difficult,
then I have to get mean and teach him who was the one in control. I then
remembered the ring, I still had it in my pocket tucked away, soon Hiccup would
be full mine. Soon we would be married, together as one forever.
Once I got the Hiccup's food ready I started making my way up the stairs, the
bowl was scolding hot as I kept walking up.
But something didn't feel right once I reached the top, I quickly notice the
door was open, my heart stopped as I turned down towards the hall, the window
was op and Hiccup was no where to be see. I dropped the bowl of soup and let
out a hellish scream I'm sure the entire village could hear.
"HICCUP!" I screamed so loudly I could feel the floor shake under me.
My blood boiled as I felt my entire body heat up with anger, he said he
wouldn't leave! I told him to stay put and behave and this is how he repays me!
I quickly ran down the stairs bursting through the front door like a wild
animal, some of the villagers look startled at the dark sinister look I gave
them all. Savage quickly ran over asking what was wrong, I growled under my
breath. I felt like I was going to snap and rip somebodies throat out.
"What's wrong sir!?" He asked.
I snarled."Hiccup is gone! Find him!" I yelled as I watched all those fools
running around, I turned back to Savage."Find him." I growled as he ran rather
quickly.
I then started stomping back to my house, picking up my ax, the fire roared as
I looked at it for a second, trying to calm down, but I was too drunk on anger,
I had to find him, Hiccup was mine and mine only."I'll find you Hiccup, I'll
find you if I have to burn down the entire village." I slammed the door right
behind me as I ran out, clutching it in my hands in a death grip. Hiccup wasn't
going to get very far, I won't allow it, not as long as I live. Savage was
already gathering up large search parties, while I was going out on my own, I
was going to find him first and when I do... it won't be a pretty site once I'm
done with him.
I then looked out into the forest, my eyes lit up with rage, I knew he would go
there, The Night Fury was still out of it, plus the fake tail fin was hidden
away. I started running towards the forest in a fast pace, it was pitch black
but I had a feeling he was hidden in the deep dark woods.
I don't care what it was going to take, but Hiccup is going to learn his
lesson, and it's going to cost him more then anything. Even if he begs for my
forgiveness it won't be enough to save him or his Night Fury, even if he agrees
to marry me, it won't save him.
Hiccup's P.O.V
I kept running like a mad man for at least an hour, I finally stopped to catch
my breath for a second, I could feel my knees getting weak from all the
running, my head was starting to feel light. I took only a few minutes to rest
up before I picked up the paste again, running for my life once more, putting
more effort into my speed, the bushes and tree branches were hitting me,
whipping and slashing my legs a bit, causing my pants to get a bit teared up in
the process. I had to hide, I had to find somewhere to bunker down for the
night until the sun comes up, giving me  a chance to make up a plan. Even
though I didn't have one at all, Dagur wasn't going to stop looking for me, he
was literally going to tear this entire island apart until I was found.
 My legs were getting weaker the farther I got, it was still pitch black out, I
had no idea how long I have been out here, an hour? two hours? three hours? I
don't know I think I lost count.
Dagur was probably fuming to the core after I took off like this, I could still
hear his horrid scream as soon as I jumped off the roof and making a run for it
before anyone could see me. The thought of Dagur being right behind me just
made me run even faster, I had no idea where I was going I just knew I had to
get out of here, but how?
My breathing was heavy and labored, I looked right up at the sky and saw the
stars sparkling above me, no longer any dark clouds covering them. I thought my
entire body was going to give out any second, but I didn't stop I just kept
running until my lungs explode. I was gone for probably a few hours now, this
was good and bad. Was Dagur slowly hunting me down like an animal? Was he
close? Hell was he even right behind me? I always kept turning around almost
every minute, my eyes never shut, my hearing was on full alert the entire time.
Part of me was deeply regretting this, if I were to stay and be good, then I
could have seen Toothless, but it was far too late Dagur knew I was missing and
was not far. I knew I was in deep shit for doing this, but my hormones and
being on edge from being kept inside for so long got the best of me, now here I
am freezing in the middle of the woods in the dead of night, my light was the
moon peaking from the tall trees as I kept moving forward.
I kept wondering if there was a cove similar to the one one Berk, maybe if I
found a cave or somewhere to hide for a while.
Every time I heard I heard a noise I would jump out of my skin, constantly
looking around to see if anyone had found me yet. There could be an entire
fleet of men looking for me right now, and I wouldn't have know it, my eyes
were starting to get heavy, I need to rest, I need to get some of my energy
back, otherwise I would collapse. 
 Apparently luck was on my side, after only a few hours of running, I finally
found a small cave hidden withing the rocks and brush. I felt so much relief as
I got on my hands and knees and crawled in, my legs and stomach were covering
in dirt as I kept crawling in, but I didn't care. Once I got in deep enough I
took a deep breath and laid down on my back, it uncomfortable at first but I
slowly adjusted myself and started to fall asleep with in minutes. I could feel
my entire body relax in the cold soil, just laying there in the middle of the
floor as if I was in a warm bed and safe and sound, but that wasn't the case, I
was still cold, and starting to get a little hungry.
Great, the one moment Dagur was getting ready to feed me and I just get up and
leave, nice going. Maybe later I could look for some food, that is if I'm not
caught by then, and ripped apart by Dagur or his men, especially Savage, just
the way he looks at me gives me the shivers. That was another person I needed
to watch out for, Dagur would threaten me telling me he would let Savage have a
few rounds with me, letting him touch me, have his way with me. I knew Savage
wanted me, the way he would look at me, lick his teeth and give me soft grins.
But it wasn't all bad I guess, we would have private chats telling me he was
sorry for being caught up in this mess. I would stay quiet most of the time,
but it was still nice to talk to someone I guess.
I wrapped my arms around my knees, huddling in the dirt, trying to keep myself
warm.
I fell asleep for what seemed like hours, for a while I felt at peace, minus
the the situation I was in. I wish I had a blanket or something to keep me
warm, I could feel the tip of my nose getting numb as my fingers curled up into
tight fist, holding them against my chest.
After a little while I finally woke up, I could see a little bit of light
coming through the entrance, I stayed still for a few minutes listening for
anything or anyone, nothing just silence. I got up and started to crawl out
into the sunlight flooding through the entire forest, the grass was wet as the
trees glistened as the sun hit it.
I kept looking around making sure no one was here.
But I over underestimated myself, I thought I was clear out of sight, as soon
as I got out of the small cave. I heard a loud cry, making me jump as I looked
up as a body collided into mine, my body still hitting me hard on the ground.
 I opened my eyes and looked up, Dagur was looking at me with pure anger in his
eyes, growling and heaving as he pinned me down roughly, I wanted to scream on
the top of my lungs.
"WHY!" He screamed right at me, making me feel small."WHY THE HELL DID YOU
LEAVE!?" He grabbed my hair and forcing me to look up at him, he then slammed
my body to the ground harder."YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO LEAVE!" He continued to
throw and thrash me to the ground hard, until I felt something, something felt
very wrong in my body."WHY WOULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THIS!?"
I froze the entire time, then I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen, I let out a
sharp cry, Dagur for some reason let go of me as I clutch my stomach in pain,
it was like someone was stabbing me to death. I then saw a patch of blood
coming down in between my legs, I gasped out of fear, thinking I was dying, my
entire face lost color as Dagur quickly picked me up, swearing under his
breath. I could feel the warm crimson blood coming out of me, but where was it
coming from? I felt like something was being ripped out of me.
I had no idea what was happening to me, but the last thing I remember was
seeing the village and Dagur screaming for a healer before blacking out.
 
 
***** Chapter Twelve *****
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Twelve
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I couldn't even remember what happened to me, all I could recall was being
picked up as blood was slowly coming out of me. I didn't even know what was
happening to me, all I knew was I was going back to the village. Dagur just had
this look of panic and fear in his eyes the entire time he was running with me
in his arms, I could feel my breathing getting slower. I tried with everything
in me to stay awake the entire time, but I couldn't help it, I was so tired. It
was like all my energy was taken out of me, Dagur kept telling me to try to
stay awake, not letting me slip into darkness. After almost two months of being
in the god forsaking island it was like I couldn't take it anymore.
Soon we were back in the village, people stopped to look at at us, I could
remember Dagur screaming for a healer.
He was getting more desperate and frustrated."Don't just stand there help HIM!"
He yelled out as I notice the villagers were scrambling looking for the closet
healer to find. Savage was managed to find one, the same one that looked at me
the other day, I felt relived seeing her coming to our aid.
Soon I was out of the cold and taken inside, we were back inside the house as I
felt Dagur laying me out on the dinner table, along with someone else. I
couldn't tell who it was, but soon I was stripped out of my clothes starting to
feel cold. Dagur kept looking at me, gently cupping my face every time I would
look up at him."Please stay with me baby, please." he held my hand, holding it
in a death grip not wanting to lose me, he probably knew deep down that I
wanted to die still, but he wasn't going to let me either way.
I could hear talking back and forth, I had no idea what they were saying, but I
heard the midwife mention something, something that made Dagur's eyes go wide.
His jaw dropped as he looked down back at me, then turning back to the
healer."No way...How?" He said back to the healer. What did she just tell him?
What was Hell was happening to me? Was I really dying?
Dagur held my hand a bit tighter."It is going to be okay though?! Are they both
going to make it?" What? Who else was he talking about?
"I don't know yet!" She yelled back at him."We won't know until later, right
now I need to stop the bleeding!"
"WELL DO IT THEN!" Dagur yelled out, causing me to stir.
Then I felt more pressure down there, I let out a hard moan on pain. Dagur
pushed me back down when I tried to get up, I wanted to know what was
happening."D..Dagur? What's happening to me?" I whispered, he looked down at me
with eyes full of shame and regret, tears were running down my face as he
quickly wiped them away, pushing the hair out of my face and he closed his eyes
tightly and shook his head, not telling me a thing. He pulled my head, placing
it against his chest, I could hear his heart beating very fast, full sadness
and anger. He kept mumbling and crying softly, telling me he was so sorry for
doing this, telling me that this was all his fault.
I couldn't make out the rest, I could feel my eyes slowly roll to the back of
my head. My body finally gave out due to being weak and tired, I could no
longer feel the sharp enduring pain as I went into a deep sleep, relaxing in
Dagur's arms, laying on the hard kitchen table. I couldn't remember what
happened next after all this.
Hours, days passed I think, I was laying in my bed all alone, my head was
hurting and throbbing, along with my abdomen it felt like some one just got
done stabbing me, or sitting hot coal on me and pressing it against my flesh. I
tried not to move, but I couldn't help it, I opened my eyes and saw Dagur
sitting next to my bed, he was covering his face with one of his hands his face
was a bit red and puffy, why was he crying? He kept mumbling to himself,
saying"God what have I done? And "I could have lost you both." I was confused.
Who else was he talking about?
I started to move letting out a painful low moan, Dagur jumped and looked at me
with worried tearful eyes, putting a hand under my head."Hiccup?" He whispered
grazing my cheek softly."Oh thank the gods you're awake!" He then started to
sob, pulling me up gently. I let out a sharp yelp in pain."Sorry, sorry, oh god
I did this." He whispered.
After a few minutes of silence I finally spoke up."What happened?" I asked
softly
Dagur stared at me for a few moments, not knowing how or what to say. He then
cleared his throat and cupped my cheek."I need you to listen to me when I tell
you this okay?" I arched my brow a bit, confused but then quickly nodded."I
know this is going to sound crazy but..." He turned his head away taking in a
deep breath."You're...you're...pregnant." He said it so quietly you could hear
a pin drop.
I sat back for a few seconds, feeling baffled at what I just heard him tell me,
I froze for a second laying back down. Dagur started running his fingers
through my thick hair, trying to sooth me, then out of nowhere I started to
laugh like a mad man."What in Thor are you talking about?" I continued to laugh
like I was insane, Dagur gave me a confused and serious look as he grabbed me
by my shoulders forcing me to look up at him.
This was insane! I can't have a baby, what the Hell was Dagur even talking
about!
Once my laughing died down I looked back up at him."I'm not pregnant Dagur,
you're fucking insane." I sat up, then I felt a bit of pain rushing in, I held
my stomach in ache laying back down on the soft bed and furs.
Then I felt Dagur hook his arm around my waist, pulling me up a little."I'm
telling you the truth Hiccup, you started bleeding after..." he stopped in mid
sentence knowing what he did to me, I knew part of him was sorry for what he
did."Anyway as soon as I got us home you were bleeding all over the place, when
the midwife was looking over you, she found something." He then trailed off
slowly moving his hand onto my flat pale stomach, feeling his thick fingers
making small circles on it."Our baby." He whispered almost happily, but I was
the opposite.
I jerk his hand away from me in an instant, nothing wanting to feel him on me.
But Dagur then got closer to me, gently grabbing me and not letting go, putting
one of his hands back on my stomach. I kept struggling to get free but I
couldn't, Dagur kept hushing me telling me that everything was going to be
alright."Shhhh it's alright, you and the baby are okay now." He pressed his
lips onto my forehead as tears started to form in the corner of my eyes. This
isn't right, none of this shouldn't be happening to me, I don't want this baby,
I'm not ready.
I beging to sob quietly sinking my nails into Dagur's back, letting myself
latch onto his as I felt my entire body heating up, tears sliding down my
cheeks, soon my tears were being wiped away. I finally looked up at him with
red puffy eyes."I don't want this Dagur." I whispered.
He jerked his head and looked at me with confused eyes shaking his head a
little."What do you mean you don't want this?" He looked at me as if he was
crushed by the news that wasn't ready to be the mother of his unholy offspring.
I have a monster growing inside of me, I don't want this happening to me.
I gulped a little."I don't want this baby Dagur." I said softly to him as my
entire body tensed up."I'm not ready for this! I don't want this!" I said more
in a panic as I tried to get up and move, but I was soon pushed back down
gently, Soon enough Dagur had climbed into the bed, pulling the covers over me
and holding me tightly. I started crying again but this time in panic, shaking
like a small child being yelled at, my face was resting on Dagur's shoulder as
he rubbed my back.
He continued to rock me until my sobbing calmed down a bit."I know we weren't
expecting this, but will make this work." He tried to reassure me, but I wasn't
having it. I pushed his away and glared right at him, tears breaking from my
eyes. He held me in a tight embrace running his hand down my back trying to
comfort me again, but my entire body tensed up like a rock."Will make this work
Hiccup."
"Work this out!? You think we can just work this out?!" I yelled as Dagur was a
bit off guard."I'm pregnant with YOUR baby, a baby that I don't even want let
alone ready to raise." My voice was rising in volume."After you kidnapped
me,YOU beat me, YOU raped me! You think I'm just going to forget all of that to
raise this child!?"
"You think I don't feel bad!?" Dagur yelled causing me to back up a bit, but he
quickly grabbed my wrist."I almost killed you and our unborn child! You think I
don't feel awful for doing that?" His eyes then softened a bit, feeling some of
the guilt."When I first took you was engulfed in rage after you turned me over
to the Outcast, I wanted you to feel the same pain as I did for the last three
years." He then looked down avoiding eye contact."But over the last two
months... I started to care about you." He trailed off." I always loved you,
ever since when we were little kids I knew you would be mine." He whispered
very gently.
My body was starting to shake again. I didn't want any of this, I didn't ask
for this life being stuck with Dagur, I think I was going to throw up again. I
pulled pushing me head away from him and the bed starting to throw up all over
the floor, Dagur was a bit taken back, then pulled some of my hair back rubbing
my lower back and holding my hand telling me to let it all out, even if it was
all over the floor. My throat felt like a row of razors coming out of me, every
time I threw something up, after a few more seconds it was over.
I collapsed on the bed feeling warm to the touch, suddenly I felt a cold rag
placed on my head. Dagur place it on me and gently touched my cheek."It's okay,
it's okay." He whispered, he didn't seem too mad about me puking all over the
floor, he the got up and started to clean it up as I watched drifting in and
out of sleep for the next few minutes. I could feel part of me shaking still, I
haven't eaten anything yet, ever since I ran off I hadn't had anything since.
Soon he finished cleaning up and turned back to me."I'll be back, I'm gonna go
and get you some medicine for the nausea okay?" He got and locked the door
behind him leaving me alone again, this time making sure I wouldn't escape.
Then he returned with the herbs and some soup."You need to eat this time
Hiccup." he said a bit more sternly as he mixed up the herbs and gave it to
me."You're carrying the future of the Beserker island here, I want you both
healthy." I looked down at the bowl of food, I could smell it all the way down
stairs even with the door closed shut, it smelled pretty good unlike half of
the stuff I was given to eat. I was taking it easy with eating this time,
taking small bites as Dagur fed me.
When I was done Dagur pushed me back down, but I had to say something."When can
I see Toothless?" I asked weakly.
Dagur sighed a bit angrily."Is that all you think about?" he asked.
"Please let me see him Dagur." I pleaded with him again.
After a few minutes of waiting, he gave in."I'll let you see him tomorrow, but
right now you're going to take a bath and going to bed." He picked me up
leading us to the bathhouse so he could clean me up again. My entire lower body
felt sore and limp due to the almost miscarriage, I couldn't wrap my head
around this at all. I was now pregnant with the child of Dagur the Deranged,
fear was taking over me now, I wasn't ready for something like this. I went
back to reality as soon as I felt my body hit the warm water, Dagur didn't join
me this time, he bathed me and gently scrubbed my hair and the rest of my body
until he was done.
I was starting to drift off, But I was refusing to sleep I wanted to see
Toothless, but there was no way I was getting out of this one. We were both
laying down in the warmth of the blankets and pillows, then I cloud feel his
hands wrapped around my waist, I couldn't pull away, then I could feel both
hands resting on my stomach.
"I'm sorry." Dagur whispered.
I froze for a second, I could feel the guilt in his voice after what happened.
I didn't say anything at all to him, I got my body to relax after a few
minutes, laying my head deep into the pillow and tried closing my eyes trying
my best to go to sleep. Dagur held me in his arms the entire time with the
entire house locked up and guards at every corner of the island. The Beserker
chief wasn't going to risk losing Hiccup again or his Skrill, Dagur didn't
really sleep much that night he just kept looking down at his love, running his
hands over his flat stomach.
Dagur's P.O.V
I didn't sleep for the entire night, my head was pound while my heart was heavy
with guilt. Hiccup was already fast asleep in my arms as the fire down stairs
crackled below us, warming up the entire house. My eyes never left his stomach,
I place a gentle hand on it, soon another life would be brought into the world
another little Hiccup running around within the next couple of months. A baby,
an actual living baby we were having, I was so shock at first, I could have
lost them both for how stupid I was, I should have kept my cool, but I
couldn't.
What if I ended up killing it? What If I DID caused the miscarriage? I would
never forgive myself, this was our child growing inside of Hiccup, our little
miracle. I could barely remember what happened after I tackled Hiccup to the
ground, grabbing him by the shoulders and shaking and slamming Hiccup to the
ground over and over in a rage. Then Hiccup let out a scream, blood was coming
out, a lot of it. I would never forget the look in his face, pain and fear.
Why didn't I see this coming? He's been throwing up for the last couple of days
now, I could barely get Hiccup to eat at this point without throwing everything
back up, I need to get more herbs from the midwife to settle his belly.
I then ran my fingers along his ribs, they were sticking out a bit, maybe I'll
bring him some rabbit later, or maybe some salmon. Once this nausea goes away
I'm gonna switch up on his food, more protein and lean meats.
Then my mind went back to the baby, I smiled. I think my old crib was up in the
attic somewhere, I'm pretty sure it was here in this god forsaken house. I
couldn't sleep so I got up gently trying not to wake up my love. I tiptoe
towards the door and quietly shut it behind me, locking it of course. Then
making my way up to the attic, I pulled the little string hanging up and then
the steps came out, making my self up to the top along with a candle in my
hand.
It was full of old junk and other shit I didn't care about, but then I saw it,
the small crib I had, back when mom was still alive. It was an old fashion
Berserker crib with purple Skrills carved on the sides of it, the paint was
mostly faded and chipped but it was mostly intact. I doubt any of my old toys
were up here, I always ended up breaking all of them and always went with
weapons, axes swords anything sharp I could get my hands on. I wonder if our
child would be the same way, I was hoping the babe would look more like Hiccup,
freckles dark brown hair and a gap between it's teeth.
I snapped myself out of that thought and picked up the small dusty crib and
carried it back down, I closed up at the attic. I unlocked the door and carried
back to our bedroom, sitting it in the corner for now and crawled back into
bed, pulling the blankets up and snuggling Hiccup against my chest, trying to
go back to sleep. Hiccup looked so peaceful, even though he doesn't want this
baby, he'll grow attached sooner or later, this baby is part of both of us, now
growing inside of him. The future of my tribe now coming in the next couple of
months.
Now the next thing we need to do is get married, we can't have a child born out
of wed lock. I want this to work out between us, but I just end up making
things scary for him, I keep trying but I guess I just have to try harder.
***** Chapter Thirteen *****
Hello again its me! I am back with another Dagcup chapter for you guys! I am so
sorry for the hold up, I have been having some personal issues at work with
some asshole, so I have been in and out of my depression and so forth, I really
need some cheering up right now and hopefully posting this chapter will help. I
hope you guys had a great thanksgiving because I did this year, but a few days
later my dad got into a car accident, don't worry he is okay it was just your
typical dumb bitch going 50 miles per hour on an icy road AT A FUCKING
ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!, so yeah ain't that a bitch, but hey at least she got an 800
dollar ticket. I tried making this this chapter at least 4,000 words long at
least.
Warning this story contains Yaoi, Stockholm syndrome, abuse and mpreg, you have
been warned.
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                                 Forever Mine
                               Chapter Thirteen
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I was in a deep sleep, my entire body relaxed for now.
I managed to sleep through the night without any trouble, my lower body was
still aching a bit, Dagur was snoring loudly right behind me, this time he
wasn't cuddling me for once giving me some space for once. I didn't move, but I
did place my hand on my stomach, remembering what had happened yesterday. My
hand slowly traveled to my stomach, gently rubbing it as my mind was trying to
process that I was with child.
A baby, an actual baby growing inside of me, I was scared. Not just because
this baby was Dagur's, but because I was going to become a parent, I never
thought of having kids before, not even at this age being a teen still. I was
going to be the mother of a Beserker whether I liked it or not, Dagur seemed
thrilled about all of this, but I was the opposite compared to him. I was going
to be sharing the same blood with Dagur now, part of his is now growing inside
of me, soon it would grow slowly turning into another living human being. I
felt like my life was over, I was going to be stuck here for the rest of my
life with a baby I wasn't ready to raise and a crazy Beserker that was going to
kill me.
Tears were starting to break from my eyes again as my body started to shake
again, I felt so terrified. What if I did lose the baby? What if I can't carry
it to full term? Will Dagur blame me for it? Probably. I don't think my body
can ever support a child at this point, I was too thin and frail at this point,
every time I tried to eat I would just puke it back up either way. But then my
eyes caught on something, they widen very quickly as I continued to look at it,
it was a baby crib in the corner of the room, I guess it was Dagur's when he
was a babe, then it finally hit me.
Soon I would be showing, having a little baby bump might snap me back into
reality, once I start showing it will be the end of me. Back when I was out at
sea, the Skrill could smell the new life growing inside me, back then I didn't
know what she was doing but now it all make scenes now. Dragons could tell
right away if they were expecting hatchlings, just by sniffing out the stomach
and finding out how many they would have. I wonder if Toothless would have the
same effect on me? Probably. He always had a strong scent, he could smell a
drop of blood from miles.
Then I started to feel the bed shift, feeling a strong arm lay across my torso.
I still jumped to Dagur's touch, still not getting used to being around him, he
was like this dark source hanging off of me, watching my every move. I'm like a
flame and he's the moth drawn right into me, he's already stripped me of my
pride and taken almost everything away from me.
Soft lips pressed against my neck as Dagur let out a soft groan at me. Slowly
wrapping his arms around me gently, I stiffened a bit and just stared at the
wall as always just trying to keep myself from freaking out. The lower half of
my body was still hurting, due to my almost miscarriage thanks to Dagur, but
yesterday I saw a part of him that I never saw before, guilt.
Then I felt a soft kiss on my cheek, then a thick beard brushing against my
skin.
"You okay?" He asked me, gently massaging my shoulder, I quickly nodded just
wanting to get out of this bed so I could see Toothless again, this time not
under some drug that put him to sleep. I knew I couldn't walk, even when I
tried to move my legs it still hurt like hell, so I knew Dagur was going to
have to carry me there, I hated it when he carried me around. It made me feel
more helpless, not feeling strong in front of people, just about everyone here
hated me, it reminded me back when I was younger when I was an outcast.
Then a rough hand ran through my hair, pushing some of the lose hair away from
my face."You still in any pain?" He asked me softly while I felt his hand on my
stomach again.
"A little bit." I said in a weak voice.
He grimaced a bit, knowing what he had did."I'm sorry." He brushed his face
against mine in a loving tone, as he did that I buried my face into the thick
pillow. Then I felt him whispered into my flat stomach,"I'm so sorry baby,
daddy Dagur didn't mean to hurt you." He whispered very softly to it, catching
me a bit off, but it was a sweet gesture I guess.
After that he got up and left me in the bed while he got dressed, after that he
left the bedroom. I continued to lay back down and wait for him to come back to
bring me whatever he had for me, all I wanted right now was some warm clothes
and some soup and that's it. Soon he came back with some food, I slowly sat
back up still having a hard time sitting up.
"Lay back down,Hiccup." He pushed my down as he started to spoon feed me again.
After my meal he left me again, my door was locked as always just to make sure
I don't try to get away this time. Dagur came back with some pants, thank the
gods and a long sleeve tunic along with some furs. Dagur had to help me dress,
just the pants and shoes he had to help me with, everything else I could do
without any trouble. Then he picked me up bridal style, taking us out of the
bedroom and down the stairs and right out of the house, the fresh cold air hit
me again, it felt amazing.
The village was calm, I would gaze around the village trying to make out my
surroundings, I never got the chance to really look around this village, well
now might be my chance, once I get better hopefully I can start walking around,
I have to get out, but there was only way of doing that, earning Dagur's trust.
I shuddered at that thought, but now might be my only shot while this baby
grows inside me, the only thing keeping me safe.
I opened my mouth to say something but quickly shut it before turning my head
away. Dagur didn't notice me at first but then sensed my discomfort and looked
back down at me."What's wrong?"
I shrugged my head."Nothing, just... never really got a tour of the village." I
said not looking at him, but then I felt his warm lips pressed against my
temple before smiling at me.
"I'll give you the tour then." He then carried me around, pointing out random
places such as the forge. It wasn't as big as the one back on Berk, but it was
clean and kept in place along with the blacksmith, I didn't get a chance to
meet him, Dagur was keeping me close to him, not trusting a lot of people. I
have already been to the great hall so we skipped there, but then we got to the
dragon pit, my heart began to race because that's where Toothless was being
kept at.
It was bigger than the one at home, much more stronger chains made out of a
thicker iron, so many guards surrounded the entire place, making sure no one
was going try to pull anything. Not taking a chance to lose any leverage on
taking over Outcast island, since Berk was already taken over there was no
point trying to escape, I didn't have my leg with me this time, so I couldn't
try to run away again. When we reached the arena Dagur put me down so I could
get a look myself, seeing what was down here.
I could hear growing down below as I saw two men trying to get a deadly nadder
into it's cage, it was squawking at them trying to take the two men out with
it's spikes on it's take but sadly missing them. I frowned looking at the poor
thing as nets were soon thrown as it was being dragged back into it's cage, but
that wasn't the only dragon in there, I could could hear a few more growls
coming down, along with a few sparks.
The Skrill was right below us, she was waiting to be feed. I could see someone
dragging a sheep carcass towards her cage, the smell of the blood made my
stomach turn as I saw the man toss it in as the bloodbath began, it was going
to need more than one sheep to fill her up, I could see parts of the animal
being tossed around while blood was covered on the bars, her mouth wasn't
completely open, just enough to get chucks of flesh in to get her through the
day. Soon she was done and the muzzle tightened and she was shoved back in her
cramped cage.
"She's beautiful isn't she?" Dagur said darkly with a grin.
Shivers went down my spine when he said that to me, then I could feel him
around my waist again placing his hands on my stomach, making small circles. My
body quickly tensed up when he usually does this to me, but all I could do was
hide my emotions, which was hard to do around Dagur of course because the
psycho could read me like an open book, well at least I wasn't throwing
up...yet.
Dagur then grabbed me, pulling me up with his strong arms."Come on, let's go
see that lizard of yours." He said taking us down, my heart was pounding again,
I wanted to see Toothless so bad I knew he was down there with the others,
Dagur unlocked the door, taking us both in the cold wet cells, holding a few
dragons inside, some looked thin and beat to near death while some looked okay,
or at least from a distance.
Then I saw him, Toothless. I wanted to leap out of Dagur's arms and run over to
him, but I held back until I was placed on the ground so Dagur could unlock the
door for me to let me in, without even thinking I rushed over towards
Toothless, I embraced him with tears leaving my eyes. I could hear Toothless
moan, he had a muzzle on so he wouldn't cause any harm."I missed you so much
bud." I whispered to him softly in his ear, I felt helpless without Toothless
being near me. He was one of the reasons why I am still alive today, if it
weren't for him I would have been burnt to a crisp years ago, but now I was
still wishing I was dead.
I think we were both locked onto each other for almost an hour, Dagur only
stood there with his arms crossed, but he had some sympathy in his face, he
didn't say anything at all. Soon I was starting to feel tired again and before
I knew it, I feel asleep right up against Toothless, curling up in a little
ball and just slept away until a strong pair of arms picked me up, taking me
out of the cell. I kept coming in and out of it, once I woke up I was back
outside and going back towards the house, Dagur looked down and told me I would
see Toothless again tomorrow if I was good, I nodded trying to obey.
We soon reached the house, it was toasty and warmed as Dagur sat me in front of
the fire as he got dinner started, over the last couple of weeks Dagur had done
all the cooking and cleaning in the house, and to my surprise everything was
always cleaned. But ever since I almost lost the baby he's been trying his best
not to lose his cool with me, taking care of me hand and foot.
"Here." he brought a bowl of some sort of stew over to me, my mouth started to
water as we both eat on the floor, the fire slowly crackled in front of us. I
had two bowls full until I could eat no more, which Dagur seemed pleased at my
progressed as he took the empty bowls away I snuggled up in the furs and
continued to look through the fire dancing infront of me.
I felt a strong warm arm wrapped around my shoulder, slowly pulling me closer
to him, Dagur would always play with my hair, sometimes braid the small ends
that would grow out, but now it was almost shoulder length. So I had a few more
small braids here and there, more color had reach to my face finally, so I
didn't look too weak and frail from all the vomiting earlier. Everything seemed
alright for now, but in my heart I was still in deep pain. I was still being
held against my will, there was no way out of this, it's over for me.
"Hey?" Dagur tilted my chin towards him."Whats wrong?" He asked me.
I placed my hand on my face letting out a sigh, I started shaking my head at
him, he was so oblivious to what was going on with me."You have no idea how
much our lives are going to change?, Do you?" I questioned him, he arched a
brow at me for a moment."Do you even have any idea on raising a baby? At this
point i'm guessing no." I turned away from him, but he quickly gave me an
answer.
"I know a few things about babies." He said a bit harshly."Believe me I know I
don't look like the daddy type, but don't worry." He grabbed my waist to sooth
me."I'm gonna take good care of you both." He whispered darkly to me, keeping
his hand on the middle of my stomach. I stiffened when he did that again, I
knew were both going to struggle with this new baby, none of us knew what was
coming, I guess I would have to ask around for help, that is if I could find
any help at all. If only my dad was here, Hell if he was here he would without
a doubt kill Dagur, then get me the out of here.
Soon it was time for bed, I think we were in the living room for at least three
hours, my leg was taken off and placed on the kitchen table as he took me
upstairs, taking his pants and shirt off, just leaving his trousers on as I
kept all my clothes on as he climbed into bed next to me, slowly cuddling me.
He held me close to him for a couple hours as I slept.
After a few hours of sleep I was quickly woken up by a loud noise, Dagur was
already up and gone, the room was almost pitch black so I couldn't see
anything, all I could hear was noise outside, as if a battle was happening
right outside the house, my heart was pound as my ears ringed. I had no idea
what was going on, I just sat on the bed waiting to see if Dagur would come get
me, soon I heard the front door open and quickly shut, then I heard someone
running up the stairs, I wanted to hide but I froze in place as the door
opened. It was Dagur.
"What in the name of Thor is going on?" I said quietly before Dagur hushed me,
he was covered head to toe in blood, along with a bloody ax in his right hand.
"Outcast." He said darkly as he picked me." I need to get you somewhere safe,
fast." He quickly ran down the stairs as Savage was there waiting down there
with a panic look on his face, Dagur reattached my leg and led me over to
Savage."Take him to the forest and STAY THERE!." He yelled before leading us
out the back door, making sure no one saw us, Dagur went back to the battle,
letting out a howling war cry as Savage and I were running back towards the
woods.
There was fire and smoke in the air, filling up my nose as Savage and I
continued to run for our lives, the rest of the men were busy fighting off
Outcast, I tried not looking back at the chaos happening, Savage just kept
holding onto me, telling me to try to keep up, but the truth is he doesn't know
about my condition. No one else but Dagur and the midwife know that I am
pregnant.
After maybe thirty minutes of running we stopped to catch a breath, we both
continued to look around, keeping our eyes and ears open the entire time. But
the only thing I could hear was my own heart pounding crazy, my mouth went dry
as my knees were starting to get weak again, my head getting light as I felt to
the cold hard ground,"Hiccup!" Savage yelled out, rushing over towards me as I
felt like I was getting ready to faint, all this running and fear has finally
gotten to me, I was scared of what was happening, the Outcast are here and they
are going to kill us all.
Savaged then slowly picked me up." I know you're tired lad, but we have to keep
going." I limped the entire time, taking small breaks here and there until we
were deep in the woods, having the thick brush covering us, crickets were
chirping as the wind blew gently, then we both laid down in the thick grass and
bushes, trees and branches were covering the rest. Then after a few minutes
Savage gave me a small canteen full of water I chugged half of it, feeling a
bit better now. I think we both stayed down for a few minutes before we heard
something, my heart dropped as we both listened out to see who it was. I prayed
that it wasn't Alvin, if it was we were screwed, I should have made a run for
it and get to Toothless.
"They might have went this way." A large man said, leading the way with a few
other behind him, I covered my mouth as me and Savage both watched, waiting for
them to leave, but it seemed like forever.
"This far out in the woods?" One said."Aren't there wolves out by this time of
night?" The smaller man pointed out, he was right, the Beserkers were know for
have wild wolves out here, especially here. But I rather be attacked by a wolf
then Outcast at this point. There were no reports of any dragon raids so that
was the least of their problems. 
"They couldn't have gone far." Then the leader of the small group began walking
further away."Come on, let's keep looking around." My heart was going even
faster now, I thought I was going to freak out, Savage then quietly pulled me
closer to him, trying to keep us quiet. The men searched and searched, but
after a while the finally quit, saying they would start searching near the
beach, I could finally breath as we both watched them walk away, but we still
didn't dare to come out.
But after a while, all seemed calm for the moment, Savage was the first one to
peak out from the thick brush, leaving me hidden. 
He looked around for a few seconds then turned his way towrads me."Come on lets
get out of here before they come back." I ushered to him as he grabbed my arm,
pulling us deeper into to woods, but as soon as I got near him I heard a swoosh
and something big landing right in between us, I felt on my butt as I looked
up.
"Heather!?" I yelled out as she quickly grabbed my wrist pulling me up with her
on Windshear.
"Come on." She said pulling me up very quickly.
"What the Hell are you doing?" Savaged yelled but it was too late we were
already up in the air, leaving him in the dust. I was free but then I realized
I was without Toothless, my heart dropped as I looked back down at the village.
Then I notice another dark figure flying right next to us, I thought I was
dreaming for a minute until I heard a familiar pur."Toothless?" My eyes were
wide as I almost jumped off of Windshear, until Heather held me firmly so I
wouldn't fall off."Hold on Hiccup, just wait until we're out of villages
sight." She said as I kept looking at my friend with a big smile, I just wanted
to jump off and get to him. How did Heather even do it? How did she even get to
Toothless without Dagur seeing her? So many what if were going through my head.
But soon enough we were out of sight, I without thinking jump off of Windshear
and onto Toothless, his wing and everything was attached  as I strapped my leg
onto him, giving me back some control of flight. It was like getting a part of
myself back, I could feel the cold wind going through my hair, sending
goosebumps all over my pale body as Toothless continied to fly away far as
possible. I then turned my attention to Heather."How did you even find me?"
Heather Shifted a bit."It wasn't to hard to figure out." She spoke softly." I
knew Dagur wanted to get back at you and the rest of Berk, after the whole
Outcast situation." Her face quickly hardened with anger towards both Dagur and
Alvin." I knew Dagur was going to take the Beserker island back, one way or
another." She was right, there was really no stopping him at this point, it was
just the two of us veruse him, we don't stand a chance.
We flew for the next couple of hours until we came across a small island,
within it was a cave big enough to hide all four of us for the night. I wanted
to ask her about the others, to see if anyone was still alive and well. But I
held back, still feeling very tired and just wanting to go to sleep. As we both
layed down for the night, my thoughts went back to my unborn child, I rest my
hand on my stomach and looked up the entire time, how was I going to explain to
Heather that I was pregnant? I sighed, I would have to hold off and tell her in
the morning...hopefully.
I curled up in a little ball and snuggled into Toothless the entire time, for
once things felt like they were turning around.
 
***** Chapter Fouteen *****
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                                 Forever Mine
                               Chapter Fourteen
                                 I Own Nothing
Dagur's P.O.V
Smoke filled the air, while blood was soaking through the soil of the earth,
Outcast were laying down all over my village, people were screaming, people
were crying. But they were gone or atleast most of them, Alvin didn't show up
like I thought he would, but oh well. He is a coward, not leading the charge on
your own battle, how pathetic I should have killed him right before I asked
Outcast island, but soon I will have his head, one way or another.
But today was one more step towards victory, soon I would have Outcast island,
with Hiccup by my side, along with our child. The thoughts of that made me
happy again, soon we would bring little Hiccup's and Dagur's into the world, we
could make this work. It will take some convincing but Hiccup will come around,
we will get married before the baby gets here and take over Outcast island and
Berk, might as well get rid of Stoick and the rest of them. Couldn't have him
around my love, trying to steal him away from me, especially that little blonde
Hiccup cares about, she would have to go as well.
Oh so much to do in so little time.
I looked around at all the dead and injured, some Outcast managed to escape,
but not many."They won't get far." I whispered darkly, I won't let them, all I
need to do in bond myself with the Skrill I could hunt them all down, one by
one.
Then I notice Hiccup and Savage weren't back yet, we already sent signals for
there return and still nothing. I grew restless."Go look for them you idiots!"
I yelled."Find them and bring them both back to me.
"Uh sir?" Savage came right behind me.
"What?!" I screamed then calmed down and looked around."Where is he? Where's
Hiccup?!" I grabbed Savage by the collar, screaming my lungs out wanting to
know where my mate is. Did he escape again!? Damn him, I should have made him
stay right with me, but no I had to be a moron and leave him with my idiot for
a right hand man while I went out defending the island, hiding Hiccup in the
forest was the worse idea, plus I left him with Savage.
"It wasn't my fault Dagur I swear!" He cried out."Heather showed up and-" I cut
him off.
"HEATHER!?" My eyes widen eyes with shock, then quickly grew into anger, my
little sister out of all the people I could trust and she dose this to me?"DAMN
HER!" I threw Savage to the ground, now Heather has him, not knowing the
situation between us. Hiccup was now in more danger, there were Outcast
crawling all over the place, looking for both of us. If Alvin gets ahold of
Hiccup...No not like this I'm not going to let anything happen, not to him.
Alvin will take them both hostage, keeping them both until Alvin takes me back
into custody, then I would be screwed.
"I'll deal with my little sister later." I said darkly."I just need to find
Hiccup and fast."
"What are you planning to do?" Savaged asked trying to get back to me.
"Rally up the men and ships." I started running back to the house packing up
all my stuff before heading back out, I was trying to keep it all together but
deep down I was scared. Scared for Hiccup, our unborn baby that I almost killed
because of my stupid actions, if I lose them both, then I might as well drop
dead and never wake up. This was my only chance of starting my life over, I
can't let Hiccup down, Heather and him won't survive out there for too long,
winter is coming.
The colder it gets the worse it's going to get.
HIccup was still in frail condition, he was still under weight and getting
sick, he didn't have any of the herbal medicine the midwife gave us, now there
was nothing to help control the sickness. Hopefully it starts dying down,
otherwise Hiccup was just going to throwing everything up.
I just need to get to Hiccup before Alvin does.
"Also Dagur, there's one more thing."
"What is it now?" I growled.
"The Night Fury is gone too." He winced as he finished.
Without even thinking my left fist connected to his face, knocking him flat on
the ground as I made off with the rest of the crew. Some people were looking at
him, just laying there on the ground, I looked back."Leave him!" I yelled.
Hiccup's P.O.V
Morning had come, the entire sky was grey, filled with clouds that were
covering everything in there path, it almost didn't feel real waking up next to
Toothless, I think I was getting used to waking up next to Dagur instead,
usually laying on top of his chest while his arms were wrapped around my waist.
But I was gone, I was in the middle of nowhere with Heather, if it weren't for
her I would still be stuck with Dagur. I was no longer living in fear, or at
least for now. Toothless was cuddling me very protectively, keeping me warm
from the bitter cold. I kept waking up in and out, I still couldn't believing I
was still here and not with Dagur, I kept jumping if I heard the slightest
noise, thinking it was him coming up behind me. 
Then I started to smell a fire going, I finally sat up and saw Heather sitting
in front of it, cooking some cod over the open flames. I could feel my stomach
growl in hunger as I got up and greeted her, she smiled and at me."How'd you
sleep?" She asked softly.
I shrugged my shoulders."Alright, you?"
 "Pretty alright." She poked some of the logs in the burning flames, causing
them to collapse."Windshear kept me warm through the night."
"Yeah the same with Toothless." I let out a sigh, the air was so cold I could
see my own breath."Do you have an extra blanket on you by any chance?" I asked
her, taking both of my arms and rubbing them together, trying to get warm in
front of the fire. 
"Yeah, of course." She went back to fetch her sack full of stuff, along with it
a thick wool blanket, she brought it over and gave it to me. I snuggled into
the thick fabric while laying against Toothless, I wish could just stay like
this forever. I closed my eyes for a few minutes, letting my body get warm.
Heather sat right next to me, looking at me with concern."How...are
you...really?" She asked softly, not knowing what Dagur did to me over the last
couple of months.
My eyes turned away from hers, I breathed deeply."I...I don't know." Parts of
me kept thinking Dagur was right behind me, his warm breath going down my neck,
his teeth sinking into my inner thighs, or having him fuck me until my vision
went black and white. Dagur wrapping his hands around my pale white throat,
almost killing me, or when he ambushed me, slamming my small frame to the
ground causing me to...almost causing me to miscarriage. 
I could feel tears in the corner of my eyes, I quickly pushed them away,
telling myself to be strong and not show any fear, not even in front of
Heather."You have no idea what you're brother did to me Heather." I said
coldly, just the thought of him alone made me sick, but now I was carrying his
offspring. So I wasn't completely rid of him, of course my thoughts went to
aborting the it, but part of me couldn't. Even now I still didn't have the
heart to kill something, let alone an unborn child, a child who didn't asked to
be brought into this world, if I was going to be strong, I was going to have to
be strong for the both of us.
I felt her warm hand on my shoulder for support, I looked up and smiled a
little, but that quickly died as I looked back down.
"I shouldn't be here." I whispered.
"What do you mean Hiccup?"
I could feel my eyes starting to water again, remembering everything that has
happened, how was I going to tell her I was carrying her future niece or
nephew? This was nuts! She won't believe me when I tell her this.
"I can't stay here with you Heather, the longer I stay here the more risk I'm
taking." Dagur was still looking for me, he wasn't going to stop until I'm back
with him on the Beserler island, he could kill heather too if we aren't
careful.
"I'm not leaving you Hiccup." She said sternly."What's really going on Hiccup,
you've been acting..weird." Then she placed her hand on my forehead."Are you
sick or something?"
I didn't look at her, I kinda shrugged my shoulders not knowing how to say
it."I...I'm." I trialed off before slapping myself in the face."Gods this
is ridiculous."
"Just say it." She said softly.
I then shut my eyes and held in my breath."I'm pregnant."
She blinked for a second and looked at me."What?"
I bit my lip, waiting for her to flip out and accuse me of being a liar or some
sort of freak after hearing me say it. I thought my heart was going to drop, I
could feel a tough lump in my throat, Heather's mouth hanged a bit as she kept
looking at me with a shocked look."How?" She asked me, he voice was still calm
and not angry, why was she being so understanding? I thought she would be angry
with me, I me I was carrying her brother's child, he enemy, my enemy.
I shot up at her for a second."I...I don't know how it happened, but it's true,
I swear I...I didn't even know it was possible." I stumbled with my words.
"Hey..hey it's okay." She tried to sooth me."You don't have to say
anymore,okay?"
I nodded feel some sort of relief from telling her the truth, I felt ashamed
and embarrassed all at once, as if I had failed myself, I wasn't strong enough
to protect Toothless, I wasn't strong enough to protect myself from Dagur. I
should have been stronger otherwise I wouldn't be... this way, I could have
tried harder, I could have escaped but how? I was under Dagur's thumb the
entire time, now we were going to have a baby, his baby.
What would everyone say? Heather is the only other person to know, how would my
father react? Gobber? Astrid? My head was spinning again I was already scared
enough. But I was still grateful for Heather's support, this would some what
make us family now since Dagur is her brother and all. I then got up from where
I was sitting, we have to go now, I was paranoid to a point I didn't feel safe
anywhere, even if I was on the other side of the earth I would still be scared.
"Come on, we need to keep moving." I breathed out, Heather was soon to
follow."I don't feel safe here anymore, the more we move the less we have to
worry."
We both got on our dragons as the sun was fully rising, the sky was now bright
orange and red, the cold wind was running through me almost like cold water
sending chills up my arms neck and spine, the new life growing inside of me
fluttered, I jumped a bit at the small movement, I thought it was strange but a
small smile crept on my face, but quickly went away when my thoughts went back
to Dagur, this was his baby too after all, but part of my job was to protect
him or her from their Beserker crazy of a father, even if it means I have to
die in the process.
I looked back up and turned my attention back to Heather, who was in front of
me while riding WindShear."Hey Heather?" 
She quickly turned to me with a small smile."Yeah Hiccup?
My left hand was on my stomach."If anything happens to me...will you protect
this baby for me...please?"
Heather gave me this puzzled look."Of course I will Hiccup."
That made me feel a little better after hearing that from her, at least this
baby would have someone else to look after it. I didn't know where we were
going this time, the but I do know one thing it was getting colder, the clouds
were starting to pull in, I could feel snow coming. My skin was starting get
pale, numb to the touch when ever I moved I pulled the blanket out again and
huddle up in it as we continued to fly higher and higher, I thought my fingers
were going to fall off.
I could see my breath, everytime I let out a single breath, I closed my eyes
trying to picture myself on Berk in the warm sun and being free with my
friends.
Then we heard it, we heard shouting down below, it hit us so fast I didn't even
know what was happening to us. Heather screamed out for me to hang on, we were
both covered in nets and we were both hitting the ground, hard. Toothless
managed to hold me in his paws, wrapping his wings around me before we hit the
sand beach of the island. I held onto my stomach tightly not wanting to go
through another miscarriage scare again, I didn't want to go through the pain
again.
As soon as I opened my eyes I gasped, no NO!
"Hello Hiccup, remember me?"
Alvin the treacherous.
We were surrounded by Outcast left and right, I cursed under my breath, I
thought Alvin was on our side, we made peace years ago but now?
"Alvin." I whispered.
He sneered at me and kneeled down in front of me and Toothless"How's the little
Beserker whore doing hmm?" He called me."A few little birds told me you've been
spreading your legs for Dagur?" He then took his meaty hand and cupped my
cheek, I quickly pulled away from him, wanting to spit in his face, I was no
one's whore, let alone Dagur's.
Alvin then got up and turned to his men."Take them to the cells, I'll deal with
them later." He then gave us one last look."Once Dagur shows up to come for his
whore, that's when will attack."
***** Chapter Fifteen *****
Chapter Summary
     Things are going to get real in this chapter! Prepare yourselves you
     guys, this chapter is going to contain some heartbreak, like I said
     something much worse was going to happen sooner or later, and now is
     the perfect time!
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Fifteen
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
Me and Heather were both stuffed in a cramp dark cell, Toothless and WindShear
were both locked away. Tiredness was eating away at me, I told Heather to get
some rest, there was no point in trying to escape, she only nodded and tried to
lay down for the night in our cold little cell. I couldn't sleep, I say up and
watched Heather toss and turn a few times before finally settling down in the
mixture of hay and dirt, letting the sleep take her, my mind was still racing,
I still couldn't sleep until the weight under my eyes finally got to me.
After a few hours I decided to lay down in my makeshift of a bed, parts of my
body was starting to ached again. I wanted to be warm, I wanted to go home and
be with my dad and back on Berk, just to be safe and sound.
Then my thoughts went back to Dagur again, I couldn't get parts of him out of
my head, the way his arms wrapped around my waist, to his rough lips touching
my neck while I slept.
I suddenly snapped my mind out of it, this was crazy I was losing my mind,
Dagur is the reason why I am in this mess. He should be that last person to be
thinking about, after everything he did to me, after he raped me and beat me,
forcing me with child and much more. But at least I had a warm bed and not a
cold dark cell, but at least I had Heather by my side, one of my closest
friends with me,she was the only person that knows I'm even alive.
Would Dagur even know I'm here? he would eventually.
Word would soon spread, or Alvin would send a message to him, either surrender
in order for the safe return of me and Heather, or like always Dagur would
start a war, and me and Heather both knew how this was going to go down, Dagur
wants Alvin dead more than anything. This is crazy, this is going to get us
both killed, Alvin was going to make us suffer, either kill us or our dragons
first. I knew Alvin was shady, but I didn't think he would betray us like this.
I was never on Dagur's side, I never wanted to be for god's sake! Even if I
tried to explain this to Alvin he wouldn't listen to me, he already took us and
locked us away until Dagur shows up in exchanged for our freedom and Dagur
being taken as Alvin's prisoner again. But I knew Dagur was going to come up
with some sort of scheme that would end up with something terrible happening to
me or Heather, but then again I think I rather be trapped in here then back
with Dagur.
But now I don't know where Toothless is at, was he tied up in the same way he
was last time we were here? I hope he was okay.
There were guards everywhere I looked, Alvin was making sure this time no one
escaped this time, he was going to use me in any way just to get back at Dagur,
even if it means I have to suffer for what he did back then, but I wasn't the
one trying to kill Alvin, it was all on Dagur, him, the Skrill, everything.
 The morning soon came, the sound of keys woke me up, a large Outcast warrior
opened it, grabbing me harshly and dragging me away before I could let out a
word, Heather could only watch me being dragged away."Alvin wants to see you."
Is all the man said to me.
Alvin was waiting for me in his great hall, looking over the map of the
berserker island, once he saw me he smiled darkly like always.
He walked over to me."Hello HIccup, had a nice sleep?"
I was pushed towards him."Oh yeah it was great, you really outdid yourself with
guards this year."
He let out a low chuckle, then slamming his massive hand on my back."You
haven't changed one bit." But then he got serious."Now tell me boy, where is
Dagur?"
I gulped for a second."Back on the beserker island." I whispered."That was the
last time I saw him before I escaped."
"That's what I thought." He then leaned in, looking deep into my eyes."How do I
know he's not on his way right now then hmm?, I know he's quite fond of you,
word has spread about you and him."
I could feel my face heat up."I'm not with him I swear, he kidnapped me, he..."
I shook my head."I'm not working with him Alvin, I just want to leave with
Heather and our dragons that's all I want." 
Alvin looked at me for a few more seconds."As soon as Dagur shows up I'll
echange you both for him and his armada."
I got nervous when I heard that."What if he doesn't surrender then?" I asked.
He let out a another low laugh."Then it's going to cost him." That comment made
my heart sink even further, Alvin didn't care about me or my safety or keeping
us alive, it was all going to come down whether Dagur would surrender or not to
Alvin.
"Take him back to his cell." He said to me before I was dragged away again, I
still had more questions, where was Toothless? What was Alvin going to do to
us? How long was it going to take for Dagur to get here and to come get us? Or
were we all just going to die because of him? Then my thoughts went back to the
baby, I kept looking down at my flat stomach, almost cradling it with care,
afraid I was going to lose it again. 
 Heather was waiting for me, peeking through the thick bars of the cell, I was
thrown back in landing in the soft hay as Heather quickly got back to me."Are
you okay Hiccup? They didn't hurt you did they?" She asked me all worriedly
searching my body for any sort of wound, I shook my head no and told her I was
fine, she then looked down back at my stomach and turned back to me and
whispered."Is... is the baby okay too?"
I shrugged a bit."Yeah, Alvin never did anything, he just talked and that's
it."
 "That's it?, what did he have to say?"
"Not much, as soon as Dagur shows up Alvin said he would let us go." I said
laying back down in the hay, snuggling back up in the corner.
She looked almost confused."And he's sure that Dagur is going to just show up
and surrender?" That was the plan in a nutshell, all we could do was wait this
thing out, but I couldn't wait I just wanted to get us both out of here, Alvin
wasn't going to hurt us... right? He wasn't just going to kill us if Dagur
dosen't show up here. Plus we didn't know how many men Dagur was going to
bring, Dagur could easily out number Alvin with his army of Beserkers. Alvin's
dragon was nowhere to be seen, his ground splitter along with her offspring, I
guess she was safely hidden away so we couldn't escape, no chance of us getting
away this time.
Then Dagur would take me back with him, locking me back up in that house of
horrors, I didn't want to go back there not with him. I refuse to go back to
Dagur or the Beserker island, I want to go home even if it's under the Grimborn
brother's control, I'll figure something out I just need a little time. Once me
and Heather get out of here i can figure out a plan, maybe bust my father and
friends out with a little help, that is if there alive.
"I guess that's the plan, either that or we're screwed." I said with doubt.
"I'm not going out without a fight." Heather said back, laying back down
getting ready to go back to sleep, that was all we could do was sleep away the
day until something good or bad to happen to us.
"I know, but we really don't have much of a choice Heather, not unless you have
a plan to escape."
I curled up against the wall, both of my hands covering my flat belly, how was
I going to explain this to my dad? How was he going to react to me being with
child by our enemy? Was he going to force me to get rid of it? Give me
something to force the abortion of my baby? I doubt he was going to be
supportive of this, and neither will the others about this. Astrid would never
touch me again, thinking I'm some sort of freak or weakling, I wasn't perfect
for her anymore, I was just some...some whore, I was filthy and disgusting,
nothing worth living for.
But I did have something to live for,this baby. 
Even if my dad does hate me after this then I'll just leave and take Toothless
and the baby with me, just the three of us. We would live off the grid or some
sort of island out there, without anyone knowing of us, no one to judge me or
look at me with disgust, I could be free of all of this. No one has to know
about this, if Alvin let's us go then I could just pack up all my stuff and
leave. But I couldn't just abandon my father and friends, I had to save them
first, then leave, forever.
Tears started to leave from my eyes, emotions were eating at me, burning me
from the inside out, I missed be warm I miss having a nice warm bed. I missed
waking up to a nice clean room, I miss having Toothless right to me by my bed
side every day I would give anything just to have my old life back before any
of this mess happened. Now I was trapped again, with nowhere to go and no one
to help us in need,I was scared of what my future might be, will I even be
alive by then?
Part of me kept thinking I was going to die here, or later on when I would have
to deal with the pain of childbirth, how was I going to do all this by myself?
I don't think Heather is going to want to help me out on this one, I know she
wants to support me and all, but I don't want it. I just want to be left alone
in this world just me Toothless and this baby and nothing else but that, If I
was going to make it out of this alive I can't be putting her in danger, I've
already done that before and at the end it's always my fault.
My stomach started to growl, we haven't eaten anything since we go here, I
needed food.
But I couldn't just get up and go get something, that was one of the nice
things about Dagur was him bringing me something to eat, wanting the baby to
grow up big and strong so he wouldn't have to worry about me, I was still
skinny as a stick, ribs poking out as my cheeks were getting howl, eyes more
sunken in now without getting a good night of sleep.
 I tried my best to ignore the hunger baiting at me, this little one was going
to be just as stubborn as I was, that made me almost laugh, another little me
running around would be nice to have, seeing a smaller version of myself and
unfortunately Dagur combined into one, I kept wondering if it was a boy or a
girl? I preferred either, as long as it's healthy and raised properly, then it
will be fine...I hope.
I didn't want another little Dagur running around, I didn't want to give birth
to a future murder or rapist, I held back a sob, no I was going to raise this
baby the best way I can, teach them to love and not hate, no revenge or anger.
I prayed silently to every god I could think of to give me some sort of
miracle, something good to come out of all of this, besides becoming a mother.
Morning soon came again, but this time there was a guard throwing out bread to
the other prisoners, feeding time for us.
Heather was once again awake, she didn't look too good either, she either
looked very sick or just tired. Two stale loaves of bread were thrown our way,
Heather tossed me my chunk and within minutes it was gone, it was stale with a
few pieces of mold in it. I almost gagged at the sight of it, I had to pick the
parts of it out if I was going to stay alive for the both of us. Heather barely
touched her's, she saw me eyeing her piece and smiled tiredly."Here." She said
softly.
I thanked her and scarfed it down like some sort of animal, feel greedy or
being so hungry. I never thought I would ever be so hungry after all the
vomiting and passing out, now all I wanted was a hot bath and a warm bed with
furs next to a fire. But that wasn't happening anytime soon, Dagur was going to
wait this out until one of us was dead or worse.
It felt like it was getting colder down here, I tried burying my way in the
thick mass of dry hay, but nothing seemed to work.
"You okay?" Heather asked while trying to comfort me.
"No, I'm just so cold right now." I whispered.
"Here, let me help you Hiccup." She then placed herself next to me, trying her
best to heat me up with her own body. Her skin was soft to the touch, her hands
wrapped around my waist and pulling me close, the same way Dagur used to do
with me.Part of me wanted to jump and yell in horror, but I soon relaxed, tried
thinking I was still with Astrid in a nice warm island in the middle of the
beach and not a care in the world.
But that was never going to happen again,it was like I was trying to put armor
around my entire body, not letting no one in to help me, hiding all my emotions
and how I really feel, but I felt numb.
Soon some of the heat was starting to come back, but not in my right foot, it
felt like a block of ice when trying to move it. But this was as good as it was
going to get for us, at least I had someone to try to keep me alive.
"Thanks Heather." I turned my head, not looking at her.
"No problem." She whispered back, still not letting go of me. I felt some sort
of comfort in her, so far Heather was the only person making me feel safe. we
were going to be stuck here for weeks on end.
Or so I thought.
Then we heard a loud thud in the back, making us shoot right back up, Heather
ran over towards the cell bars, as soon as she did that she quickly back away
from them, as if she was looking at a monster staring right back at her I back
up towards the wall expecting the worse and it happened. I managed to find a
rock hidden under the dirt and hay and braced myself, until I saw a pair of
dark green eyes.
"You." Heather sneered.
"Hello sister." Dagur greeted darkly.
I dropped the rock onto the ground and back up, wanting to crawl in the nearest
darkest black hole I could find, but no
He then eyes me for a second."Hello my lovely, missed me?" He asked expecting
me to jump in his arms, but I shot a glare at him.
"Stay the Hell away from me!" I yelled.
He sighed in anger."Come on I'm here to break you both out." He then managed to
unlock the cell door, causing my knees to go weak when he stepped in, holding
his hand out for mine."Please Hiccup, just come back to me, please?" NO I
wasn't going back to him, even if I am carrying his baby I wasn't going to let
him have it, I had to protect us both from him.
I slapped his hand away."Never." I then dashed away from him, running through a
thick tunnel as Dagur screamed at me to come back to him, but I didn't look
back. I had to find our dragons and fast before Alvin get's to me first. 
Then I found them."Toothless." I cried out sliding past the iron rods and
running up to him, pulling the muzzle of of him.
"Hiccup!" It was Heather calling out to me.
"Down here!" I cried out, trying to get the bindings off of him as fast as I
could, my hands were shaking like crazy the entire time, I had stopped for a
few seconds and come back to it.
She managed to find us in time."Wind Shear!" She called out."Oh gods I'm so
happy to be-" But then her voice cut off before she could get the next couple
of wrods out.
I shot back up and saw a spot blood forming at her chest where her heart would
be, I almost dropped to the floor when she gasped and looked down, a sword had
been stabbed right through her without even seeing it coming. I cried out."NO!"
After that she feel to the ground, then I heard a laugh, a dark sinister
laughing from above me.
"I told you not to escape didn't I?" Alvin leaned over us as I held Hether in
my arms, gasping for breaths as she bleed out in my arms. I looked back down at
the dark haired beauty in my arms, clasping for life, soon her eyes started to
droop as she stopped struggling after a few seconds, her blood was spilled all
over her chest and breast, almost staining her pure white skin, she was dead.
I let out a scream, clutching her in my arms, almost rocking her. No this
wasn't happening, one of my last friends I had was dead, and all because of me,
for the last couple of years I known her,years of being friends and she was
going out like this, killed from a sword to the back, all the way up to her
heart. I couldn't live with myself, I never wanted her to die, she was one of
the only good things I had left.
"Say goodbye Hiccup." Alvin said before swinging his sword.
I was ready to die today, I could be forgiven in the afterlife.
But again the gods always play cruel tricks on me.
Before I could die I heard a cry of despair, I managed to look up and see Dagur
with a clutch of Beerkers behind him, and when he saw me with his sister dead
in my arms and Alvin holding the bloodied sword...all Hell was getting ready to
break lose right in front of me, Dagur charged right before Alvin could do
anything to me, they both got tackled to the throwing punches and low blows at
each other.
Dagur got on top of him, strangling him while looking deep into his eyes."YOU
SON OF A BITCH!" He yelled out."YOU KILLED MY FUCKING SISTER YOU BASTARD!" He
continued to strangle him, but Alvin wasn't going down that easy, he grabbed a
rock and bashed it against Dagur's head, causing him to tumble to the ground.
Dagur's warriors surrondeded us, swords and spears ready to fight Alvin head
on, but I had other plans.
Once Alvin was on top of Dagur, I looked back down at the sword on the ground,
without even warning I grabbed it, it was still coated in Heather's blood,
tears were coming down at me like a waterfall, I wanted to die, I wanted to
take Heather's place, but I could still dow one thing though.
"I'll rip you apart you Beserker piece of thrash!"Alving said as Dagur tried to
break free, his face was turning pale from lack of breath. My hands were
shaking as I picked it up and turned back to Alvin.
"Alvin." I stood right behind him before running the sword into his shoulder,
he cried out in sheer pain, getting ready to attack me now.
He turned a blind eye for a second, Dagur managed to get a hand free and
punched him in the face, breaking his nose, blood pouring out of it. Dagur then
grabbed his sword from his waist, taking it and running it through his
stomach."Burn in Hell you fat bastard." Pushing the grown man off of him.
"Let's go." He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back while the men were
gother Toothless and wind shear, Dagur then walked over and looked at his once
living little sister, I could see nothing but pain in his eyes, I felt terrible
for him. He then picked her up and head back towards the ships, the entire
island was being burned to the ground, everyone was dead on this small dark
island, nothing will be left of it.Dagur didn't speak a single word to me,
making me even more scared of what could happen later to me, he was in a rage,
one that he probably won't come out of for a long time.
I looked back at it one last time before loading up on the ship, I felt nothing
but dread when I came back on, Dagur was nowhere to be found on the deck, one
of the men stood next to me, trying to comfort me some how, but I was silent
the entire night. No one knew I was pregnant yet, besides Heather who was now
gone, and Dagur already knows and wants this baby more then anything now, but
now he was probably going to blame me for all of this, and I don't blame him
one bit.I placed my hand on my belly again, feel ashamed, I no longer felt
hungry or cold, night was already here so I looked up at the stars, wanting a
sign of something good to happen, but there was at least one good thing to
happen out of all this.
No more Alvin and the Outcast, some relief came to me, but with a cost.
Heather was gone and she was never coming back to us, and it was all my fault.
***** Chapter Sixteen *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello my babies I have returned with another heart breaking chapter
     for you all! This one I'm gonna try to make a little long then just
     4,000 words, I'll try my best LOL, and give Dagur and Hiccup's
     relationship a little more development in the process. Hiccup is
     still scraed being around Dagur after the loss of Hether, fearing he
     might snap, or just go flat out Berserk LOL
     Also I want to know what you guys want the gender of the baby to be,
     boy or girl? Feel free to give me a answer in the comments or pm me!
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Sixteen
                                 I Own Nothing
 The entire trip home was silent as the dead, Dagur was nowhere to be seen.
I was out on the front deck, looking out into the deep blue sea, the sky was
dark and shined with stars. I couldn't sleep again, probably the third night in
row I could not fall asleep, at least I had my own room for the last couple of
nights, even though it didn't help at all. Dagur hadn't come out since we left
Outcast island, not even to see me, to check if I was okay. And whenever I did
see or heard anything from him, he would be stone cold, as if I wasn't even
here.
I sighed and placed my hand on my stomach."What am I going to do?" I whispered
to the little bump."How are we going to make this work?"
This was all my fault, every time I open my eyes I could see Heather reaching
out to me, covered in blood while looking at me with tearful eyes, begging for
help when Alvin drove his sword into her back, watching her slowly die right
before me. I felt numb, she was dead because of me, all because we were
escaping and trying to get our dragons back, maybe we should have gone with
Dagur? Then maybe she would still be here with us, and not a cold corpse.
Then a felt a small flutter inside of me, catching me off guard, I smiled again
and hoped this baby would come into the world safely.
A cold breeze washed over me, sending chills all over my body, I pulled the the
fur blanket I brought out with me, closer to my skin. I should probably go back
inside, but I didn't want too, I was still scared of being near Dagur, worried
I would run into him in his...state of mind. Even if I did want to leave right
now, I had no idea where Toothless's tail fin was, either back on Outcast
island oe Dagur had it so I wouldn't run away again.
 Then I heard someone coming up behind me, I jumped and quickly turned around
and came into face with one of the guards.
"Dagur wants to see you." He said calmly while placing his hand on my back and
leading me away from the deck, taking me down below where Dagur was. Everything
was quiet the entire way down, I made no eye contact with the man, after a few
minutes we finally reached the final door. I didn't want to go in, I could bare
the thought of it, I kept blaming myself the entire time.
The man opened the door for me and gently pushed me in, before leaving me
alone.
Dagur's back was turned against me, next to him was Heather's body, covered by
a white sheet as he still cradled her in his arms, a small spot of blood was
starting to seep out. I stood where I was, frozen in my place as I watched
Dagur holding his dead sister. My heart still ached for him, even if he is a
crazy mad man, no one deserves to go through this, if this happened to me I
would probably throw myself off a cliff or take an ax to the head.
 After a few minutes of just standing there, Dagur finally moved, turning
around and looking at me. His eyes were red and a little puffy from all the
crying and anger, it looked like he hadn't slept in days, nor eaten or drink
anything, bags were under his eyes, looking right back at me, some anger, some
just sadness. I stepped back from him, afraid he would still attack me, I
didn't have anything to protect me, so I was pretty much helpless.
Then without saying anything Dagur turned away, still holding Heather in his
arms.
Why did he want me down here with him? To make me feel guilty for killing his
sister? If so it was already working for me, I loved Heather as if she was my
sister and here I am looking at her body covered under a pure white sheet while
Dagur clung onto her, as if she was coming back to life.
Then I heard his voice speak out to me."I'm sorry."
I jerked my head back and looked at him."W..what?" I whispered to him.
He still didn't turn back to me, I guess he was telling Heather his final
goodbyes, or so I thought until he said in again, this time looking back at me,
his eyes still tired and weary."I'm sorry Hiccup, I...I never wanted any of
this to happen." He mumbled as he closed his eyes and looked back down at
Heather."She's dead because of me."
"No she's not." I took a step forward."It's my fault Dagur, I should of-"
"NO!" He yelled, causing me to take three steps back, Dagur then pulled away
from the cold body next to him, then taking heavy steps towards me, pressing me
up against the wall, looking deep into my eyes, I could feel his cold dark
green eyes sinking into my soul."I did this Hiccup, I should have protected
you, I shouldn't have let you out of my sight, then none of this wouldn't have
happened." Dagur said coldly, then grabbing my hand tightly.
I was holding my breath the entire time, not knowing how to comfort him.
"I might have failed Heather, but I'm not failing you or this baby." He pulled
me close, burying his head into my hair, kissing it lightly while his other
hand was on my flat stomach,rubbing small circles into it. I know Dagur always
came off as insane and unstable, but here he was showing some real emotions,
but I was still unsure of him, I don't know if I can even help him at this
point, if he really dose lose me then he'll crack and start killing again,
he'll burn villages to the ground and all sorts of chaos will happen.
He held me for a long time, afraid of losing me again, then he pulled away and
grabbed my hand taking us out of the room and into his bed chambers. My heart
started to quicken again, I didn't want to lay with him tonight, not now, just
the thought of him going down on me or touching me again made me squirm, but
ever since my miscarriage scare happened he hasn't touched me ever since that
day, he was take precautions with me, making sure nothing happened to me or his
future with this baby. This was his child too, even though I didn't want it to
be.
He opened the door and led me to the bed, sitting us both down while still
holding onto my hand. Then I felt lips pressed onto mine, slowly traveling down
my neck."I want you." He whispered to me while still kissing my neck, nibbling
on it gently. I was still stiff whenever he did that, but now I was slowly
getting used to it, Dagur trailed my entire body with soft butterfly kisses,
sending chills up my spine, all the hairs were standing up as I felt my groin
getting a bit hard, my face getting flushed again.
Then I felt my pants starting to come undone, Dagur wasn't planning on stopping
on me, he tugged on my shirt and gently pulled it off of me, revealing my top
half making me feel exposed.
He stopped for a second and looked at my bare stomach, looking at it with hope,
but with fear at the same time. He pressed his temple onto my belly, feeling
some sort of connection with the new life growing inside of me, whispering
sweet things to the small bump before going down on me, taking my cock into his
warm mouth, causing my eyes to rolled to the back of my head as he fucked me
with his mouth, I breathed heavily as I laid back down on the bed as Dagur was
giving me head.
I tried to cover my muffled moans, feeling my entire body tighten up with every
time he sucked me harder and harder. I slowly reached down and ran my fingers
through his hair, stroking his thick dark red locks, even though it was still
short on the sides thanks to Alvin for the last couple of years of Hell he ad
been through, every time Dagur would strip I would see all his battle scars,
tattoos and burns from all his time on Outcast island.
Then I finally came into his mouth sucking me dry from all the seed I released
into him. He got on top of me, kissing me deeply and turning me over on my
side, spreading my legs a bit before sticking one of his finger inside of me, I
threw my head back feeling the soft tension in me."Shhh it's okay, it'll feel
good I promise." He continued to gently thrust his finger for a few more
minutes, then he pulled out, getting his large cock ready for me, my heart was
pounding until he grabbed my hips and pushing himself in.
"So tight, so beautiful." He whispered in my ear before kissing my shoulder and
neck, he was starting out slow, as I slowly rocked my hips against his. I
moaned loudly before covering my mouth with embarrassment, Dagur laughed at me
before kissing me again, telling me it was okay to be like that, it was all
natural. Then he started to thrust a little faster against me, picking up on
his speed and making me moan even louder.
 My entire body was covered in beads of sweat, as Dagur held mt by my thin
hips, for a while I had started to forget some of the things had happened. For
once I was starting to feel better, as if I was back at home, I didn't feel
like I was trapped or stuck. 
Soon it was all over, Dagur's hot seed was leaking out of me, after I filled up
to my core. I feel hot, as if I was on fire burning inside of my belly, I was
pulled up to his chest as my head was resting on his shoulder, while his
fingers were running circles on my back.
My eyes started to droop as I feel asleep.
I wasn't on the ship anymore, no I thought "This was a dream" I said, I kept
walking through the forest until I stumbled onto Berk."No..." I mumbled, no
this wasn't real, how did I even get back home? What was going on here? I
thought Berk was taken over and held captive.
"Hiccup." It was my father, his dark grey eyes and dark red beard shined in the
light almost chilling to the sight.
It was almost like some sort of gleam of hope to me, I was finally home safe
and sound, I placed my hand on my stomach and was getting ready to take a step
forward to him, a huge smile on my face just seeing him alive and here.
"D..Dad." I whispered as I was getting ready to run up and hug him, but before
I could do that he pulled out his sword, causing my heart to drop. What was he
doing? Why was he doing this?
"Your a betrayer Hiccup, you spread your legs for that monster, like some sort
of...whore." He stepped closer to me."Now you're carrying his spawn, now I have
to deal with it, then you." He stepped closer to me before I could run someone
had grabbed me, holding me down."NO!" I screamed.
"You're not going anywhere Hiccup." It was Heather, or at least her dead
corpse, her eyes were pure black, the stab wound was still on her chest as
blood was seeping out of it, oozing out all over her chest, turning her pale
tunic dark red.
I was then pushed down on the ground as more people were surrounding me,
calling me names and kicking me, I covered my belly and took each hit the best
I could. That is until my father called them all off, his sword clutched in his
hand tightly."Hold him down."
Then I had four people holding me down, I kept screaming for mercy the entire
time, for my life and for my baby.
"This has to be done now Hiccup." He gave me one last look."I'm sorry son."
Then I felt the sword going right through my hard stomach, cutting me through.
I shot up from the bed screaming bloody murder, Dagur woke up to my cries of
pain, grabbing me tightly as soon as I woke up. He was shocked to see me waking
up crying like his, my face was red as tears were draining from my face."It's
okay Hiccup, it's just a nightmare, just a nightmare." He rocked me back and
forth until I settled down in his strong arms, but I couldn't stop shaking, it
all felt to real, or at least in my head it did, I could still feel the cold
metal going right through me.
"I...I thought." He cut me off before I could finish.
"Shh." He quickly hushed me, not letting me go the entire time."It's all over,
everything is going to be okay, once we get back home things will be back to
normal."
Normal? How so? The berserker island wasn't home yet to me,I felt like stranger
among everyone back there, Savage was still creeping on my about 90 percent of
the time I was around him, once Dagur would leave me with him he would always
look at me with pure lust, but sometimes we could get along, have a nice talk
here and there but that was it, I had no friends what so ever, even when I was
growing up on berk at least I had Gobber and the forge to keep me busy, just
none of it was the same.
After few more minutes of crying I decided to lay back down, the entire time I
laid on top of Dagur his hand on my belly and the other hooked around my
waist."Do you want to talk about it?" He rubbed my shoulder.
I shook my head, afraid to tell him what happened, I really thought I was
getting ready to die, I watched my life being taken away from me in an instant.
I was scared too scared to go back to sleep I didn't want to relive the awful
ordeal again, but eventually I feel asleep and woke up in the same place I woke
up in, Dagur was gone this time and I was all alone, I could feel my stomach
starting to growl again, gods dose this baby think about anything else but
food? I'll probably gain a hundred pounds before I give birth to this baby.
Then in perfect timing Dagur returned with food, he smiled to see that I was
awake."How'd you sleep? Anymore nightmares?" He asked as he sat the food down.
It was a large chicken breast a side with some pickled vegetables. 
"No, I'm okay....really." I tried brushing him off while sinking my teeth into
the chicken.
"We'll be back on the island here in a few hours." He got up and started to get
dressed."Then I'm going to take you to the midwife, make sure you and the baby
will be alright and after that, we're going to a funeral...for Heather." He
said in a lower tone.
I stopped eating and looked at him, he was still torn apart about all of this,I
tried telling him again it wasn't his fault, but he didn't say anything, after
that he left me and went to the top deck, leaving me all alone. once I finished
I got dressed myself and headed out to the deck where Toothless was at. He
rushed over and started licking me, seeing if I was okay."I'm fine bud, no need
to worry." I could feel his nose against my bump, sniffing it."The baby's fine
Toothless."
I looked back out to the sea, slowly making out the large island coming our
way, fog was starting to form slowly, the sky was grey and thick as always the
wind began to blow again, making me feel cold to the touch, Toothless wrapped
his wing around me, keeping me warm until we returned. Dagur soon came up
behind us, catch Toothless off guard as he growled very loudly."Toothless
stop."
"It's okay lizard I just wanted to give Hiccup this." He held out a thick fur
blanket."Can't have the mother of my unborn child freeze to death."
I smiled a bit."Thank you." I took and wrapped myself in it quickly.
We soon pulled up to the deck, Dagur oon led me away with Toothless following
right behind us. Dagur was taking me to the nearest midwife or healer, making
sure there was no distress to me or the unborn child, after the whole Alvin
ordeal. Once we got up the long hill to the healer's hut, the same midwife that
saved me was out doing usual yard work, she looked up and saw us."Oh child, how
are you?"
"I need you to check him, make sure nothing is wrong with babe." Dagur brought
us all inside the hut, leading me to the bed and laying me down.
"What happened?" She asked.
Dagur snorted."I'll explain later, I just need to make sure everything is
fine." He said impatiently, feeling none of this was her concern at all.
She didn't press it any further with us, she check me out, feeling my little
bump and everything else."Nothing seems wrong, the baby is growing just fine,
but you need to put on a little more weight alright?"
I nodded and got off the bed."Thank you." I said to her before leaving with
Dagur.
 We left the small hut and made our way back to the large house, Dagur still
had one of his arms hooked around my small waist, never leaving my side the
entire time we made our way back. Toothless was still upset with being around
Dagur, still having the urge to plasma blast him every so often, I had hush him
and tell him no. I couldn't risk getting us both killed, especially right now
in my, you know, condtion I guess I should say. Having a kid was all too real
for me, I was still having a hard time handling it, what if I was going to be a
bad parent? My dad kind of screw up on me so how could I be any better the he
was with me?
Dagur opened the door for me, letting us both in, the fire welcome me in as I
scurried to the fireplace, trying to get warm. I sat right in front of it,
spreading my hands out to feel the warm embrace of the flames welcoming me in,
Toothless curled right up next to me, as if he was trying to protect me. I was
still surprised that Dagur even let him in here with us, then again he didn't
have his tail fin on so I guess it was alright for Toothless to stay in here.
Then I felt a nudge on my shoulder."Come on, I'm gonna give you a bath." Dagur
then pick me up, not giving me a choice to say I wanted one or not.
"Yay." I rolled my eyes.
"Oh come on, getting a bath with me isn't so bad."
I pouted as we journeyed out to the bath house, the tube was soon filled with
steamy hot water, I stripped of myself of my clothes and hopped in, Dagur soon
followed and got behind me, he started with my shoulders and working his way
down, the smoothness of his rough hands rubbing my shoulders made me relaxed,
leaning back into him, I couldn't remember what happened next, I think I feel
asleep in the middle of it, the nightmare kept me up for a couple of hours,
Dagur must of finished me up after this because the next thing I know I was in
a soft warm bed with thick arms wrapped around me, I looked around for a minute
as Dagur was snoring a bit with me in a grip lock, I sighed and snuggled right
up to his chest. 
***** Chapter Seventeen *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello my babies I know it's been awhile since I've updated but I hear
     and back again, if you guys love Dagcup then check out my new one
     called My Enemy My Love, which it will have mpreg in it too LOL I'm
     still stuck on deciding the gender for the baby and I still need some
     help with that XD So feel free to drop a comment to let me know what
     you want it to be! But I think I might make the baby in this a girl,
     I don't know I'm still debating o what I want it to be, I don't want
     to do twins because I feel like it's already been done.
                                 Forever Mine
                               Chapter Seventeen
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
Four months have passed since the death of Heather, Dagur was working on his
problems with his anger while attending to me. He's been making some progress
over the time, he was becoming more patient with me and with some of his
people, Savage was starting to lay off. News of me becoming pregnant spread
like wildfire, gifts would come to the doorstep on a daily basis. Every time
dagur would open the door something would be there for me or the baby, some
were toys or clothes for me or the unborn baby growing inside of me, I would
smile and pile them up.
Most of the villagers were kind to me, since I was the one keeping Dagur at
bay, trying to help with his anger and killing issues. Heather was the main
issues of his pain, I kept telling him it wasn't his fault. I would tell him
stories of his sister, telling him she would still love him even now, even if
she did really hate him, she was still her brother after all. The funeral took
place on the beach, Dagur and some of his men were gathered with bows and
arrows, Dagur lit the first arrow as Heather's funeral pyre was cast out to
sea, leaving a tinted glow in the ocean. Dagur didn't speak after that, but he
came around putting his focus on me and the baby until the birth.
While we waited Dagur had some of his men clean out a room for the baby, the
crib was set up, still drying from the new coats of paint I laid on it. It was
Dagur's when he was little, thankfully it was still in one piece for the time
being.
I sat on the edge of the bed sewing something for the baby, it was a tiny pale
blue dragon with button eyes, trying to make it look similar to the one my
mother made for me when I was born, except my was a pale green, I was almost
finished with the eyes until the door came swinging open, I looked up and saw
Dagur with something in his hands. He smiled at me when he saw me, most of his
hair was starting to grow out, not enough to braid it yet, but it was getting
there, his scars are still there and always will be.
"We got another gift for the baby." He sat down to show me, it was a pure white
fur blanket.
I ran my hand through it, feeling the soft fur.
He put it down beside the crib, along with a small mountain of toys and other
things ready for the baby."These villagers are spoiling this baby rotten
already." I smirked, looking at all the things this baby was going to have.
Dagur sat down right next to me, putting his hand on my stomach, rubbing small
circles into it while planting his lips onto my forehead."Not if I can help
it."
I looked down at my small bump feeling some of the movements inside of me, I
kept wondering what the gender would be. Part of me wanted a girl, maybe
bringing a little girl into the world would soften up Dagur, we still haven't
thought of names yet. I wanted to name if a girl after my mother, Valka, a
boy...well I don't really know about that one. I snuggled a little bit closer
to Dagur, wanting to feel warm,I was still scared of how I was going to bring a
baby into this world, how hard could it really be?
That snapped me back into reality, looked how great I turned out, I was the
little Hiccup no one wanted around.
"Hey." Dagur cupped my chin."What's wrong?"
I shook my head."Nothing." I whispered trying to turn.
Then I felt his full hand on my face, fearing I was getting ready to be
slapped, but instead warm lips pressed onto mine. After I melted into his lip
lock he pulled away from me, stroking my cheek.
"You're not a very good liar Hiccup." He arched a brow at me.
I placed my hand over my face, feeling ashamed."I'm still not ready for this
baby."
He frowned a bit, then pulled me close to him, trying to make it okay for me,
knowing I was still scared. There were still times I was still afraid of Dagur,
even when we... do it, I still hesitate at some points with him, I still get
flashbacks, or even nightmares of him pinning me down, raping me like he did
back on the ship or on the beach, I could still hear the ripping sound of the
dress and him hitting me, choking me out until got what he wanted.
The Skrill was still locked up tight, Dagur didn't want me near it until the
baby is born, he didn't want to cause another miscarriage scare. I could still
see the look on his face, the look of fear and shame written all over his face
when he almost caused the death of our unborn, I would still cling onto my
small belly, sometimes thinking this wasn't real half the time, as if it was
still one big nightmare and I would soon wake up from it, in my bed with my dad
and friends gathered all around me, but it was no dream.
Dagur rested his forehead against mine."Will get through this." He kissed my
forehead, giving it a small peak."I promise."
"We have no idea what the Hell were doing." I shook my head.
Dagur shrugged."It can't be that hard."
I looked at him all skeptic."Have you ever babysitted before?" I doubt any
smart parent would let Dagur watch their children, any sane parent wouldn't.
"Uhh no." He said back with a low tone."You?"
I shook my head again."No, I was always stuck in a forge or at home." I never
really had any experience with younger children, Gustav was a pain to deal
with, but was a good kid with good intentions, too bad he was reckless and
looked up to my cousin Snotlout like the gullible idiot he was, I could never
understand how he could look up to him, I know he wanted to become a rider just
like us, but he was still too young to become one of us. My heart ached when I
thought of my cousin, I wish we would have gotten along when were younger, it
all started when we were five, just going up against each other as if we were
born enemies.
My heart ached even more I thought about my home on Berk, I missed my hut I
missed my father the most. The only thing keeping me sane is Toothless, just
seeing him just wanted me to jump on his back and never look back, but I
couldn't Dagur was still hiding his tail fin from me, I don't even know if I
can even fly in my condition right now, I wasn't too big just yet I still had
at least five more months to go before I can do anything again.
"Don't worry so much, will figure it out." He sounded so sure, but I was still
afraid.
But I sat there and nodded at him, deciding to lay down in bed, cuddling up in
the furs and just wanting to sleep all day...again, sleeping and eating was the
only thing I was interested in nowadays, sometimes Toothless would come up and
cuddle up with me and just sleep, I wouldn't go outside too often, but I was
still welcomed among the villagers as if I was one of them, but I was still shy
and kept to myself and inside with just Toothless and Dagur.
I felt Dagur's hand going through my hair slowly soothing me."We're gonna get
through this Hiccup, we're gonna be the best parents for this baby." He peck me
on the cheek, I want to believe that, I want us to be good parents for this
baby. But I don't know how to be a mother myself, the only thing I can do is
try I guess, but that still didn't feel like enough. I didn't even know if I
would be strong enough to take of a baby, especially Dagur's.
 Toothless soon poked his head through the door, walking over to me and licking
my hand, he would always curl up with me, sniffing my baby bump. He would still
growl at Dagur, not letting him hurt me, I mean he hasn't since almost had my
miscarriage way back, things have been okay so far, Dagur hasn't tried to hurt
Toothless for anyone for the last couple of months. Things have been a little
easier for us, but it still didn't feel like home, home is where my friends and
family are, this place was so cold, so lifeless. Sure people were acting kind,
but it was all just an act, I don't know how to fit in with them, maybe when I
go back to dragon training, but after that then what then?
I was going to become a mother, my hands would be full with a newborn baby,
Dagur was chief but tries making time for me when he can, but the village
already had it's problems, so I was stuck at home, just doing random things to
pass the time, either cooking cleaning a bit or doing stuff for the babies
room. Sometimes I would just walk in and sit in the rocking chair, holding my
stomach and wait for Dagur to come home, being in the nursery would calm me
down, giving me hope.
The cradle was repainted, the skrill was painted purple while all the outside
of it was painted a dark green, giving it a little piece of each of us,
something to remind me of what this baby will be coming from of us.
"Mgh." I felt a sudden kick.
I looked down at my swollen stomach, each kick and tug made this even more real
for me, I was scared but I was slowly falling more in love with this baby, at
first I didn't want it, but now I regret saying those words the only good thing
coming out of this is this baby.
I felt another kick."Your gonna drive me crazy sweetling." I whispered placing
my hand where I felt the sudden movement.
I smiled I knew this little one was going to be like more, or more like Dagur.
After a little while my stomach started to growl again."You're hungry again?" I
looked down, I sighed and got up with Toothless right next to me, stepping down
the stairs making my way back to the kitchen, I didn't know when Dagur would be
back, sometimes minute, hours even, I guess he was more relaxed with me being
alone in the house. I entered the kitchen and made myself a sandwich and giving
Toothless a salmon for lunch, we both sat down and had our meal.
After I got my fill I wanted to go outside, hesitating at first. Dagur was
still limiting on what I was still allowed to do, I was only allowed outside if
he was with me, what am I supposed to do then? maybe if I only went out for a
few minutes he wouldn't mind, would he? I took in a deep breath and opened the
front door."Let's get some fresh air bud." I took a step out, snow was starting
to fall already, coating the entire place in a thick blanket of snow, I
shivered at the sudden cold.
Some people were out and about, shoveling snow out of the streets, we both kept
walking wondering if Dagur was in the great hall again, discussing business as
always, trying to take over another tribe or invade for more troops, gaining
more gold and allies since all the outcast are dead. Some people smiled and
waved at me, I smiled back shyly and kept walking, some of these men were put
on outcast island because of me, some were still pissed, but Dagur made sure no
one touched me, since I was carrying "the future of the berserkers." Soon the
great hall came into my view outside of it was the one and only."Savage." I
whispered.
I wondered what he was doing out here by himself, he was usually by Dagur's
side, I slowly approached him and he smiled at me."Hiccup." He greeted me, then
looked down at my belly."Well aren't you just glowing?"
I blushed a little, patting it a bit."Yeah I guess you could say that."
His face then got serious."What are you doing out here by yourself? Does Dagur
know?" He looked around almost afraid he was going to pop out of nowhere.
"No, he doesn't know I'm out here, but I got Toothless with me." I looked down
at him giving me a slobbery smile.
"Hiccup, you should really turn back now, Dagur is in an important meeting
right now." He grabbed my shoulder."He doesn't want you and the baby out here."
He then started to lead me back to the house."Please just let me take you back
before he comes out."
I pulled away from."I'm fine Savage, I just wanted to get some air."
"Well you got some, now let's go before you get sick, it's not good for you to
be out here in your condition."
"Savage." I moaned in defeat as he started to lead me back to the house."You
don't have to babysit me all the time."
He sighed."I have to, otherwise Dagur will have my ass."
I laughed for once, I don't know why that made me laugh out of all the
things."I'm sorry I shouldn't be..."
"Oh no it's okay, it's good to see you smile...for once." He looked back down
at the snowy ground."How's the baby?" He asked looking back down at my belly.
"Growing strong and kicking me every second it gets, I think this one will be
more like it's father." I rubbed the top of my stomach."I think it might be a
girl." I turned back to face him."if it's a girl I was thinking, maybe we could
name her...after Heather." I said softly.
Savage nodded."I think Dagur would like that a lot, he's calmed down a bit
since...well you know, but he's still going to war with the other tribes you
know, it might not be safe for you and the baby here." He led me to the front
porch.
"So what are you saying? I can't just get up and leave Savage." I threw my arms
around my chest, feeling the cold around me. Savage took quick notice and took
his fur cloak off, wrapping it around me."Thank you." I whispered.
He looked down for a moment."I can help you Hiccup."
I looked at him shocked, not understanding what he meant."What? How?"
He got closer to me, almost touch my face." I know where Dagur is hiding
Toothless's missing tail fin, I can give it to you Hiccup." He then grabbed on
of my cold hands, holding it close to his chest." I can set you free, you don't
have to live here with Dagur anymore, no more rape, no more of him tormenting
you."
"W..Why are you doing this for me? Why?" I asked him, not knowing what he could
want. I didn't know what to say to him, was this all a trap?, or was this real?
No I didn't believe him I backed up pulling away from him."No this all a trap,
I don't know what to say, how can I trust you?"
"This isn't a trap, I don't want to be Dagur's puppet anymore." He explained,
looking at me with pain in his eyes from all the years of abuse."Please...just
think about for a while...please." He pleaded with me, placing his hand on my
cheek before leaving me alone on the front porch with Toothless, I sighed not
knowing what to do, or what to say. I looked back down at Toothless with the
same confused look I didn't know how to even start, Was Savage really telling
me the truth? No I can't trust him.
Another cold chill send shivers down my spine and I quickly went back inside
and closing the door behind us. Going back to the fire to warm myself back up,
wrapping my hands around my baby bump and huddling right in front of the
flames, Toothless wrapped his wing around me."Thanks bud." I whispered.
A couple of minutes later the front door swung open, I quickly turned around
and saw Dagur coming through the door and looking down at us."Are you alright?
One of my men saw you outside with Toothless." He said calmly.
I shifted a bit."No, I'm okay, I just wanted to go outside for a little while,
Savage was outside the great hall, he saw me and brought me back home." I
snuggled in deeper into the thick black fur.
"He didn't say anything to you didn't he?" He leered in.
I shook my head."No? Tell me what? What's going on Dagur?"
Dagur calmed down and shook his head."Nothing, just nothing to worry about." He
walked over and wrapped one arm around me, kissing me on the lips."You're
freezing."
"I'm fine Dagur."
He picked me up."Come on, let's go get something to eat." Taking back to the
kitchen."I'll make you my special Beserker chicken." He said with a smile, that
was one of the good things about Dagur, he knew how to cook and keep me and the
baby healthy.
While I watched Dagur cook I was peeling some potatoes and thinking, was Savage
really trying to help me? Maybe he really did need my help. He's been under
Alvin's thumb for god knows how many years, then he got stuck being with Dagur,
like me. This might be my only chance to really get away, once and for all, but
where would we go? Berk was out of the question for now, or at least until I
figure out how to get rid of the grimborn brothers, which could take forever if
just us. There has to be a way to break my dad and friends out, there just has
to be.
But I was still carrying Dagur's baby, our baby. He was starting to change,
maybe this could work out, maybe we could make something out of this, I know it
awful but it's just...different, but it's so wrong he kidnaped me, he raped me
and almost killed me, now here I am playing house and mother to his unborn
child. I don't even know if I'm falling for him, am I? Do I love Dagur? I don't
know, I don't know how to tell him, and if I really do love him, then are we
really going to get married? That made my stomach drop to the floor, I don't
know if I'm ready for that just yet, having a baby was already scary enough,
maybe later down the line when I'm ready.
Soon dinner was ready, Dagur was pretty much feeding an army with just us two
here. I had a whole breast and leg and took it down in seconds, sometimes I
wonder if I was eating for three instead of two, after dinner we both cleaned
up, I decided to walk back to the fire, warming myself back up. Dagur sat right
beside me and put his hands on my belly, rubbing small circles into it and
kissing the top of it lovingly, talking to it.
Then a soft flutter was felt, Dagur almost jumped at amazement."That's my
little warrior in there." He cooed."And if anyone tries to hurt you, Daddy will
turn there bones into dust." that comment caused me to go pale, he looked back
up and kissed me again, nuzzling my nose.
"You're never gonna let anything happen to her?" I arched a brow.
He smired when he heard me calling the baby a her."You really think it's a
girl?"
I nodded."Yeah, I have a feeling it might be."
He looked back down and kissed my belly again."Then she's gonna be a daddy's
girl then."
"And what dose that make me?"
He looked confused."Well the mother duh?" He pulled me close."You're the one
that's going to be giving birth in the first place so...." He trialed off.
I sighed."I guess I'll have to get used to being called mom all the time." I
laid against his chest."I think she's going to be more like you."
He placed his hand on top of mine, feeling the little feet kicking away at
me."No, she's going to be just like you." He wrapped his other arm around my
shoulder, holding me closer to his chest."She's going to be smart and perfect,
just like you."
I never thought I would hear Dagur say something like that to me, I blushed and
some how managed the words."Thanks." Maybe Dagur was really coming around, he
doesn't want to lose me, or am I just losing my mind because I have been stuck
here for five months now. I don't know what to do anymore, part of me still
wants to leave with Savage, the other part of me wants to stay here, but why? 
One day I will go home.
***** Chapter Eighteen *****
Chapter Summary
     Okay this chapter is going to contain a lot of DagCup and sex, so
     just the warning, also another warning for some fluff as well!
                                 Forever Mine
                               Chapter Eighteen
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
The snow had gotten much worse over the last couple of weeks, the food stock
was starting to get lower since word of the berserkers had spread all over.
Dagur kept telling me there was a shipment of yaks coming in soon, but fishing
was the worse since the entire place was covered in ice. I had to keep track of
putting wood in the fireplace otherwise the whole house would freeze up,
Toothless would try wrapping me up in his wings as I snuggled up in furs.
Since the snow was coming down harder, Dagur had been making more time for us
and the baby, my back was starting to ache more than ever and my feet were
starting to swell, so I was pretty much sitting most of the time without
getting up. I was almost seven months along only two more months and I'll have
a tiny little babe swaddled in my arms, I really wanted a girl but if dose turn
out to be a boy I would still love him no matter what. But I still had fears I
would go into early labor and give birth to a runt, I wouldn't know how Dagur
would react, part of me fear he would kill it and just start over again.
Sometimes I would start getting contractions only lasting a few minutes, the
first time I thought Dagur was going to have a heart attack after seeing me in
pain. The midwife had to explain this would happen sometime during the end of
the pregnancy, or at least until I go into labor. Toothless was still playing
his role as my protector, but we missed flying so much, but I could barely pull
myself up with my huge belly in the way.
A shot of pain raced up my back again, I sighed and took in a breath."Oh god
when are you coming out?" I whispered while resting a hand on my stomach.
Then a soft kick was a response to my question, I couldn't help but smile
again.
Suddenly the door swung open, snow and wind howling through the room, sending
chills through my body as it quickly closed. Dagur was wrapped up in his black
fur cloak along with his old helmet on, the scars were starting to fade as time
went on."Bloody Hell it's freezing outside." He walked over and pressed his
cold lips against my warm face as his hand cupped my face."Is your back still
hurting?"
I slowly nodded."It hurts so much."
He took my lips and captured them."I'll fix a nice hot bath then."
I smiled as he helped me up on my feet, helping me to the bath house, the cold
wind stung my entire face and hands, it was like I was being pricked with
needles all over me, all I could want is the warmth. Soon we were inside ou
private bath house as the hot water greeted us, Dagur gently peeled my clothes
off and settled me in, Dagur soon stripped himself and joined in wrapping his
arms around my chest while kissing my forehead and neck.
The steam made my body settle down, the ache in my back was starting to feel a
bit better the more of the hot water flooded through my flesh. Then one of
Dagur's rough hands moved to my stomach, my hand slowly inched to his as he
took my hand and rested in on top of mine.
"You ready for this?" I looked up at him."You know a baby changes a lot of
things?"
"I'm happy about this, I'm ready for this." He pressed his head against my
neck, feeling his teeth nibbling on it.
I sunk into the water a little deeper, the water almost up to my shoulders, I
wish I could be in this hot water, my body no longer ached from the weight of
the baby bump as I kept laying against Dagur's chest. I could feel myself
slowly falling asleep but kept my eyes opened the entire time. I grabbed the
small bar of pink soap and start to scrub shoulders and chest, making small
circles in them before Dagur took the soap away, taking care of my back.
My feet were still killing me, it was like there were sitting on hot glass and
getting ready to bust. I guess I'll probably have to put some ice on it later
after I'm done bathing, the warm water made the baby settle down for a little
while, maybe she was taking a nap. Sometimes she would wake up in the middle of
the night, either sitting my bladder or just kicking me for fun.
Then I felt a sudden pain."Ngh!" I shot up clutching my belly again, it felt
like lighting going across my stomach.
"Hiccup! Whoa whoa it's okay, it's just false contractions, just breath." He
gently pulled me back to him, rubbing my shoulders and trying to calm me down,
breathing with me."Deep breaths." He whispered, as I quickly gripped his hand,
sinking my nails into his wrist while trying my best to breath. Each time a
contraction hit I just kept gripping his hands for support, the day this baby
comes I'm sure all Hell will break lose.
The pain kept coming, each one felt like a stab to my stomach and back, how
could women possibly go through this? I could never understand women with five
to ten kids. Gods this was madness, why dose this have to be so painful?
I groaned, I was still dreading the soon to be labor, the midwife had explained
over time on how much it will hurt, I know how babies are born, I just never
thought I would be the one bringing life into the world, but I was preparing
for the worst to come, labor could last to a few hours to days from what I was
told, I thought I was going to faint when I first heard of this, but nope. A
woman in the village was in labor for almost two days straight before
delivering her son, the thought of being in this amount of pain made me shudder
in fear, I didn't want to go through any of that.
Soon the pain faded, as I soon relaxed in Dagur's arms."There, it's over, it's
okay you did good." He kissed my forehead again."I know something that might
make you feel better." Then his hand snaked down between my legs, slowly
touching my weeping cock."We haven't been at in awhile, you know?" He said in a
husky tone, sending shivers down my spine.
I nodded."Yeah." We really haven't had sex since I had the "talk" with Savage,
that was the one thing that kept picking at me the entire time on my mind, but
I didn't let it get in the way. I don't know if I can even trust him at all, I
mean where would we go if we managed to escape?
Dagur was still stroking my cock while tenderly kissing my neck, I moaned when
he kept touching me. Then one of his hand traveled up to my chest running his
thumb over my nipple, slowly squeezing a little bit of my milk out, that caused
me to moan in response, my nipples were becoming more sensitive over time due
to milk building up in them, causing me to leak out every now and then. That
was another thing I was trying to get used to, producing milk.
I could feel my entire face burning hot when he kept doing this to me.
"You like that?" He kept massaging my one breast, I could feeling him getting
hard behind me I could only nod as he picked up with speed and started to flip
me over, making me face him as he pulled me up to his lap, kissing me deeply in
the steamy hot water as I felt his hands move down my back, pulling me much
closer. I could feel his hard throbbing cock pressed against my hole, I was
needy I wanted it in me."You ready?" I nodded."Good, I'll take it nice and
slowly until I'm all the way in." 
Then I could feel his hands spreading both of my rear cheeks and pushing
himself in, it hurt for a minute but soon he was in me."Rock for me baby, move
those lovely hips of yours." He groaned as I did as I was told, I arched myself
up and started to rock my hips back and forth, feeling the heat of his cock
deep within me while his hands cupped both of my nipples, grasping at them
tightly as I kept going at it, I could feel this tightness inside of me, I
didn't want it to end.
It felt good, it felt so good have him inside of me, I could feel my hole
grasping him tighter until his hot seed finally released inside of me, leaking
out of my hole and into the water.
I collapsed onto his chest, feeling weak in my knees and unable to get out of
the tub, Dagur soon got us both out and wrapped a thick blanket of fur around
me, leading us back inside of the house. I got dressed up stairs with Toothless
keeping watch, Dagur soon came up to see what I was wearing, it was a pale blue
tunic with dark leggings again, along with a pair of yak boots, or boot I
should say since I only need one for my right foot, but the blacksmith around
here was nice enough to make me a spare leg just incase this one broke, Dagur
had to put a lot of trust in me to earn a spare prothstetic. Then Dagur came up
behind me placing both hands on my stomach, kissing me on the lips again.
"I gotta go to another meeting here in a few minutes." He nibbled on my bottom
lip."Savage will be here to keep you company until I come back." I could feel a
little bit of tension in his voice but just told him alright.
"When will you be back?" I asked before he gave me a small smile and cupped my
cheek.
"Not long, I promise." He kissed me on the forehead before leading us both back
down stairs where Savage was waiting for us. He smiled at me but his face
changed when he looked back at Dagur."I'll be back, don't try anything funny
while I'm gone Savage." he glared at him before the man nodded."Good." He
turned back before looking at me as I gave him a half smile, letting him know
I'll be alright, Dagur then closed the door behind us going out into the thick
snow.
As soon as that door closed Savage almost ran up to me."Are you okay?" Looking
at me up and down, he looked all worried about me.
"I'm fine Savage, Dagur hasn't hurt me in months." I kept telling him that,
gods he was becoming almost worse then my father."Were both doing fine." I
patted my belly trying to convince him we were both fine, Dagur always made
sure of that.
He then looked back down at my stomach."And the baby?"
"She's growing strong, nothing bad has happened Savage." I Kept telling him
that, but he was still pushing the subject of all of us leaving.
"Have you made up your mind yet?" He asked almost too eager to leave, wanting
pack up all my stuff and just hightail it out of here. I sighed in frustration,
I was going to tell him the same thing, but my lips told him something much
different something I thought I would never say to anyone.
"I don't think I want to leave Savage." I looked up at him, almost causing him
to jump up in anger, he grabbed me by my arm forcing me to look up at him.
"Why? Why in good Thor would you want to stay with Dagur? Out of all the people
Hiccup."
I yanked myself away from him in anger." I don't want to go with you Savage, I
made up my mind already." I took a step forward to him, almost challenging him
to test me."I already thought about it, this is what I want for me and my
baby." I could feel the heat of anger going through my veins, no one was taking
me any where, I'm not taking the risk with him.
Savage snapped at me."And you think playing house with Dagur is the right
thing?" Toothless them step in front of me, growling,sending Savage back."I
just want to help you and the baby." He tried to sooth me but I jerked away
from him."Please Hiccup?, just listen to me, all I want to do is help you."
I shook my head."No you just want to bend me over and fuck me like some whore
Savage!" I yelled, I could feel a sharp kick inside of me, all my emotions were
taking over me."You don't care about me, only Dagur and Toothless do now, the
last thing I want is my dad and friends to see me like this, I'm better off
being with Dagur now."
"Hiccup please, just listen to me, you're not safe here, war is getting ready
to happen and none of us are safe here" he tried to explain it to me, but I
didn't believe him, how could I know he was telling the truth. I can't just get
up and leave in the middle of the night.
I turned away from him."Just get out." I whispered.
"I'm not leaving you alone Hiccup, once Dagur get's back then I'll leave, but
you are...going to keep this a secret still...right?" He sounded so afriad,
wondering if I was just going to turn my back on him. But that wasn't who I
was, I am not that type of person.
I fell silent for a few minutes, not knowing what to say at him, part of me
want him gone, maybe I should tell Dagur before it's too late. But I couldn't
really break this promise to Savage could I? Then I felt his warm hand on my
shoulder, his eyes were pleading with mine."Please Hiccup, if Dagur ever found
out..." he trailed off, I know deep in my heart he would be killed if word ever
got out. Then I would probably be in deep trouble as well, Hell I might get
myself the ax too if I'm not careful.
I sighed."I'm not going to tell him." I said briefly."But were never going to
bring this up again, understand?" I glared deeply at him, Toothless growled
letting him know to leave me alone.
He nodded."Alright, I won't bring it up, but there is a war coming Hiccup, and
I don't want to see you and this baby suffer because of Dagur." He said almost
frighten."But if you ever need me or change your mind, you know where to find
me."
A few hours later Dagur finally showed up, his dark red hair was covered in
snow as his cloak was soaked wet from the melting flakes on his shoulders, I
was sitting in front of the fire working on something for the baby, Savage was
sitting across the room, I was avoiding him for the rest of the night, Dagur
bid Savage goodnight. I slowly got up and was embraced by the berserker he was
cold to the bone but when my warm lips pressed onto his, it seemed to wake him
up.
We had soup that night, but I was sitting next to Dagur at the head of the
table, Toothless was eating out of a sack full of fish.
In the middle of dinner, Dagur had spoken up."Do you remember back when I asked
you to marry me?"
I lifted my head."Yeah I remember, right after I fainted and almost hit the
floor." I grinned a little at the thought of that, but part of it sent a
unsettled vibe down my belly.
Then I saw Dagur reaching down in his pocket again, pulling that beautiful
purple crystal out for me. I leaned in as he placed the ring on my hand, I kept
looking at it and smiled."You really want to marry me? After all the things
I've done?"
I froze for a second before smiling at him.
"I love you, I don't care anymore about what you did, I want to settle down and
spend the rest of my life with you Hiccup." He then got down on one knee."Will
you?" He looked almost scared of being rejected again, I mean he wasn't mad
about the first time I told him.
I could feel tears in the corner of my eyes, both happy and sad, this was going
to be my new life, I smiled while biting my lip and nodded."Yes...I'll marry
you Dagur." I whispered before he put the ring on me, pulling me into a tight
hug, howling with happiness before running outside and yelling to the whole
world that we were going to get married, I laughed before he scooped me up in
his arms, kissing me over and over.
For some reason I kept laughing and giggling, I just felt...happy,like I wasn't
empty anymore, I wasn't alone here. I still had Toothless with me, maybe I
could start over here in the Beserker tribe, make some new friends, have a
couple of more kids and settle down with a husband, it didn't sound that bad
once I thought about it for a while.
We ended up making love again that night, staying up almost the entire time
just smiling and looking at each other the entire time. 
Soon I feel asleep in his arms, feeling his safe embrace.
But one thing was still sticking to my mind, what war was Savage talking about,
were we really in danger this time? Who was going to attack us? The berserkers
have one of the largest armies out anyone here, who would have the stones to
attack us? The dragon hunters? Gods I almost forgot all about them, great now I
have something to worry about now. Maybe I could talk to Dagur about it later,
but for right now all I want to do is sleep. But before I could go to sleep a
soft flutter kicking inside, the baby was restless as always, soon I told
myself, soon she'll be here.
***** Chapter Nineteen *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello my babies :D I hope you guys had a great mother's day! I had a
     good one with my mom, and have been trying to update as soon as
     possible because for those who don't know I am working on a Viggo
     Grimborn and Hiccup mpreg store in the works, probably coming out in
     the end of june or earlier depending how much time I have left.
     But anyway here is another ling chapter and things are going to get
     crazy in this chapter and the next, so buckle up!
                                 Forever Mine
                               Chapter Nineteen
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
The wedding was coming into plans, and news of this spread real quick around
the village of course. We wanted to have a quick wedding but Dagur of course
wanted it huge and all about us, I felt so flushed and nervous about all this.
Once Savage caught news of us getting married he looked pissed, but he kept his
mouth shut and gave Dagur a fake congratulations to his chief, not wanting
another beating or punishment from him, I was pretty much ignoring Savage, at
first I thought he was being kind, but he just wanted me all for himself. But I
wasn't scared of him anymore, I told him off and he left me be for the time.
Dagur wanted me to wear a traditional wedding dress, I blushed when he told me
that, I didn't know if I should or not. The first time I wore a dress resulted
in rape on the beach, the day I possible conceived the baby that dreadful day,
I could still feel the sand under my fingernails. But I ignored it that memory
and thought what I wanted to wear, I guess a dress would be nice for the
wedding day, but I needed someone to make it for me, I could sew to save my
life so I would have to leave that task for the seamstress. I still had my ring
on, never taking it off even when I get a bath with Dagur, it was perfect fit
for my small slender finger, Toothless seemed to be mixed emotions on this
engagement, but over a little bit of time he seemed to get over it.
I was at the end of my seventh month, soon I would be eight months along. The
more I grow the more attached I got to her, but that still didn't stop Savage
looking at me with hungry eyes, I would just shake my head and not look into
his eyes, but I'm glad I was kept inside, the less I would have to see of him.
I think Dagur managed to catch on to me not like Savage, so I haven't seen him
in a couple of weeks thank the gods for that.
The entire nursery was finished up, the crib, clothes everything was ready for
the little one to get here. Sometimes I would walk in and just stair at the
empty crib, expecting the baby to be there, sounds strange I know, but it was
almost time.
Dagur was staying home with me more and more, the closer I got to my due date
the more protective he got. I wanted to get married after the baby was born,
but Dagur was more keen on getting married as soon as possible, I didn't feel
okay in my own skin. I felt huge with my swollen stomach and hurting feet, I
wanted this baby out now, but I was growing more impatient, this was going to
be a stubborn babe, I just know it deep inside.
I had a feeling she would look more like me, who knows maybe she'll look more
like her dad. That was still funny to say, Dagur was going to become a dad
soon, we were going to have another little mini version of us combined was
going to brought into this world.
But that didn't mean I was still scared of giving birth, the false contractions
were coming at least two to three times a week and it hurts so much. I remember
just last week I feel on my knees clutching my belly in pain, Dagur rushed in
freaking out and putting me on the bed, grabbing my hand and telling me to
breath. The midwife was brought in and looked in between my legs, telling us it
was just false contraction again, but I should be on strict bed rest...again.
I was stuck in bed once more, not allowed to leave this room or our house, the
only person keeping me sane is Toothless. He would curl up right next to me in
the large bed, waiting with me until Dagur got home. I was having my cravings
again and all I wanted to do was eat and sleep, all I wanted to eat was chicken
or rabbit, I was tired of eating fish, it kept giving me a weird aftertaste, so
all I wanted was the white meat.
I sat up against my pillows, running my fingers against my belly, tracing my
fingers against what I think is my baby's foot, when ever I rubbed it or
touched it she would kick back at me, I would smile at that and just watch her
move around inside of me. I still can't believe I was scared after I found out
I was pregnant, I thought my life was over and I would be stuck here for the
rest of my life, well I technically was but I wasn't miserable like I used to
be, Dagur...has changed, we could make this work. This was the first time in
months we were both happy in a long time, I used to hate him so much for what
he had done to me, raping me, forcing me to wear things I would never wear,
taunting me and making me take him to the Skrill, almost getting me killed
because of that.
The Skrill was still locked up, growing more and more restless, growing more
angry, but there was nothing else we could do with her, she hated being locked
up. I could see it in her eyes last time I saw her, I hated seeing dragons
locked up, even a blood thirst Skrill who wants to kill everything and
everyone. But Dagur would see her, trying to some what bond with her, but it
was no use, she was pissed off to a degree and wanting nothing to do with him.
Dagur kept asking me what to do, but I didn't know what to tell him, the Skrill
was untameable, but he would listen and had all faith in me that I would help
out after I have the baby. I dreaded for the day I have to train that bloody
dragon, she had more deadlier temper than any woman I've ever know. 
But guilt was still eating away at me, my dad was either dead or enslaved
because of Dagur and the Grimborn brothers, part of me was still mad at him for
doing that, but it was out of my control for now, one day I would see my dad
and friends again.
I wanted to ask Dagur so bad about my dad, but I was so afraid of what he would
say to me, was he dead? Oh gods please don't let my father be dead, I'll do
anything just please Odin let my dad be okay. I want my friends to be okay, I
didn't want my old home to rot away and be nothing but ashes when I return.
Then the topic of war crossed my mind, Savage brought it up a couple of times,
making my heart sink and thinking of my baby growing up in the middle of war.
My thoughts were put on hold when I heard the front door open and someone
coming up the stairs, the door slowly opened and I smiled when I saw Dagur.
"Hey you." He came up and pecked me on the lips, then turning his attention to
my belly."Hello little mini me." He cooed while rubbing my belly in soft
motions."Are you still giving your mommy trouble?" He grinned at the soft
flutters, then leaned in and kissed it.
"She missed you." I whispered, then he leaned in and kissed me again, I leaned
in as I nibbled on his bottom lip.
"You hungry?" He asked me,smiling at me.
I nodded."Starving...again, I swear this baby never stops eating." I moaned out
as he went back down stairs to give me my long waited food, as he brought it up
and I dug in and was eating it up like an animal on the verge of starvation, it
felt like I haven't eaten anything in days, even though Dagur kept me well fed
everyday, or should I say every hour because this baby needs a full portion of
food every time I felt a craving. I kept asking if Dagur thought if I was
getting fat, he would only laugh at me and told me I was beautiful to him no
matter what.
Sometimes I think I'll get fat after this baby is born, wondering if all my
cravings would soon vanish and I would go back to my little stick form and not
have this big belly in my way. Toothless woke up to the smell of my fresh
cooked rabbit, I gave him to the next leg, munching it down along with the
vegetables I was given. I licked my fingers cleaned and felt tired again, Dagur
took my plate away and came back up to me."Come cuddle with me." I begged.
He smiled and took his boots off and snuggled with my, wrapping his arms around
my chest, one hand started to press against my belly. I felt his head resting
against my neck, kissing my jawline gently as his beard scratched up against my
face and neck, tickling me.
"Can I asked you something?" I whispered to him, feeling afraid to ask him the
next question, for some reason I started to trace my fingers along his arm,
looking at his tattoos.
"Sure, what is it?" He ran a hand down my face, feeling my cheekbone, looking a
bit worried for a moment.
"Is my father still alive?" I had my eyes closed while I asked him, feeling
terrified what the next thing I heard. Was he going to tell me that he was
dead? Was he sent to another island that I don't know of? So many what ifs were
coming and going through my head.
"He's still alive." He said darkly.
I felt my heart quicken when he said that, I wanted to cry tears of joy when I
heard him say that, but there was still a hint darkness in his voice, holding
back on my happiness. I was still scared of asking him where he was but I asked
him anyway just to get this over with.."W...Where is he?" I said with a shaky
voice, feeling like I was walking on pins and needles.
"He's still on Berk, locked up with the others." He pushed a piece of my hair
back."I promise you my love, he is still alive." When he said that I managed to
calm down, sinking into the bed with him as I slowly turned around looking at
him with watery eyes the entire time, was he really telling me the truth? why
would he lie to me? I'm starting to get more paranoid with him now, but I
didn't want to leave him all alone on that island, my dad needs me.
"Will I ever see him again?" I asked weakly.
I could see Dagur turn his head away from me, please don't lie to me Dagur,
please just tell me the truth my love."One day you'll see him again." He
whispered."One day I'll take you home." He smiled a little and pulled me close
to him, I sank into his chest feeling the urge to cry, the tears soon started
to roll down my cheek. Dagur saw this and shushed me, telling me he won't break
his promise to me, a little while after this baby is born he promised he would
take me home to Berk."I won't break that promise Hiccup." He kissed me softly
on the lips, looking deep into my eyes.
I just felt this urge to see everyone again, I just wanted to get up and just
go home. But part of me belonged here, my daughter or son was going to be part
of the Beserker, so I can't just rob Dagur of that right of being a parent,
this baby was our little miracle, even if it wasn't planned we would still love
this baby no matter what.
I wonder how my dad will react to him becoming a grandfather? Would he be angry
at me? Would he call me a whore or a betrayer? Oh gods I hope not, would he be
locked up in a cell like I would fear, or would the place just be under strict
lockdown? I didn't want to know of the grim details, I wonder how Astrid and
the others were holding up? or were they dead? No I can't think like that, I
haven't seen them for almost a year, I have to keep my spirits up and be strong
like I have been. But was I really strong? Was I giving into Dagur to easily?
Part of me said yes the other no because....I have some strong feelings for
him, even after the rape part me cares.
When he lost Heather I was the only shoulder he could lean on, and that's when
we started to get close, to bond over the baby. It was one of the things to
help numb his pain, but it doesn't make it all go away, he keeps blaming
himself for the death of his only sister, he said she looked just like his
mother, but with her father's stone black hair, the funny thing was he got his
fiery red hair from his mother along with his green eyes as wall.
That was another thing Dagur never talked about, his own mother. Oswald was
another story, everyone knew he hated his father and killed him, or so I think
he did. Part of be didn't believe it, there some holes in the story that I
don't believe. maybe he was alive.
I slowly feel asleep in the bed, Dagur not fall asleep just yet, he stayed up
with me for the rest of the day, making sure I wasn't going into early labor.
But as soon as I woke up he was gone, I lifted my head up to see where he had
gone too Toothless was still curled up next to me. Where did he go? He said he
didn't have anything important coming up, he would have left a note or
something letting me know where he was, or at least left Savage to keep me
company.
Then I got off from the bed, slowly waddling down stairs to see if he was down
there, something felt wrong, out of place I could say. But why did I have this
feeling I wasn't alone.
I didn't even take two steps before someone had grabbed me from behind, holding
a sharp knife to my neck."Hello Hiccup." The dark voice whispered to me.
"Viggo." I said softly.
"Well aren't you just glowing?" He commented to me while one of his hand rested
on my stomach."You and Dagur seemed to have gotten busy." He kept talking to me
very calmly."Now be good and keep quiet while we leave this place." He started
to lead the way out the back door we had, still holding the knife to my throat,
causing my hands to start shaking.
"Where are you taking me?" I asked him as he kept hanging onto me, leading me
to the docks away from the house, I kept thinking where Toothless and Dagur
were, Toothless was up stairs still.
"Oh my dear boy, I'm taking you home." He said softly before we met up with his
brother Ryker, he looked at us both very pleased, sending shivers down my spine
as both of my hands were being tied up, once I was released I rest both hinds
on my belly very protectively. We were all led to the huge ship where no one
could see us, my heart was racing the entire time oh gods please get me out of
this, but I didn't see Dagur or anyone coming to the rescue.
"But why? Why are you taking me away from Dagur? I thought you only wanted
Berk?" I was then pushed into the cell.
He smirked at me darkly then looked down at my stomach."I only want one thing
Hiccup." He trailed off before running his hand right through the bars, cupping
my cheek gently."You." Looking at me almost lovingly as if he had known me his
entire life, but I was to thras away from him, telling him to never touch me
again. But I didn't know what he meant by me, what was so special about me? I
thought this man hated me more then anything, he put a bounty on my head.
I was confused."Me?"
"Do you know how many men would kill to have something precious as you?" He
kept his hand where it was looking at me deeply then rest a hand on my stomach,
causing me to jump at his cold hands touching me."To be able to bear a living
child." His eyes went back to me."You are more valuable to me." I could tell he
was very happy to have me here, wanting to do so many things to me and my body,
all I could do was turn away and try to be strong.
I stepped back from him."Then why are you taking me home?" I didn't believe
what he was telling me.
"You want to see your family and friends don't you?" He asked cocking a brow at
me.
I slowly nodded.
"Then I'm doing you a favor my lovely." He grabbed the bars and leaned in, his
face inches from mine, I tried pulling away again but he grabbed my wrist,
looking at me with hunger."Dagur was never planing on taking you back to Berk
was he? If I do this for you, I'll let you and your tribe go free, but for a
price." Of course and here comes the catch.
My heart clenched."What kind of price?"
He looked back down at my swollen stomach."Once you give birth to that little
spawn of Dagur's, I can get you pregnant with my child, and as soon as you give
birth I'll take the babe and leave." He said darkly at me, looking so convinced
I was going to say yes to him, Viggo made this sound so simple, as if I could
make this all happen in a snap of a finger.
"No." I said shaking my head."I'll never do any of that for you." I whispered
to him, I will never give Viggo a living child, that sounded something out of a
nightmare, but this was all real, Viggo wanted me to give him a child, with or
without my permission. I wanted to yell at him, telling him I would never give
him any children.
He shook his head at me."And who said I need permission to get in between your
legs Hiccup? All I have to do is get my men to hold you down and spread your
legs wide enough to impregnate you with my seed." He made it sound so simple,
as if I was only nothing but livestock to him."Or I can just keep you caged up
in my chambers for the rest of your life, fucking you every day until your
dead." I wanted to spit in his face and tell him to burn in hell.
The thought of him raping me scared the Hell out of me, no I didn't want to go
through any of this again. No I wasn't going to let him touch me or my baby. I
would fight to the end to save this baby I have growing inside of me, who knows
maybe Ryker wanted me to give him a child as well, it wouldn't be fair if only
one brother had a child the other with none. I thought I was going to faint
when ever Viggo looked at me with his dark brown eyes, like small little black
pools looking into my soul. Viggo was always a smart man, this was all a trap,
with my luck he was taking me to his tribe of the dragon hunters, I was just
praying Dagur would show up soon.
"You might as well hang tight, you'll be home soon enough my little dove." He
then vanished into the darkness, leaving me in my cold little cell.
I laid up against the wall, wanting to cry out, but didn't have the strength. I
looked through the bars."Dagur where are you when I need you?" I whispered
before curling up in the corner, crying myself to sleep that cold night. Part
of me wanted to believe Viggo was taking me home, but was it a trap? I hope
Dagur and Toothless find me get to me soon before th baby gets here, I still
have two months to go, so there was still time to come get me, but what were we
going to do about the dragon hunters?
I just hope the trip isn't long and I get to see my dad soon, that was the only
thing that was making this trip some what worth it, not unless Viggo breaks his
word. I tried falling asleep but it was no use at all, my arms were still
wrapped around my stomach, not letting go of my little one, I was scared if I
feel asleep I would have Viggo on top of me, raping me. Guards were standing
outside my cell making sure I didn't try anything to escape, but how could I? I
was heavy with child and swollen feet, I couldn't run only waddle.
The moon light leaked through some of the cracks, giving me a little bit of
hope. But I had to sleep if I wanted to keep my strength up.
I slowly curled up in the hay, resting my head on the crook of my shoulder,
letting the ship rock my in a calm sleep.
***** Chapter Twenty *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello everyone I am back again! I so sorry for not updating sooner I
     have been really sick and starting to feel better again, now I am
     back with a very long and heartfelt sad ass chapter that you guys
     have been waiting for.
     Also today is my birthday :D YAY! I'm finally 21!
                                 Forever Mine
                                Chapter Twenty
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
Three painful days have passed by me, the baby was kicking at me a lot harder
the more I went without food, I barely got enough to support the both of us,
but it has only been a few days since I got captured by Viggo, I had to be
strong for the both of us.I can't give in to Viggo, knowing him he'll try to
mess with me come up with something so I couldn't see my dad or anyone else, I
held my belly a little tighter, wanting to protect her at all cost.
Guards were everywhere, never giving me any privacy at all, I guess Viggo
wasn't taking any chances with me at all he knows me too well by now. I could
still feel his cold brown eyes on me, looking at me with hunger in them, the
way Dagur used to look at me. He wanted me, he wanted to be inside of me,
giving me his seed so he could create a child with me, that alone scared me to
death, I was almost due in less in a month, I kept telling myself Dagur would
find me soon.
Dagur and Toothless were my only hope, along with the berserker army hopefully.
That was my only hope for right now, but soon I would see my father
again...eventually if I either submit to Viggo or get thrown in a cell with my
father and friends, but I don't think that would be my case, but who knows I
think I rather be locked up in a cell with my dad then be alone, I just hit my
eight month and now I was more scared than ever, how was dad going to react to
me being pregnant? Would he really disown me? No I'm sure he would understand
my situation if I explained.
I curled up deep in the dry hay, shutting my eyes and expecting to wake up in a
warm bed with Dagur holding me in his arms. But nope I was still trapped on a
ship in a cold cell with two insane brothers who want me for there selfish
desires, all because I can become pregnant. Were they going to take turns with
me? After I have Viggo's baby will Ryker want me to produce a child as well?
That's all I was to them was life stock to them, I didn't want to go through
rape all over again.
Dagur was the only person that made me feel safe, I still didn't know how my
dad was going to react to seeing me with child, so Dagur was my only comfort.
Toothless was probably freaking out the entire time of me missing, I just hope
Dagur didn't think I ran away again, I doubt he would think that since I didn't
have Toothless with me, making more scarier for me since I didn't have him with
me. I had no protection or anything to cling to, all I had was my unborn child
growing deep inside of me, every kick or flutter made all more real, I had to
protect her at all cost, but she wasn't due just yet I still had two more
months to go before I go into labor, hopefully Viggo will be dealt with before
that happens.
The hunger pain wasn't going away anytime soon, the babe needed something to
eat, but I couldn't just get up and leave to get something to eat, whatever I
was given I had to eat it otherwise I would starve, I didn't even care what it
was, either stale bread or fish for me. I hated this, I wanted a nice warm bed
along with some food, but I was trapped here, I didn't know how much longer
until we reach Berk, probably not much longer I hope.
I tried to sleep but I couldn't, it was probably the middle of the day and all
I wanted to do was sleep the rest of my time here away.
 Then I heard someone walking over to my cell."Having a nice nap my little
dove?" 
Viggo, ugh why can't he just leave me the hell alone? I slowly got up to face
him, looking at me with a dark grin.
"Oh yeah loving the hay bed." I mumbled.
He ran his hands through the solid cold bars."I can get you out of here, get
you in a nice warm bed in my chambers." He trailed off, looking at my swollen
belly.
I stepped back glaring at him."Go to Hell Viggo." I scoffed.
He shook his head."Oh Hiccup, soon you will get over Dagur, you will learn to
submit to me." He back up and started to walk away."You will be home soon, in a
mere few hours." He left me alone in my cell, nevers shooting up inside of me
as I felt a sharp kick. Home, Berk I thought, I will be home in a couple of
hours, oh gods I think I'm going to throw up. I sat back down on the cold floor
next to my little pile of hay, curling up in the corner.
Dad, oh dad I just want to see you so badly right now, I could feel tears in
the corner of my eyes when I thought of him, Dagur better been telling me the
truth, he better be in one piece. I felt like I was five again and needed him
the most, he was the only person that could make me feel safe right now, I
don't know where Dagur could be right now, was he planning to come find me? Or
did he just give up on me already? Does he really love me?
I hope Toothless was okay too, he was probably freaking out and trying to look
for me, just like Dagur.
A couple of hours passed and I could hear the shores of my old home come to
play, I thought it was all a cruel dream at first, but nope, I was finally
home. The ship stopped and I could hear movement and lifting.
Then two guards came down to come get me, they unlocked my cell and grabbed me
harshly, pulling me up to the deck where I saw it, Berk. So much looked so
different, it was like the entire place had been burned down and rebuild,
everything looked so different... it didn't look like home, it didn't feel like
home at all, it was like walking into a new world, one that was a complete
nightmare, people that I used to see everyday were shackled and slaving away.
I froze when I saw these people, oh gods where are my friends? My dad? So many
things raced through my mind, please let them be okay.
"Welcome home Hiccup." Viggo patted me on the shoulder."Take him to the cells
where his father and friends are, there gonna love this." He whispered to us
before walking away, I watch him walk away as I was dragged to the cells, I
didn't see anything familiar at all, my house was gone, the forge was gone,
everything was gone except for the kill ring, that was the only thing that was
still there. Ryker and the other men were using it for all the dragons, my
heart sank when I saw them all caged up.
The prison cells were maxed out to the extreme, once we walked in I could hear
gasp, some more face I recognized all I could do was watch and be dagged the
very bottom of the cells, my heart was racing the entire time, the only thing
keeping the place lit up were torches leading us down, it was so cold and damp,
I shivered as we finally reached the bottom. I guess this was my new home for
now, please let dad be okay, please gods.
Who ever was in the other cells were asleep as we kept walking to the very end
of the hall.
That's when I saw a huge figure in the dim light, long untamed red hair, along
with very pale skin, the person jumped up and saw me, they opened the cell and
pushed me in as the figure stood up quickly, but before I could say anything a
dry voice said."Hiccup?" Looking at me with his grey eyes, as if this was all a
dream, but it wasn't, I was real, I was alive. I slowly reached out to him,
wanting to feel his skin against mine, knowing this was real.
I wanted to cry, I looked up and saw my dad, standing there for a fe shocked
moments before collapsing and taking me into his strong arms, shaking as he
held me tight, safe and warm. I wrapped my thin arms around his huge shoulders
and neck, crying the entire time he held me, I didn't want to let go of him I
literally thought I was going to lose him again, I haven't seen him in almost a
year, it almost felt like this nightmare was over.
After what felt like forever of crying in his embrace he slowly pulled away,
slowly cupping my cheek and face."I thought you were dead."He whispered."I
thought I lost you forever." He hugged me again, this time lifting me off my
feet, or in this case foot. 
"I could never die on you dad." I whispered."I'm a Haddock after all." I smiled
weakly at him.
He smiled, then he looks down as he eyes widen as he looked down at my huge
belly, I quickly pulled away from his warm embrace and blushed."I can explain
dad..."I trailed off.
"What happened to you?" He said all confused."What did that monster do to you
son?" He sounded terrified, not believing what he was seeing."Are you..."
I slowly nodded."Yeah, I'm...pregnant." I placed a hand on my belly, looking up
at him, scared that he was going to hate me, I started to shake as tears
started to come down my eyes as I summed up the words to tell him."Are
you...mad at me? I swear I never want this Dagur raped-" But right after I said
that I was held tightly in my father's arms, hearing his hush me, I guess he
didn't wan to see me in pain from all the hell I had to put up with.
"Shhh." He hushed me softly."I'm not mad at you Hiccup, I could never be mad at
you for something like this." He whispered.
I clung onto him, listening to his words of comfort, sinking my nails into his
tunic, feeling like a small child again.
"He can't hurt you anymore son, I'll make sure of that." he said darkly,
clutching onto me a little tighter, I wanted to say something but I held back
on my words, I couldn't tell him my feelings for Dagur, not right now at least,
that would only make things worse for us both, I was carrying a baby and ready
to pop, now I was back "home".
But I guess reality was finally setting in for him when he looked back down at
my belly."Oh Odin you're really having a baby." He placed his massive hand on
my swollen belly, feeling the little flutters and kicks going on inside of me,
I laughed and slowly nodded, I could tell he was happy about this baby, he
always talked about wanting future grandchildren, now he was finally getting
one, even if it was from Dagur. He had both hands on my stomach looking down at
it with a bit of happiness, even after being locked upf for so long he had
something to smile about.
We both sat down on the floor and just talked for a little while, a little
about me and a little about my dad and how everything went to hell, all I could
feel was to blame myself, I got the pamper treatment while everyone else had to
do hard labor.
"I'm so sorry dad." I placed my face in my hands, starting to cry again, this
time harder.
"None of that was your fault Hiccup." he place both of his hands on my
shoulders."You did everything you could to survive."
"But I ended up giving into him dad, I gave him the Skrill." I felt tears
running down my face, the baby was squirming starting to stir a bit at the
sudden movement, whenever I got upset or felt really bad would respond in her
own way, either a sharp kick or a sudden shift in my womb, she was going to be
a little warrior like her father, I just knew it deep down. I had to protect
her with everything I had, I couldn't let Viggo hurt her.
"But you didn't help him train it." he corrected me."I'll figure this out
Hiccup, I'll protect you from him and this baby." He then placed a protective
hand on my stomach.
I started to cry harder, he has no idea what has happened over the last couple
of months, he dosen't know my real feeling for Dagur now, it only made me feel
ten times worse. My dad needs to know while I'm still here with him, otherwise
when Dagur gets here, the last thing I need to lie about is my relationship
with Dagur, this was serious I have fallen in love with the person that
kidnapped me, raped me and now I'm having his child.
"You don't need to protect me from Dagur." I whispered, my voice was a bit sore
from all the crying."All we need to worry about is Viggo." I tried changing the
subject, but I will have to tell him.
He looked at me almost confused, not understanding why."Of course I have to
protect you Hiccup." He looked down at my belly, placing a hand on it
protectively."Especially now."
I shook my head."You don't understand dad me and Dagur we-" He cut me off,
thinking I was going to say rape again, so as a father he took that to heart
and held me like he used to when I was much smaller, rubbing my back gently and
telling me everything was alright now, but I wanted to tell him, I need to tell
him, I can't let any of this drag out anymore. I love Dagur now, it's all
messed up I know but I need him, I love him now.
"I'll never let that monster hurt you again." He whispered, holding me and not
letting go.
"You don't understand dad." I whispered under my breath.
He pulled away from me."What are you talking about Hiccup?" He arched a brow.
I slowly started to sum up the words."I...I love him dad."
He looked down at me shocked at what he just heard."No Hiccup, this is not
love, he took you away from me, you hurt you, raped you." He ran a hand down my
face, looking at me with worried eyes as if I had just lost my mind.
"I know what he did dad, but I really do care about him, and he cares about
me." I whispered like a small child."And were having a baby." I placed both of
my hands on my stomach, looking at my dad with red puffy eyes, fearing to get
disowned again, this time confessing my love for the man that took me away,
causing most of this. But nope instead me dad did the complete opposite. 
"Oh Hiccup." He hugged me, not wanting to lose me to Dagur again after
everything that has happened, he was going to do everything to keep me safe
from Dagur, I was expecting him to lose it with me, but I guess he me being
pregnant and not seeing me in months he couldn't be too mad at me, I laid
against his chest and slowly fell asleep in his arms, feeling safe and warm for
once since I got taken by Viggo. My dad was here with me now, and that's all
that matters. Dad was going to do everything in his power to keep us both safe
and alive, I don't know how we were going to get out of this,  guess the only
plan we had was Dagur coming in with the army of deranged berserkers to save
us, that was the only thing I could think off.
The baby was starting to kick again, I started to cry a lot harder, this was
all happening too fast, I was more scared than ever. I just wanted Dagur to
hurry up and get here, I wanted him to hold me and tell me everything was going
to be okay, I missed sharing a bed with him, waking up next to him every
morning. I then forgot I still had my ring on, I clutched it tightly in my
hand, holding on to it and never letting go, hiding it from my dad and anyone
else that could take it from me.
My dad placed a gentle hand on my back, while the other was on my belly, taking
in the fact that I was heavy with child and giving him another Haddock, it was
both a joy and a curse, part of this baby was going to be realted to Dagur
something he will probably will hate me for, but at least he was here trying
his best to be my only savior and keeping me away from everyone. It was going
to be fun telling him what Viggo wanted with me later, but for now all I wanted
was to sleep.
Just the three of us inside a cell.
***** Chapter Twenty One *****
Chapter Summary
     hello my babies I am back with another chapter :D Sorry for the lack
     of updates, I am finally rid of my illness and feeling so much better
     now! Thank you for the kind birthday wishes I really appreciate it a
     whole lot! My Vigcup story will soon be in the works, I need to get
     it started by next week hopefully, I'm trying not to rush it but oh
     well, hope you enjoy this new chapter.
     I am so sorry for the late as update DX
                                 Forever Mine
                              Chapter Twenty One
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I was being held in my father's arms, keeping me warm the entire night in our
cold wet cell. It was my first night being back with my dad, it almost didn't
feel real when I woke up to find him still hanging on to me the entire night,
the only comfort I had was him and his body heat. I snuggled into his shoulder
and kept both of my hands over my belly, trying to keep myself warm the entire
time, the baby kept kicking, wanting food, but that wouldn't happen until late
morning. Dad promised he would give me some of his share of food, just to get
us through the day, I hated this.
I was hoping we would get fed soon, but not with my luck, the only thing we
were lucky to have was water. I kept waking up every now and then, the baby was
still squirming around inside, not making things easy for me like always. I
felt her little foot pressing against my upper belly, poking at my hand as I
smiled softly, whispering her to hold on until her father shows up. I knew our
baby would be a daddy's girl, if she was far or without Dagur she would always
let me know, it's been days and now it feels like none stop kicking, she will
be a warrior one day.
Dad held me a little tighter at my sudden movement, knowing I was
awake."Hiccup?" He trailed up off looking at me softly, still trying to get
over the fact I was still here, alive in his arms. I was the same, I felt a
spark of happiness flooding in me as I clutched onto him a little tighter, I
almost felt like a little kid again, but this time it was all real, I was still
here with my dad, giving me some hope and relief. But it wasn't the same as
Dagur.
"How'd you sleep?" I asked him.
He sighed and shook his head at me."I'm just happy that you're still alive."
Right after he said that he gave me another hug, feeling his massive hand on my
face while the other supported me the entire time. He was afraid of losing me
again, he wasn't going to be taking the chance of losing me again to Dagur, or
anyone in this case. I didn't know how any of this would turn out, after this
is all over, who would I be living with? That is if my dad doesn't kill Dagur
right on the spot before I have this baby.
But that wasn't the only thing I wasn't afraid off, I was afraid of what Viggo
was going to do to me, I think dad knew what he really wanted to do, I was more
valuable than ever, he was going to use my condition against me and gods knows
what else.
"How far are you?" My dad took my chin, looking at me with a serious tone,
looking down at me then placing one of his hand on my stomach, worried I was
getting ready to pop this kid out at any given moment, but I still had two
months to go. But dad was still going to treat me like a child, he wasn't going
to let anything bad happen to me, after what I told him I wouldn't be shocked
if he wanted every Beserker dead. Who could blame him? Gobber would be the same
too, same goes to everyone else here in the village.
"Eight months now." I said placing a hand on my belly."I still have time dad."
He didn't look to convince when I said that, looking scared to know how far I
really was, the last thing we both wanted was to have a baby in a cell. I
didn't know if my dad had any idea about having a baby, I mean he raised me but
did he have any clue about childbirth? That was one thing I had to ask him
about later. The last time I saw the midwife she wanted me on strict bed rest,
I just hope Viggo doesn't want me doing anything for him, as long as it didn't
involve me moving around.
"I'm still worried Hiccup." He said pulling me a bit closer."I don't want to
lose you again."
"I know, but worrying about it isn't going to help me out here." I leaned back
a bit, trying to get comfortable but the baby was running out of room inside.
She was squirming around whenever I moved, letting me know she was getting
ready to come into the world soon, causing me to get more and more scared.I
have heard too many tales of women dying in the middle of childbirth, Dagur
would hush me and tell me not to worry about it, but I have small hips, women
known with small bodies had a harder time having a baby let alone giving birth.
Fear was still in my head but I still wasn't due yet, there was still plenty of
time for me.
I looked around for a brief minute, I didn't know or recognize anyone here, I
guess Viggo wanted to keep everyone else separate from us. I don't know why,
maybe he was afraid we would come up with some sort of plan, but what? I guess
he was paranoid because of all my other escape plans working, other times I
managed to outsmart him, but it was only two times I did that to him. I only
met him a few times, he was never around his brother Ryker, I guess he was the
one doing his brothers dirty work.
My father sighed and just held me tight."I'm your father, it's my right to
worry about you."
"When do think Viggo is going to show up?" I asked him.
"I don't know, he barely shows up down here." He commented looking around,
staring at the thick iron door."He's been keeping us locked up in here tight."
I knew Viggo wasn't taking the risk with us, plus I didn't have Toothless with
me, so that only made things worse. I didn't know if I was going to be raped,
tortured or gods know what him and his brother might do to me or my dad. I
shivered trying to get some body heat from my dad, I missed Dagur's warm heat
when he would hold me in our bed.
Then we heard he door starting to open, I jumped when I first heard it, dad
pulled me a little closer when we saw the dark figure coming through, a torch
was lit as it got closer to us, I could already tell who it was, I glared right
at the person. I spoke way too soon.
"Hello my dear Hiccup." Viggo said softly, looking down at the sight he was
seeing, anger was written all over my father's face, if looks could kill Viggo
would be dead in a heartbeat. I held my stomach close to me, afraid of looking
up at the dragon hunter, he was here to come take me I just knew it deep down
in my gut, he wasn't leaving without me this time.
He then turned to his guards, ordering them to open the cell, my father stood
up, holding me in a death grip as Viggo walked in, expecting my dad to hand me
over to him, no way in Hell.
"Get the hell away from son." Dad stood in between us, not letting him near me,
going into protective mode, sending death glares straight to Viggo.
Viggo only smirked, shaking his head at him."You don't seem to understand
Stoick." He taunted."Hiccup has very special gifts, you really don't have a say
in anything right now." He took another step closer, challenging my father as
the guards were pointing their weapons at us."Now hand him over, unless you
want my men to do it for you." His voice got much darker, wanting to see how
far my dad would take this, but I didn't want to risk my father's life because
of this.
I looked up at my dad."It's okay, just let me go." 
He looked back down at me with scared eyes, cupping my cheek for a moment
before slowly letting go of me. As soon as I pulled away from him, Viggo
grabbed my hand leading me away from my fathers the cell was slammed, locking
it tight as I was led up the stairs. Viggo then wrapped one arm around my
waist, causing me to jump as he led us away, taking me outside as the sunlight
hit me in the face, stinging my eyes for a minute, I almost forgot what it felt
like being in the sun light.
My heart was pound while my stomach was doing knots the entire time I walked
with him, feeling his cold hand on my hip as he led me away from my cold little
cell. I rather be locked up with my dad then be out here with Viggo, I kept my
eyes open the entire time, looking out to see some familiar faces, people
whispered my name, hope in some of their eyes, but I looked away afraid of what
they were looking at, knowing my secret that I pregnant with the enemies baby,
but I kept myself focus on Viggo the entire time keeping my eyes forward
towards a hut. Ryker was nowhere to be seen, probably out again doing his
orders from Viggo, keeping an eye out for berserk.
"Where are you taking me now?" I asked, looking around at what used to be my
home, now it just looked like a concentration camp.
He hummed for a second."You'll see."
We were taken inside a large hut, covered in random dragon skins, making me
uncomfortable to see all of them."Sit." Viggo pulled out a chair for me, I sat
down waiting to hear what he was going to do with me, or ask me what he wanted.
I didn't want to be his, that was the last thing I wanted. He offered me some
water, but I declined afraid to eat or drink anything he had to offer me,
possibly trying to hurt my baby. I sunk my nail into the seat as he sat down
across from me, my eyes lock onto his.
"Are you going to kill me?" 
He laughed, this time for real."Why would I do such a thing?" He said while
pouring himself a cup of wine."You should really eat something, you wouldn't
want your unborn child to waste away?" I only glared at him, not saying
anything. I didn't want him near me or my baby, let alone giving me food, even
though I was starving like crazy.
"I'm not hungry Viggo." I didn't except the cup of water I was offered.
He scoffed at me."You've barely had anything in the last couple of days? You
really think I would try to kill you and an unborn child?" He looked at me as
if I was insane, but handed me some bread for starters, I hesitated and took a
roll, nibbling on the edges for a few seconds."I'm not that type of man
Hiccup."
"But how can I be sure of that?" I arched a brow."You only want me for one
thing."
He smirked."Are you sure of that?" He then got up looking me in the eyes as I
felt his hand snaking up my leg, causing me to jump."How do you know what I
want Hiccup? What if I want more than just an heir from you?" He pulled himself
closer, his lips almost touching mine."What if I want you, only you for now."
He didn't break any eye contact, grabbing my head and pushing himself onto me,
lips crashing into mine. I tried to pull away, but he was too strong for me,
one hand slipped down in between my legs, cupping my length.
Viggo finally pulled away, sniffing my hair."Hiccup." he moaned, his lips
trailing against my cheek.
"Just stop Viggo." I warned him, the thing Dagur would do to him if he ever
finds out about this...
"No." he got more aggressive with me, pulling me up and pushing me down onto
the floor, I knew how this was going to end, he was going to have me one way or
another. My belly was in the way Viggo was taking off his pants, my heart
dropped as soon as I saw it happen.
But by the gods the door swung open."What the hell are you doing?"
It was Ryker walking in with the men, my saving grace from being raped by
Viggo. I wanted to run but Viggo was still on top of me, but he slowly got off
of me, looking at his brother with hate, wondering why he was here in the first
place. I started to shake a little after he got off, flashbacks were running
through my head again, what happened when I was was with Dagur for the first
couple of months, all of those memories came flooding in.
Viggo stared at his brother."What are you doing here?" He then took the liberty
to help me up, as if nothing had ever happened."Shouldn't you be on the lookout
for Dagur?" I sat back down, looking at the floor and trying to process what
almost happened.
"We were, Beserker ships were spotted near the south." When he said that my
heart went to my throat, Dagur was coming for me. I was thankful that it didn't
take him too long to find us, I wonder if Toothless was with him, gods I hope
so, but how were they going to attack? How was Dagur going to save me? Ws he
just going to save me and leave Berk behind again? Gods I hope not, we have
enough Beserker warriors to take on the dragon hunters.
"They'll be here tonight." He said to his brother, sounding a bit skeptic. 
"Then we attack Ryker, I'm not letting Dagur get his hands on our little dragon
here." He placed a hand on my shoulder, squeezing it a little bit. But shoved
it away, not looking at either of them, until Ryker spoke again.
"We don't have enough men for his armada, are you sure it was worth taking
him?" 
Viggo spun around, walking over to him."I always get what I want brother,
believe me it's worth it." Ryker only nodded at him, walking away from him,
leaving with his men to discuss the plan later with his dear brother, the the
youngest brother turned back to me with a smirk, cupping my cheekbone while
looking at me.
"So sorry my eagerness dear Hiccup." His thumb traced over my pink lips."It's
been such a long time since...." he trailed off, looking at me with lust.
I slapped his hand away."Just stop touching me!" I yelled getting up
abruptly."Just throw me back in my fucking cell before I lose my damn mind." I
rather be locked up and starving then be with this old perv, I didn't care what
he wanted, I just wanted him to leave me the hell alone. I already went through
with this with Dagur, the first time it happened, I wasn't prepared, I was
terrified like I am right now. Viggo was a businessman, he gets what he wants,
I was something he wanted more then everything.
"Or what? Dagur will soon be dead and you'll be all mine." He stepped closer to
me."Face it, it's just you and me, I will let you be with your friends and
family, but in return I still want you."
"I rather be dead then." I whispered to him.
He scoffed again."Really? You rather be dead than with someone who is willing
to give you everything?" he was making me sound like so ungrateful brat or
something, but I didn't care what Viggo was promising me, it was lies and he
would never keep his promise to me.
"What about your unborn child? Would you sacrifice it over someone like Dagur?"
He mocked.
I could feel tears in the corner of my eyes."Of course not!" I yelled, feeling
helpless.
"Then give in to me, let me take care of you, I can give you things Dagur
can't." He ran a hand down my face, leaning in again. He kissed me more softly
as he held both of my shoulders in place, I stood there for a few seconds
before my teeth got the best of me, once Viggo put his tongue inside of me I
snapped, or in this case bite hard. Once I did that I was shoved to the floor
as I listen to Viggo cry out in pain, blood was covering his lover mouth, I
could taste the blood on my lower lip. He called out for two of his guards,
both of them grabbed me, pulling me up to face him.
"You little whore!"He held his mouth in pain."Fine, you want to play that way?
Fine, but once Dagur and his army are dead you are mine." He said darkly before
shoving me out, I didn't care how angry I made him, I wasn't going to give him
what he wants. Dagur would want me to be strong, he would want me to fight
this. Soon he would be here to come get me, getting me out of this mess, I
didn't know how my dad would react to see me with him, dad wants him dead more
than anything so he wouldn't let me go so easy.
The long walk back made me think, did I just put my entire tribe and life in
harms way? Should I have taken Viggo's offer? No. I didn't regret any of this,
I will never stop fighting Viggo, I gave in to Dagur, but I won't make the same
mistake again, I had to be a good role model for this baby, not having her
making the same mistakes I've made, I don't want her to have a relationship
like I have with Dagur. That was the last thing any parent would want for their
child.
My father was waiting for me, worried that I was hurt or that Viggo had done
something awful to me, I was quickly shoved back into my cell, my father held
me."Are you alright? Viggo didn't hurt you did he?" He looked over me, checking
to see if I was alright.
"I'm fine dad." I brushed it off.
Once again he didn't look convinced, he started to look over my body, I whined
for a minute as he searched over me. I kept telling him I was fine and nothing
bad happened, so after he was done looking over me, he relaxed and just held
me.
"He didn't try to rape you did he?" He asked, fearing what had happened just a
few minutes ago, or in this case what could have happened.
I froze for a second, gulping my words."I...I." I trialed off before my father
slowly cupped my face, feeling tears in the corner in my eyes, I didn't want to
talk about it.
My father saw the pain in my eyes and just  held me against his chest."Oh
Hiccup, I'm so sorry." He whispered, telling me this was all his fault, but
none of this was his,but it was all mine. I blamed myself the entire time while
being down here, everyone is suffering because of me.
"He didn't hurt me, he just-" I was soon cut off when I felt a gush of water
coming out of me, I froze as I felt my knees giving in almost immediately, my
father catched me in time, freaking out and wanting to know what was happening
to me, I already knew what was wrong, the one thing I was dreading the most.
"Dad..I think I-" I looked at him terrified.
He saw the wet patch between my legs."Hiccup you're water just broke."
I wanted to start crying again, no. It was too soon for me to have this baby,
my heart was racing like crazy as I held my stomach, tears were already
trailing down my eyes. I was having this baby tonight, I wasn't ready for her
to be here, but now it was finally happening to me, I was going to bring a baby
into this world, inside a cold dark little cell with only dad being here for
me, I could feel my blood running cold as I laid down in the hay while my
father was instructing me what to do.
Even with him here, I was still lost and scared, the baby was finally coming
and Dagur wasn't here for the birth, more tears started to come down as my dad
tried to calm me down. None of this should be happening, I should be back on
the beserker island, with Dagur supporting me through, not locked up and almost
two months early. I started to take in deep breaths, trying to calm myself
down, but nothing was working, I just wanted my love here for me. then the fear
of me dying in the middle birth struck me to my core, I wanted to be strong,
but fear was slowly consuming me.
I wanted Dagur here with me, I need him here right now.
***** Chapter Twenty Two *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello my sweet babies I am back with another chapter and the birth of
     the new baby :D yay!
                                 Forever Mine
                              Chapter Twenty Two
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
"Deeps breaths Hiccup, that's it son."
I laid back down, taking in deep breaths with my legs spread apart as my dad
check me again, it's been over five hours since my water broke. Dad was
coaching me the entire time, letting me grip his hand whenever I felt a sudden
pain of labor, I'm pretty sure everyone could hear me by now with all my
screams and cries, each contraction felt like a pair of knives going through
me, I sunk my nails into my father's hand, squeezing with all my might."Oh
gods." I moaned and beared down, gritting my teeth as I felt another wave
coming.
"Your doing great Hiccup." My father placed one hand on my shoulder, giving me
some encouragement through this."Just keep breathing." He looked down again,
the head was slowly coming out, not fast enough.
I shook my head crying."It's too soon." Shaking my head, the tears kept coming
down my face as another jolt of pain rushed in, I thought I was dying and being
punished for this, everything I have done. I betrayed everyone for Dagur, and
now I was suffering for it, I was in early labor with my child. I was going to
die here I just know it, I kept taking in more deep breaths, trying concentrate
the entire time, sweat was slowly trailing down my entire body.
"I know it's too soon." He pushed my sweaty bangs away from my face."But I need
you to be strong." He held my hand a little tighter, trying encourage me to
keep calm. Another jolt hit me, I gritted my teeth and tried not to scream
again, coming out as small whimpers, the pain was becoming unbearable to a
point I was starting to give up, I could never deal with pain, the more that
hit me the more my body started to get more weak.
"I want Dagur here." I  gave another exhausted whimper." I need him here with
me."
My dad looked at me, wanting to protest at what I just said to him, but kept
his mouth shut otherwise he could have made things worse for me. The last thing
he wanted to do was upset me, especially right now when I'm in the most pain in
my entire life, the only thing he could do was be here for me, trying his best
to get my though this. But I could tell in his eyes he wanted Dagur dead more
than anything, even if Dagur did make it here alive, my father would put a
quick stop to it.
I could only cling onto hope that Dagur would attack and hurry the Hell up and
get here, I laid back down, breathing more heavily this time. I wish I was back
on the Beserker island, I rather be in early labor back their with a real
midwife, don't get me wrong I'm glad I finally have my dad back, but I don't
think he knows anything about bring a baby into the world. The guards would
check on us, probably telling Viggo the news of my condition.
The last thing I needed was him down here, I didn't want him to be here or any
where near me during all this, I gripped my dad's hand another time, this time
lasting a few minutes longer, this pain felt endless to the point I thought I
was get ready to pass out.
"I'm not ready, I'm not ready for this baby dad." I started crying again, this
time like a little child fearing the worse.
 I tried remembering how Dagur would practice with me, holding my hand whenever
I had my false labor, he would coach me through it, just like my dad is doing
right now. I wish I was back in the hot tub full of water with Dagur holding me
again, even with the extreme pain I would rather be back there. I sucked in the
air for another breath, the baby was making it's way out, I could feel her
doing it. She was going to be brought into the world.
All my father could do was hush me softly and trying his best at supporting me
for the worse to come. I was still worried that Viggo would show up, trying to
take me away again, or worse my baby, trying to make me his otherwise he might
kill her. But Viggo promised me he wouldn't do such a thing, but there was
still a bit of doubt in my mind, he would do anything to get what he wants,
even if it meant killing my own blood, another contraction hit, I let out
another scream. I gripped the bars as the pain lasted a little longer, I
spreaded my legs as far as I could get them, dad kept looking down telling me
to keep breathing the entire time.
Another one hit, they were becoming more quicker, the pain was too unbearable.
I hate this so much, why did bringing life into the world have to hurt so much?
I wonder how mom managed to do all this when she was having me? If she was
here, she would have know what to do. But she wasn't trapped inside a cell with
only dad to help her, she had the healer and a bunch of midwives I'm sure, she
had everything she needed, but me, I'm in the worse situation.
I keep doing different positions, one minute I was sitting up, the next I was
laying down and gripping onto my dad's hand the entire time, dad tried keeping
the sweat off my face. I wasn't comfortable at all, I tried everything, even if
I was in a nice bed I would still be the same, another screamed escaped from my
mouth.
Then the sound of an explosion, caught me off guard, it was coming from
outside. Hope rushed into my veins."Dagur." I whispered, but my dad kept all
his focus on me the entire time, he wanted me to keep all my attention on
labor, my love was here, he was here to come get me. I wanted to start crying
for joy, but that was cut short as another shot of pain hit me, I yelled out
Dagur's name this time, hoping he would hear me this time."Hush Hiccup." Dad
soothed me.
I wailed."I need him here, he needs to be here." I kept looking up expecting
him to show up any minute, but battle's end up taking time, but I didn't have
enough time, the baby would be here in a few hours. I wanted to keep screaming
Dagur's name, he knew I was here, someone was bound to find us here, I wasn't
giving up hope, soon we would be out of here. I could hear more yelling and
screaming, more explosions, but this time I heard a cry, one to familiar.
"Toothless." I moaned, more waves of pain hit with each cry.
Dad heard it too, men in the other cells were wondering too what was going on,
I tried evening out my breathing while listening out, waiting for any chance of
Dagur showing up and coming to get me out of here, Toothless would find me too.
I just know it, he could blast the door open. I started to scream a lot louder,
trying to let them know I was down here, the pain  increased this even more,
feeling the head slowly coming out.
"That's it Hiccup." I moaned again, gripping the bars again as I started to
push down, I could feel it, it was getting close to start pushing down.
"When can I start pushing?" I cried, wanting to hear a yes.
"Soon Hiccup, not yet." he looked back down, making sure he was right, I
wailed, wanting this pain to stop.
"What do you mean not yet!?" I yelled, feeling the ache between my legs, I
wanted this baby out, now."I want this baby out!" I laid my head back down,
sweat coming down it like a waterwall."Please just get it out of me." I begged.
"Focus Hiccup, I know it hurts, but I need you to keep calm." I he patted my
knee for a little support."Just give it one more hour and the pushing can
start."
"Fuck!" I cursed on the top of my lungs, I placed one hand on my stomach,
feeling the life inside of it ripping right out of me. A thick coat of blood
was smeared all over my inner legs, blood all over my father's hands, I know
screaming and swearing my head off wasn't going to do any good, but it was the
only thing I could do, I wanted to push, I wanted to get her out of me before I
die. This was going to happen soon, but Dagur was still not here, only making
me feel worse.
Another wave hit, I screamed out another swear, cursing out the gods for doing
this to me, why the gods did this to me and so on. A few more minutes passed,
feeling like like hours. My entire face was covered in sweat and tears, I
inhaled deeply, just a couple more minutes, just try to keep yourself together
until you can start pushing. Toothless would find us first, I just know it, the
entire berserker island was here being led by Dagur, but the waiting was
killing me.
Then I heard the doors being opened quickly, my heart jumped as my father
looked up, trying to see through the dim lighting of the torches of fire. i was
waiting to hear a voice, and that's what we got as I was quickly filled with
relief."There in here!"
"Savage!" I yelled weakly, see him almost made me cry with joy, even though I
was still mad at him, but he was here to get us out, a couple of men were with
him, but no Dagur, where was he? Why wasn't he with Savage.
"Oh thank the gods!" But as soon as he saw me, he already knew what was
happening."Oh gods, is it..." He trailed off before I let out another scream in
pain, they managed to bust the door open, but before they got in, my father
quickly stood up, standing his ground to the people responsible for all of
this."Stay the Hell away from my son!" He said in anger."You are the reason why
all of this is happening! " He roared, grabbing Savage by the neck, strangling
him with a death grip." I should kill you all for what you did to my son."
"Dad..please no, we need them, they can help us." I pleaded while trying not to
break down in tears again."Savage tried to get me away from Dagur, he doesn't
want to hurt us." I pleaded, trying to convince him Savage was on our side, but
it wasn't working with him, another cry escaped from my lips, this time
catching the attention of everyone.
My dad shook his head, knowing what he had to do, dropping the man to the
round."We need to get you out of here." He then picked me up.
"It's not safe out there Stoick." Savage coughed out."Hiccup is in labor and
needs to stay down here for the sake of the baby, believe me, you don't want to
go out there in the middle of a war zone."
My father scoffed."And it's safe to deliver my grandchild down here then up
there where I can get a healer?" He challenged the man."I need to get them both
to safe place and fast."
Savage paused for a few seconds, the last thing he wanted was to get himself
killed by my father."Alright, let's bring him to the ships, he'll be safe there
until this war is over."
"Where's Dagur." I spoke up.
"He's taking care of Viggo and Ryker." Savage told me, trying to keep my calm,
he could just see all the fear in my face.
Savage started to leading us out quickly of the cell, my contraction were
getting ten time worse, I held onto my father's shoulder the entire time,
Savage could see the pain in my face, worrying about me the entire time. But it
was a few minutes before we finally got to the main door, but before  we could
get out the door opened wide as all of us stopped in our tracks. Ryker was
looking for us, he held his sword tightly, looking at us with a dark smirk, I
clinged onto my father a little tighter."You're not going anywhere." The older
brother spoke.
"Get the Hell out of our way." My father yelled.
Ryker laughed."And why would I do that, I'm not letting you leave with Hiccup,
Viggo needs him." He looked down at me with his cold brown eyes, almost looking
black.
"The sooner you hand him over, the better chances of you and the rest of your
tribe surviving." He stepped closer."He only wants the boy for one thing."
My blood ran cold when he said that, I knew where this was going. Viggo was
going to get what he wants, even if it means if he has to kill everyone that I
love and care about. Even if it means he has to kill my soon to be born baby,
Savage was the only one with a weapon, great just great. Plus we didn't know if
Ryker had brought any men with him, dad had his hands full with me, I wanted to
tell him to put me down so he could fight.
"Now if I were you, I would be heading back to-" He was quickly cut off, blood
gurgling out of his mouth in seconds, I gasped when I saw a ting of red hair
behind the man. Ryker soon collapsed on the ground,he was finally dead, blood
seeping through the floor as my locked onto him, Dagur. He looked at me with
fearful eyes, wanting to reach out to me.
"Dagur!" I yelled reaching my arms out for him, but dad once again back up.
"Save the reunion for later, the baby is coming." Savage said trying his best
to not let a fight break out between my dad and lover."We need to get Hiccup to
the healer, now." Dagur was by my side again, asking if I was okay, I quickly
nodded and told him."She's coming Dagur, she's coming right now." I cried,
holding onto his hand.
Dagur was finally here, Ryker was dead and Viggo was captured by the rest of
the Beserkers, soon he would be joining his brother, in death. The entire
village was a mess, almost everything was destroyed, months or rebuilding would
soon be in the works. As long as Viggo was behind bars, that's all that
matters, soon he would be dead, hopefully burned alive.
Without another word I was rushed to the nearest midwife and healer, pain was
taking full control over me, as I laid down on the bed, legs spread apart as I
clutched onto Dagur the entire time, I had to yell at my dad to leave the room,
but he fought to stay. I told him I would be fine and he could stay outside of
the hut, only one person was allowed to stay with me, and of course it had to
be Dagur, he was the father and needed to be here, I didn't want him to miss it
for the world.
I screamed again, clutching onto his hand, I slowly started to notice all the
cuts and bruises all over Dagur, I could tell he was hurt. He told me not to
worry about him, and just focus on the baby, more screams and cries escaped my
lips, my head tossing and turning on the pillow as the ach between my legs grew
worse. She was almost here,it was finally time to start pushing, the part I was
waiting for, yet dreading all at the same time.
Dagur held me up, supporting my back and head as I started to push."Come on
Hiccup you have to push."
"What the Hell do you think I've been doing for the last seven hours!" I
yelled, clutching onto his hand even tight, slowly bruising it."Why did you
have to do this to me!?" I cried, laying my head back on the pillow as Dagur
kissed my hand lovingly, trying to sooth me."I hate you, I hate you so much
right now!" I whined, feeling the pain escalating. 
He kissed my forehead."I'm sorry babe, it'll be over soon I promise." He
pressed his head against mine, covered in sweat."Just a few more pushes." Dagur
tried to sooth me through the next contraction, I kept asking questions the
entire time, was Viggo really captured? Was he locked up so he couldn't
escaped. He kept telling me not to worry about him, another wave hit again, I
screamed on the top of my lungs, so loud the entire village could hear me by
now.
"Push." Dagur said.
"Fuck you I am!" I sweared at him, pushing again, this time a little harder.
"Then push harder damn it!" He yelled."I am not giving up on you! you need to
keep pushing." I wanted to slap him, I was getting ready too, but I held back.
I kept holding on to his hand,crushing it with all my strength, screaming even
louder.
The head was just about out, I could feel it ripping me apart by now, more
blood was coming out of me when the midwife told me to push as hard as I could.
I cried and shook my head, not wanting to push anymore, telling them I was too
tired by now."I can't do this anymore, I can't push!"
"Yes you can Hiccup, all you have to do is push one more time." My entire world
was slowly starting to blur, I was losing too much blood, Dagur placed his hand
on my stomach, pushing down on it very hard."Push with me Hiccup, just one more
time." He kissed me hard on the lips, I bit down on my lip letting out one last
scream as the ache between my legs was no longer, I collapsed on the bed as my
world was going black and white.
Then the most beautiful sound filled the air, a high pitch whine was heard as
me and Dagur both looked up.
She was absolutely perfect, she was quickly wrapped up in a white fur blanket,
and handed over to me, I quickly took her into my arms. Dagur kissed my
forehead, placing one hand under mine, our little one was here. I started to
cry with joy, she had Dagur's hair but my little nose and face. The midwife
cleaned us both up, getting me new blankets and a cold cloth for my forhead, I
laid back down with Dagur climbing into the bed next to us, wrapping his warm
arms around me, making me feel a lot better from the pain.
"You did a great job babe." He kissed my forehead again."Our little Heather is
here." He stuck one of his finger out as she clung onto it, still wailing after
being born. Heather was so tiny, but healthy at the least thank gods, she was
the best thing that could have happened to us.
"I kept thinking I was going to die." I laughed, looking down at her with tired
eyes."I thought she was never going to come out of me." I didn't break eye
contact with her, I just couldn't break away.
We both both stayed silent for a few minutes, looking down at the new sleeping
baby."You're dad going to lock me up you know."
I looked up at him."But you saved us, he has to let you go, he can't just take
you away from me." I whispered to him."I need you Dagur."
He looked at me with his cut up face, kissing me on the lips as I melted into
him."You'll be okay, maybe you're dad will go easy on me." He smirked, trying
not to scare me, but my heart was starting to race, I was scared for him, I
wasn't going to lose my love again.
"I won't let my dad take you from me." I kissed him this time."I'll make sure
of it."
We both feel asleep in the bed, I was on top of Dagur and resting my head on
his chest while the baby slept in her cot, I wasn't going to let my dad take
Dagur away from me, I need him by my side, he was the father of my first born.
I kept thinking about sneaking out in the middle of the night, but that
wouldn't work out too well for any of us, a newborn out to sean, no not a good
idea at all. My dad wasn't going to be understanding of this, he hated Dagur to
the core, so what was he going to do with him? Kill him along with Viggo? I'm
sure that's what the entire village would want.
I couldn't think about this anymore, I need to sleep, I looked at my baby and
lover one last time before I drifted to sleep.
***** Chapter Twenty Three *****
Chapter Summary
     Hello everyone, so sorry for the lack of updates, but here is another
     chaper for you all!
                                 Forever Mine
                             Chapter Twenty Three
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I was still wrapped up in Dagur's arms, feeling his hot breath going down my
neck, my body ached when I first moved, I groaned a little when my eyes locked
onto the crib. I slowly got up, my lower body ached so badly, but I pushed my
legs against the floor, slowly standing up and making my way towards it. A
smile spread right across my face when I leaned down and picked up the tiny
bundle, cradling her in my arms weakly, this was it, she was finally here.
It almost didn't feel real, like it was all a dream, she made a small noise,
squirming in my arms for a moment, letting out a small yawn. Baby's breath I
thought, you never really forget that smell do you, I struck two of my fingers
out, letting her little hand grip onto them. My smile grew even wider, how
could she be so perfect? She had her father's thick dark red hair, and my tiny
little nose. She was going to be a feisty one I just knew it deep down.
"You should be resting." Dagur was wide awake, I didn't hear him getting out of
bed.
I shrugged."I just wanted to hold her." Looking down at her, she was starting
to wake up, letting out a small whimper."Shhhh." I rocked her in my arms.
"She's probably hungry, she hasn't eaten yet." Dagur started to lead me back to
the bed."Here let me help you up." He got me up in his arms, placing me back on
the bed. Heather was fully awake, reaching for my chest, wanting her milk."I
know little one, I know." I whispered to her, I started to unlace my tunic.
"Hiccup let me help you with her." He held her head while I tried getting my
tunic undone, she quickly latched onto my nipple, suckling very hungrily on it.
She must have been starving all night, probably too tired from the delivery,
but I finally have her. Dagur couldn't help but smile down at her, running a
few fingers through her thick hair. Heather managed to go a few more minutes of
feeding before pulling away from me, letting out a small yawn, I pulled her up
to my shoulder, patting her lightly on the back until she let out a small burp.
Once again I let her rest in my arms a bit longer, never wanting to let her go.
Dagur would still take one of her little hands, letting her fingers grasped
onto his, it was hard to think what he used to do to me and now this? How could
a man who used to rape and hurt me, be so kind and gentle to our new born? It
changed him I guess, in good way. How was our daughter going to turn out? would
she be witty and inventive like me? or would she be deranged like her father? 
What the village going to think of me now? I'm with the enemy, not by
choice...or at least not a first. I didn't plan on having a baby with Dagur, I
never planned on falling in love with him at all, I thought I would be dead by
now, but no I am alive with a baby swaddled in my arms with Dagur holding me,
looking at me with love in his eyes.
I didn't even notice I drifting in and out, not until Dagur nudged me."Hey?
what's wrong?" He whispered.
I shook my head."I....I'm scared Dagur."
He looked at me, almost confused."Scared of what babe?"
"Everything." I whispered."What are my people going to think of me now?" I
looked back at him."When they see me and the baby, what are they going to say?"
My voice was starting to tremble, waiting for him to say something witty or
telling me to forget about them. He pressed his lips onto my forehead."Don't
worry about them, if anything happens I'll take care of it." His arm wrapped
around me, pulling me close towards him.
"You can't protect me forever, not from everyone." I whispered to him.
"Not if I can do anything about it." He shot back at me, grabbing my hand
tightly."I'll be damned if anyone hurts you again." I could feel the anger in
his voice, he wasn't going to let me or our child out of his sight. I leaned in
deeper into his arms, feeling his warmth up against mine. I closed my eyes as
he held me tighter in his arms, he was putting all his devotion into us, this
was a different a person I once had. Dagur wasn't being violent with me, he
never yelled or layed a hand on me, but how was my dad going to veiw this? 
My father was going to rip Dagur's lungs out for what he did, he pretty much
caused all of this. But I didn't care anymore, I only care about him and our
baby now, it's selfish I know, but...it's taken over me for the last couple of
months, I forgot about the ring in my pocket, I stuck one hand in it, pulling
it out and placing it back on me. Dagur grabbed my hand, running his thumb over
the ring."You kept it?" He looked back at me.
"Yeah, I didn't want Viggo or any of his men taking it from me." 
Dagur paused for a minute."So...what do think your father is going to do to me?
Behead me? Drown me? Burn me at the stakes?" He kept going on with this, I
could only look down on the bed, trying not to think of the worse from
happening."Oh, or how about throwing me off the cliffs?" He then took the
sleeping baby out of my arms, placing her back in the cot, letting her sleep
away.
"I'm not going to let that happen Dagur."I placed a hand on top of his."I love
you....I don't care if he disowns me again, I just want us to be together." I
said softly, looking into hid dark green eyes, a smile crept up on his face, he
took my cheek and kissed me deeply. I could feel my entire face heat up now,
this kiss was more gentle then all the other kisses, this...this was more
real. 
"Love you too." He pulled away from my lips, tracing his thumb over
them."Hopfully your dad won't kill me over this." Dagur tried to joke about it,
but none of this was going to turn out well.
Speaking of my dad...
The door suddenly opened, causing me to jump, Dagur locked his eyes on the
large figure coming into the hut. I knew who it was, my father walked in,
dressed back into his regular clothes with his helmet. I could feel my entire
body tense up again, he glared right at Dagur, sending him nothing but anger in
his stormy grey eyes. I slowly pulled away from Dagur, sitting on the edge of
the bed, getting closer to my father, then without warning my father grabbed
me, holding me tightly.
The embraced lasted for what seemed like forever, but he eventually let go of
me, cupping my cheek weakly."Are you alright?" He looked me up and down, no
longer see my huge stomach anymore, almost expecting it to be there still.
"I'm fine dad, just a little sore." I tried batting him off but like always he
was still worried about me.
"And the baby?" He asked as his eyes widened, I smiled and slowly got off the
bed, heading straight to the cot, picking up the sleeping babe. I held her in
both arms, rocking her a bit, worrying she might wake up, I looked back up to
see tears in my father's eyes, without saying anything I handed her over to
him, he accepted her with warm open arms, smiling happily at her. Heather let
out a small yawn, curling her head back up, her hands turned into tiny little
fist, heading into a deep sleep.
"She looks just like you." He ran one of his fingers along her chubby cheek,
smiling at her the whole time. At least he's happy about something, I want to
do my best to keep him away from Dagur, but I had a bad gut feeling, like you
know something bad is going to happen.
"I really thought I was going to die." I stood right next to him."I never
thought this would ever happen to me...being a parent and all." I mumbled to
him.
He looked back."Oh Hiccup." he wrapped one arm around me."You did an amazing
job, you managed to bring this little one into the world, and now look at
her."He looked at me with pride, something I hadn't seen him do in a long time,
I knew he was going to get attached to this new baby.
After a few minutes my father turned, handing over the baby to me."As for you."
Dad looked straight over at Dagur."I should have you dead for what you've done
Dagur, what would Oswald say if he were to see you right now?" He said darkly,
walking over towards my love."If weren't for that baby that my son is cradling
in his arms right now, I would of had you beheaded." Both of them locked eyes
on each other, I didn't know if they were getting ready to kill each other or
not.
"Yeah I get it." Dagur said calmly, not taking his eyes off of him.
"No you don't." He said sternly."Everyone in this village wants you to pay for
your crimes, but for now...." he trailed off looking back at me with a look of
sorrow."You and your men are not allowed to leave this island until we can
figure out what to do with you."
"Uh excuse me, but ugh me and my huge army of angry Beserkers just saved your
asses from Viggo!" Now Dagur was pissed off."If it weren't for us, you and
everyone else would be dead! I only came because Hiccup was in trouble! He was
carrying our child, now that's she finally here healthy as can be,we should be
allowed to leave." Dagur walked over, putting his arm around my waist, showing
him that we were together.
My father's face went from stern to angry with in seconds, he ripped Dagur
right off of me, getting in between us."Over my dead body I'm letting you take
my son and grandchild away from me." His eyes were beaming with hatred for
him."if it's the last thing I do, I will never let Hiccup go back with you, I
don't care how much you claim to love him, he is still my son and you will
never take him away from me, ever again Dagur."
He then turned around, grabbing me around my shoulder."Let's go Hiccup." Now he
wanted to take me home, the home that I longed for so long, now after all this
time I was going back.
I limped, feeling the pain rush up to me."I can't walk." I whispered, feeling
awful, feeling like I was getting ready to pass out again. The without saying
anything, my father picked me up in his strong arms, holding me tight as he led
me out of the healer's hut, I had one last look of Dagur, I could see the anger
yet sadness in his eyes, II whispered one last time."I love you." I mouthed so
my father would hear it, Dagur gave a bit of a smile but it quickly faded when
I was out the door.
It felt like a long walk home, people were rebuilding, most stopped and stared,
but I didn't pay attention to them, I only had my eyes focused on the baby,
just watching her sleep. I stared to feel tired again, as if I hadn't slept in
days, once we got home everything felt the same, as if I never left, I guess
Viggo kept this place intacted. A few things were missing though, my fathers
chair for starts along with a few other things, but nothing major.
My dad put me straight to bed, taking Heather out of my arms,placing her in my
old cot I had as a baby. The paint on this was chipped up a bit, but it was
still in good shape, along next to it were some old toys I had, even the toy
dragon my mother made for me, dad stayed with me until I fell asleep.
I was out of it for a few hours, tossing and turning a bit.
When I finally woke up I saw another figure out of the corner of my
eye."Gobber?" 
The blonde viking made his way over, giving me a death grip of a hug."I didn't
think it was true, I thought it was just rumors." He held me even tighter."I
thought you were dead lad, we all thought you were a goner, but I never gave up
on you."
"I'm really happy to see you too Gobber." He pulled away from me, looking me
over.
"How are you feeling? I swear if I get my hands on that monster I'll-" I
quickly cut him off.
"I'm alright Gobber, Dagur didn't hurt me...much." I slowly laid back down,
snuggling into the pillows, trying to get comfortable, he didn't seem to
believe me, he never dose."I'm telling you I'm okay Gobber." I said weakly.
He grabbed my hand squeezing it tightly."I know Hiccup, but everyone is worried
about you." He looked at me, this time more serious.
That would be a first since I heard that, but I knew it was true. But I didn't
want to be here, I didn't want to be stuck in this room right now. I wanted to
be with Dagur, I wanted him to be with me, our baby. I need to get out this
room, I have to see him. But I to tend to my baby first, I turned my attention
to her. I slowly pushed myself up."Whoa Hiccup, you still need to rest."
"My baby needs me." I looked over to still see her sleep.
"She's sleeping right now Hiccup, she fine." He pushed me back into bed."After
everything that you just went through, you're going to need all the rest you
can get, your father and I will watch the baby, alright?" Gobber tried to sooth
me, wanting me to feel safe again. But I didn't feel at home, it wasn't how I
imagined at all, I thought if I did return hom, I would be happy again.
But I wasn't happy, I felt like a stranger in my house. It was going to take
some getting used to, but I wasn't at home, the Beserker island was my home
now. I never thought of saying that, but it was true, Berk didn't feel like
anything to me. Gobber told me to get some rest, yes, I need to rest.
I nodded before going back into a deep slumber, I didn't realize how tired I
was, even after a few hours of sleep I still felt very weak. Gobber stayed with
me until I fell back asleep, making sure I wouldn't try to get up or go and
find Dagur. I didn't blame him dad already knows about us being together, he
was going to do everything to break us up. I couldn't stand being away from my
love, I couldn't stay here. I need Dagur with me, were both parents now, it's
supposed be bonding time with the baby, our little Heather needs us both, like
it or not Dagur is her father.
But I wasn't going to give up, I wasn't going to lose Dagur.
***** Chapter Twenty Four *****
Chapter Summary
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                                 Forever Mine
                              Chapter Twenty Four
                                 I Own Nothing
Stoick's P.O.V
Hiccup finally managed to go back to sleep gods why did he have to be so
stubborn? Odin he get's that from me. I will never let him out of my sight,
never again. I could hear Gobber coming down the steps, I quickly looked over
to see him coming over towards me."How is he?" I asked. Hiccup had been out of
it, waking up only a little bit, the babe would sleep for hours without making
a peep. She would only wake if she wanted to feed or needed a change.
"He fine, just exhausted from the birth still." He sat down next to me."He gets
so worked up over that baby, the only thing Hiccup wants to do is hold her." He
had that smirk on his face, Hiccup was acting so much like his mother.
Just like Valka she was the exact same way when Hiccup was born, not letting
anyone else hold him. I swear I couldn't get that woman to let him go, she was
watching over him until she fell asleep, leaving me to take over him. But this
was different, this was my first grandchild after all. I was happy of course
but I was still angry, all because of Dagur.All I could feel for that boy all
of this could have been stopped, but I wasn't there in time I couldn't protect
my only son. I felt like I failed him, I could have broken out, but how I
thought to myself, how could I have seen this coming?
Gobber rested a hand on my shoulder."He's going to be alright Stoick." I wasn't
going to let my son go, never again. My son was now a parent, he was still
young and has no idea what it takes to be a father, or in this case a mother.
The birth was difficult on Hiccup, but he pulled through. But now what was I
going to do with Dagur? I could kill him, right now. But Hiccup... Hiccup has
feeling for him, I don't know how but I know what it led up to be.
Stockholm syndrome, I could see it a mile a way. The way Dagur and Hiccup look
at each other.... something that should have never happened in the first place,
but it was too late, what done is done. Dagur is the father of my
granddaughter, the person that was responsible for all of this. I could feel my
blood boiling over again, wanting to slam my fist onto the table, but kept
together not wanting to wake up Hiccup or the baby."What in Odin's name am I
going to do?" I looked back up finally, seeing Gobbers sunken blue eyes.
He sat down right next to me."In all honesty, I want to kill Dagur as much as
you do, but we need to handle this....delicately." I didn't know what to
say."For Hiccup's sake."
I slowly nodded, sighing heavily again."What am I going to do Gobber? What
would Valka say if she were to see us now?" I know she would down at me, she
probably would have killed me of she had the chance. I was supposed to protect
Hiccup with my life, and now...now it's all falling apart. Gobber was trying
his best to support me, trying to get me to listen, but it was no use to me.
The only thing I could do was keep Hiccup close to me, never letting him go
again.
"She wouldn't be angry with you Stoick, if she were here right now she would be
understanding."
But she wouldn't forgive me, just give the woman the ax and she'll have my head
on a plate. I shook my head."No, she would killed me, or worse." I took a heavy
swing of my drink, trying to calm my body down with the mead. Gobber stayed for
a little while, making some dinner for whenever Hiccup wakes up. I would
constantly go up and check on Hiccup, then turning my attention to the baby. I
could't help but lift her up, holding her for the first time.
She had Hiccup written all over her,  she had his nose, his face. But she had
very dark red hair, not amburn like Hiccup's. It was Dagur's that's for sure,
but that didn't mean I wouldn't love her any less, she was a Haddock though and
through. I never thought becoming a grandfather would never happen like this, I
thought it would be Hiccup and Astrid, but life didn't always turn out the way
you want it to be. This happened for a reason I supposed.
She let out a little yawn, stretching her little arms out. My smile got wider
as I press a small kiss onto her forehead. I her back into her cot, letting her
go back to sleep. I turn my attention back to Hiccup again, slowly walking
over, sitting on the edge of his bed, slowly running my fingers through his
hair. Looking at him, as if he wasn't even real, I haven't seen him in so long,
it's almost crazy seeing my son alive after so long. I thought he was dead, I
thought as soon as Dagur took him...I thought he was....it was over now, Hiccup
in back where he belongs.
Hiccup stirred in his sleep."Hmp Dagur, come back to me." He whispered in his
sleep.
My heart sank as soon as I heard that. No I wanted to tell him, but it was
already too late to do anything about it, Hiccup was in love with the man that
took him away from me, away from his friends, his old life. He shouldn't be in
this position right now, he wasn't ready to be a mother. I slowly pulled away
and could only stare at him.
"What am I going to do Hiccup?" I whispered before leaving his room, giving him
one last look before heading back down stairs. Gobber already had dinner ready,
he got me a bowl ready, yak stew was the meal served for the night, I ended up
having three bowls, once I was done, I wanted to go back and make sure Hiccup
wasn't awake yet.Dinner was pretty much silent, besides Gobber trying to calm
me down, telling me Hiccup would come through strong, lling me he would have
all the support in the world. I was going to give him all the support he
needed, it was going to be a very long healing process for him, i didn't know
how to help Hiccup, I've never dealt with rape before, but I know one thing, I
was always going to be there for my son.I'm sure Hiccup was still fast asleep.
But I was wrong, Hiccup was starting to wake up. He already sitting up, trying
to get out of bed again, I was quick to get in there.
"Easy Hiccup, easy now." I was grabbing him, pulling him to my chest, just
wanting to hold my son again."It's alright."
"D..dad, I think you just broke my ribs." He murmured to me softly, I loosen my
grip on him but still holding him in my strong arms."How are you?" I asked him,
looking down at his pale face"Are you hungry?"
"I'm fine dad." he said to me, getting ready to go down and fetch him a bowl
before he could say anything else, I'm sure he was starving by now. I was quick
to give him something to eat, Hiccup sat up and consumed his yak stew within
seconds, I asked if he wanted seconds he was starving. Once he was done feeding
I sat next to him in his small bed."Feeling better now?" He slowly nodded,
finally feeling full from his meal.
"I'm feeling a lot better now." But he was still leaning over, wanting to see
the baby."Let me hold her, let me hold Heather." I then got up and got the
sleeping baby out of her cot, she stir and slowly opened her eyes, a dark blue
for now, soon they would be green like her mother's. Hiccup quickly smile when
she was placed in his weak arms, but I didn't understand, why was she named
after Heather? What happened to her? What was going on now?
"Why heather son?" I asked him
Hiccup shot up, then his face fell with sadness written all over."She...she's
dead dad...I" He trailed off just looking down at the babe."Alvin killed her."
my eyes shot open when he said that name.
"Alvin?" I said in shocked.
Hiccup nodded."Me and her ended up getting captured, after we escaped the first
time, we got caught and held up in a cell for a few hours then...it happened."
He didn't want to go into any more detail, so I let the rest go, not wanting to
reopen any more wounds for him. I rested an arm around him, telling him it was
okay.
"I's alright, you don't have to say anymore." I didn't want him to say anymore,
Heather was a good friend to Hiccup."I'm so sorry you had to go through that,
you shouldn't have gone through any of this...I'm so sorry Hiccup." I kissed
his forehead.
Hiccup shook his head."No dad, it's all my fault, I.I didn't know what to
do...but I love Dagur, I really do I-" I cut him off.
"This isn't love Hiccup." I said sternly."If he really did love you, then he
wouldn't have raped you, he woldn't have hurt you the way he did for the last
couple of months."I looked at him, not breaking eye contact with my son, not
for a second."I'm not letting him take you from me again."
"Dad...you don't understand, he's changed I've swear on my life, I can't live
without him." he begged me, I could see tears starting to well up in his bright
green eyes. I couldn't stand seeing him cry like this, I sighed just held him
close, soon the baby started to wake up, let out a few cries. Hiccup stopped
crying and sniffled, slowly unlacing his top and started to feed her. I don't
if it was just me, but Hiccup looks just like his mother when she breastfed
him, just the same position and the way Hiccup looks at his daughter.
I couldn't help but smile again, Hiccup managed to bring a healthy baby into
the world, Valka and I were trying so hard to have more children, Hiccup was
the most difficult for her we never thought he make it past three days.Now here
he was, a young adult with a newborn.
"She looks just like you." I whispered.
"Yeah..yeah she dose." He gave the babe a half smile, just watching her suckle
away. Finally she finished, Hiccup placed her over his shoulder, gently patting
her back until she released and finally settled down and feel back asleep in
his arms, he didn't want to let her go again.
"You should go back to sleep."
Hiccup shook his head again."Just a little longer dad."
"Your mother was the same way when you were born." I pulled the blanket up to
his chest."Once you came into the world she never wanted to put you down."
Hiccup didn't pulled away from me, he could only look up and listen."I tried
everything to get her to rest, but all she wanted to do hold you, watching you
sleep away."
 "I really don't remember much of mom when...you know when it all happened." He
pushed a little strand of Heather's hair away, running a smoothing finger along
her cheekbone.
I pressed my lips onto his forehead."She would have been proud of you Hiccup."
Hiccup nodded, I could see his eyes starting to droop again, I took the baby
from his arms again and laid her back in the cot."Get some rest Hiccup." I
tucked him in again."I'll be back to check on you later." Hiccup nodded one
more time before going back to sleep.
I sighed a bit of relief, heading back downstairs to Gobber sitting at the
table.
"How he is feeling now?" 
"A bit better, once he got some food in him, he seemed to perk up." I sat back
down in my seat next to him."Gods he stubborn about that baby, didn't want to
let go of her." I took my helmet off, rubbing my forehead.
Gobber smirked."Told you."
"He still want's to be with him, Dagur." I said bitterly."I swear I don't think
I can talk him out of this." What was I going to do now? I can't just keep
Dagur here, and I don't want to let Hiccup or the baby go either. Gobber was
right about what he said earlier, Hiccup was in love with the person that took
him away, the same person that raped him. Now all Hiccup wants is to go bk to
the Beserker Island, what was I supposed to do? Just keep my son locked up in
his room? No I could never do that to Hiccup, Dagur n the other hand...I rather
just strangle the living life out of him.
 Then I got up from the table, taking helmet and placing back on my head,
grabbing my cloak.
"Where are you going?"
"To look for Dagur, I need to watch Hiccup for while for me, I'll be back
soon." Then I was out, closing the door behind me. I had to find Dagur, we need
to talk. I didn't know what was really going through my head, I didn't know
what to even say to that little monster, honestly I was getting ready to grab
an ax and cut his head clean off. But I held back and started to go through the
village, I asked a few people but I didn't need to look too far.
The Beserkers were camped outside of the village, the huge bonfire was clear
for almost everyone to see, Dagur was standing in front of it, just sitting
there and looking deep into the flames. My face tighten with anger, I started
to march over towards him, gripping my fist. Warriors from the Beserker tribe
didn't try to stop me, I pushed passed a couple of them to get to Dagur, he
looked up and saw me, getting up from his spot and locking eyes with me.
"Stoick." he said firmly.
"Dagur." I did the same with him, just glaring right into his soul."We need to
talk."
"Yeah..I had a feeling we would." Dagur sat back down."How's Hiccup and the
baby doing?"
"They're fine now." I tried not focus the subject on them."But what am I going
to do with you now?" My eyes lingered.
Dagur rolled his eyes at my comment."Let me guess you either want me dead, stay
away from Hiccup and my newborn child forever?"
"A little bit of both at this point."
He then stood up."Look I know what I did was bad but-"
"But nothing!" I yelled, grabbing him by the collar."I don't want you in my
sons life! Do you understand me? All you caused for him was nothing but pain!
He's broken and all he want's is you!" My voice raised in volume, all the
tribesmen were surrounding us, Dagur called them off, telling them to back off
or else. My hands started to go for his neck, all I could see was red at this
point."You caused of all this!" I screamed on the top of my lungs, looking deep
into his eyes.
"I love him." He choked out."I love him more then anything Stoick."
"You don't love him Dagur, you wouldn't know what love is." I sneered, finally
dropping him."The only reason I'm letting you live is because of that baby."
"Then what are going to do then, hmm? Hiccup has already given birth to our
baby, out of wedlock, it's a rule of all tribes." He slowly got up."If a person
has a child out of wedlock then they are to marry them, otherwise the child
will be viewed as a bastard nothing else but that."
I froze for a second, it was true, it is a very strict rule in Berk in almost
every tribe now a days. But I shook my head."No, I'll never allow this."
"Then my daughter won't take over Berk when she comes of age, and how exactly
do you think Hiccup will take that? It'll break his heart." How would the rest
of thee take this, I couldn't just change the old ways around here, a lot of
people have strict beliefs about marriage and bring children out of wedlock, I
was stuck now. I don't care about titles, I don't care how people see me or my
family, I finally have Hiccup home now.
"Please Stoick, just let me take care of Hiccup and our baby."
I had my back turn not saying a word to him. I couldn't listen to another word
he said, this was going to be a consideration now, I didn't know what I was
going to do, hand over my son to the enemy? I sighed deeply and headed back
home, leaving Dagur alone.
I got home and thanked Gobber for watching over Hiccup, he soon left, leaving
me alone once more. I checked on Hiccup and the baby one more time before
heading to bed myself, my entire head was filled with questions, what was I
going to do now? Everything was on the line now. I didn't want Hiccup going
back to Dagur, then again who wants their only grandchild to be marked as a
bastard for life? Losing their rights to carry on the bloodline, I was the
chief I should of been aware of this, what was I supposed to do now? Have
Hiccup marry someone else and claim the child as there own? No, Hiccup wouldn't
allow this, he made it pretty clear Dagur was the only person in his life now.
Was this really it? Dose Hiccup really want to be with Dagur? Forever? How
could I live without him, I don't want to lose him.
***** Chapter Twnety Five *****
Chapter Summary
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                                 Forever Mine
                              Chapter Twenty Five
                                 I Own Nothing
Hiccup's P.O.V
I woke up to the sound of whimpering, I was quick to sit up, wincing at the
sudden pain again. But it wasn't as bad as before, I slowly got up from my bed,
pushing the furs away from me and making my way to the cot."Shhh, it's okay,
it's okay Heather." I picked up the babe, she stopped whimpering once in my
arms, I untied my tunic again and began to nurse. She was quick to latch on,
sucking down very hard and taking all the milk in, I sighed and sat back o my
bed, running my fingers through her soft patch of hair.''I have a feeling
you're going to be feisty, just like your father." I whispered, letting one of
her fingers holding my index finger. Just the smallest touch made my heart
clench.
She didn't let go of my finger, clutching it harder.
It was a dark shade of red, the same color as her father's. I smiled and kissed
her tiny forehead, still not taking my eyes off of her, even with a bit of pain
it was all worth it, in my mind I took back all the things I said before, not
being ready for motherhood, not wanting this baby, I take it all back. She was
absolutely perfect to me, she had this perfect round face with dark blue eyes
for now, but that even made her more perfect.
Was she going to turn out like me? Probably not by my luck, she has berserker
blood running through her now. I know she'll be a little warrior like her
father, I just wish I could give her a night fury, but they were all gone, I've
tried looking before, but no luck finding another.
Then a sudden knock on my door, catching me off guard then it slowly opened. My
father walked in with another figure behind him, my eyes widen when I finally
notice it was Dagur. I was shocked as my jaw fell from my mouth."Dad..." I
trailed almost not believing what I was seeing. My father calmly walked over
and sat down next to me on my bed, Dagur was forced to stay in the back, dad
wanting to speak to me first from what I was seeing. I didn't know what was
going on, Dagur wasn't allowed to be near me, my father mad that very clear but
now.....
"How are you?" He asked me, placing a supportive hand on my knee, looking down
at Heather in my arms, wanting to know how I was holding up with a new baby.
"I'm alright." I said softly, holding Heather close to me, she kept feeding
while we talked. He then asked me if I was still feeling any more pain, any
heavy bleeding happening to me, I told him no."I promise you I'm alright dad, I
got a full night of sleep last night." I whis my dad would stop worrying about
me, I'm fine now, I'm out of the woods and have nothing wrong with me, the only
thing I need is a little bit of rest and I'll be good as new. But with my dad
he treated it as if I lost another limb, but that was my dad at his best, he
was doing the best he could with me, he didn't want to see me struggle, he
doesn't want me to get hurt again.
He nodded."I have something to ask you, and I need you to be honest with me."
I was getting a little worried."What's wrong?" I looked at both of them."What's
going on?"
My father sighed again."Do you still want to be with Dagur?" He asked me,
cupping my cheek and looking at me with serious eyes."Is that what you want
still?" My jaw dropped when he asked me this, I didn't know what to say or do,
I looked back at Dagur with a small smile, I looked back up at my dad."Why are
you asking me this dad?" This was the last thing I expected from him, I was
expecting my father to either kill Dagur or ban him from Berk, never allowing
me to see him again.
"Because I need to know what you really want, what's best for you, as much as I
hate this, I don't want you miserable." He pushed a few strands of hair away
from my face, still having some sadness in his eyes."If Dagur really makes you
happy, then I'll give you what you want." Was this really happening? Dad was
letting me go? Why was my father having a sudden change of heart? I'm still
having a hard time to believe
I looked down, Heather slowly pulled away, full from her meal. I put her on my
shoulder and patted her back, once that was over she was back in my arms."I...I
need some time to think about this dad, I need to talk this over with Dagur." I
looked back up at him."I just need a few minutes alone with him." I ve my
father a look, letting him know I need some time to think this over, I mean I
really do want this, I want a family, a father for my child to look up to.
My father nodded before getting up, sending Dagur a few glares, passing over
him and closing the door behind us.
Dagur turned back and quickly embraced me, giving me a powerful kiss."How are
you?" He then looked down and traced his fingers along the babe's cheek.
"Were both fine." I leaned back in and kissed him."I've missed you." I
whispered, feeling his warm embrace, the one thing I could always look forward
to. I felt his warm arm wrap around my waist, just letting him hold me in his
arms for a few minutes."What did my father tell you?" I was wondering what made
my father change his mind.
He shrugged his shoulders and looked down."Nothing much, just wanting what's
best for you and the baby." He gave my forehead a peck, still not taking his
eyes away from the baby."I hated being away from you both, that was all I could
think about." I felt the same way, I was getting worried I would never see
Dagur again, just by the way my father was acting. I didn't know what was going
to happen next, a peace tray would be in the works if I go with Dagur,
especially with marriage involved. 
"So...do you really want to do this? Do you still want to marry me? Stay with
me?" His voice for once sounded scared, as If he was going to get rejected by
me.
I gave him  smile and pulled his face close to mine, pulling him in for a
kiss."Of course I'm still going to be with you, I'm not letting my dad keep me
away, we have baby now and I'm still marrying you." One of my hands traced up
to his cheek, tracing up his scars."I love you." I wasn't backing down from
this, I didn't want to be labeled as a whore or the mother of a bastard, but
deep down I didn't really care about either of them, all I wanted was my little
family.
He gave me a soft smile."Happy to hear that." He pulled me and gave me another
deep kiss, I ran my fingers through his thick red hair. We both pulled away and
looked down at the tiny bundle in my arms, I slowly passed her over to her
father, he smiled even wider and played with her little fingers."Did you miss
daddy?" He cooed."I hope you've been good to mama and not giving him any
trouble."
"Naw, she's been good for the last couple of days." Leaning over and watching
her fall asleep again."She barely makes a sound." Dad and Gobber have been the
best babysitters, after I gave birth both of them have took turns watching over
the both of us, then my father ordered the midwife over to check us both, so
far were both fine now. Thankful the baby didn't tear me after I gave birth, I
thought I lost too much blood, that's why I almost passed out or so I thought.
"So both of you are okay now?"
"Yeah the midwife check us both the other day, were both alright now." I tried
not to worry him."I can't have sex for a little while, about two months I
should be alright." Dagur pouted a bit, holding me a bit closer."Yeah I know
you hate that but it's for the best."
He sighed."I know, as long as both of you are alright that's all that matters."
We both stayed silent for a few minutes, just focusing on the baby, Dagur then
got up and placed her back in the cot, coming back and taking my hands."I guess
will have to hold the wedding off until you're healed, I don't want to risk
hurting you again."
I nodded."The midwife also told me I'm more fertile after having a baby, so we
might need to be extra careful when we...you know." I felt my face blush a
little bit, Dagur only chuckled darkly and held me close, running his fingers
through my amburn locks.
"Aww what's wrong, you don't want to give me twenty babies ?" He said in a
husky tone, causing me to slap his shoulder.
"Haha very funny."I glared at him."After giving birth I think one child is
another, gods it hurt so much." I closed my eyes, I could still feel the
birthing pain, just feeling that new life coming out of me. Dagur sighed and
held me against his chest, taking my hand and kissing it."I'm sorry baby."
"It's not your fault, how was I supposed know I was able to get pregnant in the
first place?" I arched my brow.
Before he could answer my question the door suddenly swung open, a big shadow
figure pounced in."Toothless." I cried and let his on, he started licking me to
death while Dagur was taken a bit back, the two weren't exactly friends, but
they were on decent terms now.
"I missed you so much bud." I traced my hands all over his face, his eye were
huge as his tongue was hanging out, still happy to know I was still alive, I
wrapped my thing arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, trying not to be
loud to wake the baby up, Toothless was on the bed taking up all the space so
he could reunite with me, I almost forgot about him, I knew I was forgetting
something or in this case my own dragon."I'm happy to see you too bud."
He whined and gave me one last lick, I was finally back with Toothless.
I didn't know him he was going to react going back to the beserker island, what
about the other tribes Dagur had feuds with? What about the food supplies? So
many questions for Dagur, that was something we needed to talk about later when
we go home. I didn't want to worry about that now, we can resolve that issue
later, hopefully we could get my father to help, but I doubt it. I didn't know
how the rest of the village would react to this news.
Once things calmed down we went back to talking."So when are we leaving?" I
asked Dagur.
"In the next couple of days, your father wanted to make sure you're alright to
travel." I could tell he didn't like the sound of that, he wanted to leave now,
but there wasn't much we could do until I was ready to go, I knew the
berserkers would welcome us with the new baby, a new child was always a
blessing to a village, mostly an heir."The ships and everything are ready to
go, all we need is another few days and you'll be ready to go."
I then looked down for a minute, my nerves were starting to get to me.
"What's wrong?" Dagur took my chin and looked into my eyes.
"I feel awful, leaving my dad and everyone else here, I haven't seen them in so
long and now...I'm just leaving them...again." 
"You're not leaving them, I'm not holding you hostage anymore, you can see them
whenever you want." He explained to me."You can do whatever you want Hiccup, I
don't care what you want, whatever it is I'll still be here."
"Thank you." I whispered before pulling away from him."I need to go break the
news to my dad, can you watch heather before I go down?"
"You don't have to ask me, I'm her father It's my job to take care of both of
you now." He gave me a goodluck kiss."Just call me if anything gose wrong,
okay?"
I nodded and slowly got up, I winced a little and started to make my way
towards the door, opening it before giving Dagur one last look, then I headed
down the stairs, looking down to see my father sitting in his chair, looking
into the fireplace, next to him was his mug, he had this look of defeat written
all over his face, my heart ached for him, I was his only child, and here I was
getting ready to leave him all alone with just nothing. I didn't what to say to
him, how was I going to put this?'hey dad I'm sorry that I'm leaving you and
everyone one else behind, but I'm getting married to your worse nightmare and
going to have twenty babies.' No, I could never tell him that, but what was I
supposed to say?
He heard me from the stairs, making a few creaks from my one foot."Hiccup?" He
said softly.
"Hi dad." I said uncomfortable"I...need to tell you something." I said while
rubbing my arm, looking down at the ground, almost too afraid to tell him the
whole thing.
"Did you make your decision?" He said with fear in his voice, almost frighten
to know what I was getting ready to tell him.
I slowly nodded."Yeah I did."
He paused for a minute, just looking at me with fearful eyes."You're leaving
aren't you?"
I looked up at him."Yes." I whispered at him."I'm sorry for doing this to you
dad, I really am, this is all my fault I-" Before I could say anything else I
was cut off when my father grabbed me, he grabbed me, giving me a bone crushing
hug, not letting me go for what seemed like forever. My heart ached even more
now, I could feel my father shaking now, I managed to wrap my arms around his
huge body, not much but enough to make him feel my embrace. I kept telling him
I was sorry over and over again, but he didn't reply back to me, he just kept
shaking and telling me none of this was my fault, that he understands why I'm
doing this.
Soon he let go, cupping my cheek and telling me how much he loved me, telling
me how strong I was, but deep down I felt weak.
"Are you still sure you want to go through with this?" He asked me, looking
deep into my dark green eyes."I don't want anything bad happening to you, I
don't want to lose you again Hiccup, if anything bad happened to you again I
swear to god." He whispered darkly.
"I'm going back with Dagur dad, I'm not just doing this for me, but I'm doing
this for our baby."
"I know son, I know." He whispered and kissed my forehead." I just don't want
to lose you again."
"I can always visit dad, I won't be too far." I tried making it sound better ,
but I don't think he was buying it. But it was worth a shot at least, but my
father knew I would be far away, he hasn't had a dragon in three years now
since Thornado was let go, it broke him, just like me have to leave to support
my family now. It didn't make it feel any better, at least Thornado had three
little one to look after, I only have one to look out for. I was an awful son
for doing this I was trying everything to make him feel better, but nothing was
going to make anything better, the wounds would never heal, and my father would
be haunted forever, he would always blame himself for me being captured and
raped. This was something that could never be fixed.
It took a few hours for my dad to go to bed, after that I headed back upstairs
to be greeted by both Dagur and Toothless.
Toothless was sleeping in his corner, right on top of his old heating stone,
snoring away while I headed straight to bed, Dagur was still awake and made
room for me, my bed was still tiny, not big enough for the both of us.
"How it go?" he whispered.
"As bad as I thought it would, I feel terrible and I think I want to die."
"You don't have to leave you know that right?" he said trying to get me to
change my mind.
"No." I said sternly."I'm going back, all four of us are going back, like it or
not." I was backing down, my mind was already made up, I was scared of how my
people would react to seeing me, seeing me as a whore, a traitor.
The next few days went by very quickly, three days went by and now we were at
the docks saying my finally goodbyes. It was the hardest thing I have ever
done, my father was in tears and holding me in another tight embrace He didn't
say anything to Dagur, nothing but bitter silence between these two. My father
held my daughter one last time before our long trip home, Toothless was already
on the ship waiting, once our goodbyes were over, all three of us got on board.
Once the ship sailed I could finally breath, I could finally be free again.
One year later...
A full year has finally passed by, one whole year of my new family.
Life of the Beserker island felt like home, dragon training was already part of
the village, a new dragon academy was already built, new dragon riders, new
trainers, new everything. Dagur's Skrill was the most hard to train, it took
almost half a year to get her to trust Dagur, but she eventually came around,
the poor thing ended up falling ill, if it weren't for Dagur she would have
been the last Skrill to live and to die. The rest of it went smoothly, getting
her to fly with Dagur on her back went well, the rest of it was no trouble
either. Savage was never really around us as much, maybe Dagur eventually found
out about him trying to get me off of the island, or worse.
Heather was a bounce one year old, always chasing something, weather it was
Toothless, chickens or her father. She would howl and play with certain
objects, ones that her father was smitten with, mostly knives...yeas that never
gose well. Thankful my dad would watch over her whenever we would visit.
Visiting would last a couple of days, the first few times made me a bit
skittish, I was still having a hard time adjusting to being back on Berk.
The other riders weren't so happy, I mean fishlegs and the twins came around,
Snotlout didn't really know how to react, he was just quiet around me. Astrid
was the worse, once she found out I had a child with Dagur and Heather being
dead, it was pretty much over after that. The villagers weren't as hard on me
at least, but if I wasn't the son of the chief I think I would have been casted
out. But my dad was doing all he could to support me, he still doesn't know I'm
pregnant again.
The wedding took place six months before, it was huge wedding of course, with
everything you could imagine, a huge feast, a beautiful dress that was a pale
lavender, a flower crown with a long train in the back, it was a warm spring.
Dagur had a special place for us that night, he took us to a hot spring where
we made love....and conceived our second child as well, once I found out I was
pregnant again, I nearly lost my mind in front of Dagur and Savage. I wasn't
planning on doing this again, but I was still open on having at least two more
children, Dagur was still hoping on ten but there was no way in Hell I was
doing that.
I was almost four months now, showing a tiny bump again.
I working on dinner that night, feeling warm lips pressing against my
neck."Dagur." I moaned.
"Hello baby." I felt a warm hand on my stomach."You miss me?"
"You've only been gone for three hours." I teased.
"Away from you and our babies" he made small circles on my belly, kissing my
neck."I love you I whispered, giving him a kiss."
"And I you."
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